Shen Zhichu loved him wholeheartedly for sixteen years, yet she was asked to leave empty-handed, just to make room for the "white moonlight" in his heart.
Li Jingshen thought he would...
Chapter 695 The person I like said he would turn into a star, and from then on I fell in love with watching the stars
Because he was too scared, Lu Tingchuan could only use brutal means to capture Shen Qing, wanting to trap her by his side for the rest of her life.
How long is a lifetime? When two people grow old and gray, they look at each other. Even if there is no love between them, they will grow old together and die together.
After hearing what Lu Tingchuan said, Shen Qing felt like he had heard a huge joke.
What does it mean that he doesn't want Jiang Yiming to die more than anyone else?
"The people who least want Jiang Yiming to die are his family, his parents who gave birth to him and raised him, and his fans who love him. You..." Shen Qing looked at him quietly for two seconds, a mocking arc appeared at the corner of his mouth, "What the hell are you?"
Her tongue had not healed yet, and every word she spoke was painful, and she almost spoke with trembling lips.
Lu Tingchuan didn't want Jiang Yiming to die, not because he really didn't want to, but after Jiang Yiming's death, he would no longer have the bargaining chip to restrain Shen Qing.
In his eyes, Jiang Yiming was really not worth it. At most, he was just like the performance data he saw at work.
Faced with the person who had hurt her, Shen Qing could do nothing. She was not as smart as Su Miao, nor did she have the strength to kill Lu Tingchuan. The only thing she could do was kill herself.
But now "suicide" has become a luxury, as Su Miao told her in prison.
At least I can live longer than these scumbags.
But she couldn't survive, she really couldn't survive... She had never thought that living would be so painful.
She looked up at the sun in the sky. It was very dazzling, but she couldn't help but look at it. In the halo, she seemed to see the vague figure of Jiang Yiming. He waved at her and smiled at her. The dimples on his face were so sweet that they seemed to suck people in.
The ring finger of his right hand on his thigh moved unconsciously.
Jiang Yiming, Yiming, Ah Ming...
You have to walk slowly and wait for me. I will come to find you soon. You have to wait for me...wait for me...
"The wound on your tongue hasn't healed yet. Talk less and get more rest. As for school..."
Before Lu Tingchuan could finish his words, Shen Qing interrupted him.
"No, I'm going to go through the formalities for leaving school. After that, I'm going to go back to my hometown and take my child's ashes with me..."
It doesn’t matter to Lu Tingchuan whether Shen Qing goes to school or not. It’s not like he can’t afford to support her. Besides, he thinks it’s good for Shen Qing not to go to school. He doesn’t know what kind of people she will meet in school or what kind of things will happen to her.
Just like when she was cornered and bullied before, he only found out about it afterwards. Although he warned the school, no matter how much he protected her, it would not be as good as watching her by his side.
"Okay, whatever you say."
Shen Qing stayed in the hospital for a week and then went back. He still needs to rest at home for ten days.
There are many stars in the midsummer night. Shen Qing's biological clock is completely reversed. He sleeps during the day and looks at the stars at night, counting them one by one to find the brightest one among the stars in the sky.
Lu Tingchuan was on a business trip, and it was Aunt Lin who stayed with Shen Qing the whole time.
Seeing that the light in the master bedroom was still on at night, she secretly opened the door and looked inside. She was shocked when she saw Shen Qing sitting on the stool in front of the window. The window was wide open, and the cold wind blew up her pajamas. She seemed to be suspended in mid-air, as if she would fall out of the window at any time.
The window sill on the second floor is not very high. Even if you really fall down, there is a lawn below. You won't die, but at most you will suffer broken bones and pain for hundreds of days.
Aunt Lin's heart suddenly rose to her throat. She was nervous and afraid of scaring Shen Qing. She called out softly, "Miss Shen."
Aunt Lin is specifically responsible for watching over Shen Qing. There are no sharp objects anywhere in the house. Even the knives used in the kitchen are watched over by the chef himself and locked in a box, for fear that Shen Qing will do something stupid.
If anything happens to Shen Qing, she will be the first one to be held responsible.
Shen Qing's figure swayed at the window, as if he was about to jump down at any time.
Aunt Lin's heart was in her throat. She seized the opportunity and rushed behind Shen Qing in almost an instant, hugged her legs and held her tightly.
"Miss Shen, please don't think too much." She was afraid that Shen Qing would fall down and fall off the stool, so she didn't dare to move and could only hold her body and persuade her hard.
Shen Qing raised her eyelids in confusion, looked down at Aunt Lin's pale face, and then glanced at her hands that were wrapped around her legs in a slightly confused manner: "What's wrong?"
Shen Qing was wearing a nightgown and her bare legs were so cold that Aunt Lin's heart was pounding. She felt that no matter how she tried to warm Shen Qing's body, it would not warm her up.
Shen Qing finally reacted at this moment and laughed as if he found it funny: "Are you afraid that I will jump out of the window and commit suicide?"
Isn’t it?
"I wouldn't die if I jumped from this height. If I could die, I would have died long ago when I bit my tongue and was driven crazy by Lu Tingchuan."
That being said, Aunt Lin found Shen Qing's lifeless face and wooden eyes creepy.
"Then what are you really doing at such a high place?" asked Aunt Lin.
Shen Qing turned her head and looked out the window, and her voice drifted into Aunt Lin's ears with the wind.
She said: "Look at the stars. The stars at night are so beautiful. He is always..."
Aunt Lin simply thought that Shen Qing just couldn't sleep and was looking at the stars to pass the time, but that was not the case.
——The person I like said that he would turn into a star in the sky, and since then I fell in love with looking at the stars.
Shen Qing looked at the stars in the sky with a faint gaze. She counted how many stars there were in the sky today.
There are so many stars that she has counted 5,230 today.
"Miss Shen, it's windy and cold at night. You should come down first to avoid catching a cold." As Aunt Lin gently pulled, Shen Qing bent her legs and landed on her toes according to her strength. She had been standing for too long, and her legs were a little weak and numb. She staggered, but fortunately Aunt Lin hugged her in time.
"Are you okay? Miss Shen."
Shen Qing shook her head, leaning one hand on the windowsill.
After seeing her stabilize herself, Aunt Lin moved the stool away and started to close the curtains.
"Aunt Lin, did it hurt when you jumped off the building and hit the ground?"
Aunt Lin's hand that was pulling the curtain froze, and she looked back at Shen Qing with a lonely expression.
Shen Qing muttered to herself, "I saw a news story before. A man jumped from a building over 30 stories high and landed on a construction site below. Steel bars pierced his body. The image was mosaiced, but it couldn't hide the blood and gore. His death was horrific. I was just watching it on TV at the time, and it made me vomit. So how painful must it have been for the man who jumped to his death?"
"The third floor is several meters higher than this..." Shen Qing's gaze shifted from the sky to the ground below. "How painful must Jiang Yiming be in... The report said that he pushed the knife towards his heart. As his body fell to the ground, the knife went straight through his heart and got stuck in his ribs, unable to be pulled out..."
Shen Qing's calm voice gradually began to choke. "Aunt Lin, you don't know how afraid Jiang Yiming is of pain. When he was learning to cook, he would scream when oil splashed on him. He was also afraid of heights. He cared about his face... The last scene at the end of his life was jumping off a building, stabbing his heart with a knife, and dying on his face..."