Chapter 701 There is no more light in Shen Qing's world

Wei Xueqin had never seen Shen Qing's eyes like this before. There was a dead silence in the coldness that made people feel inexplicably scared.

Is this her daughter?

For a moment, Wei Xueqin was almost unrecognizable.

In Wei Xueqin's eyes, Shen Qing has always been timid and cowardly. Perhaps because he was beaten since childhood, Shen Qing developed a timid character. He dare not refuse when encountering things, and will only hide aside and cry when he is scared. Such a person is the easiest to control.

When did Shen Qing change?

Wei Xueqin was in a daze for a moment, and suddenly remembered that year when she tied up Shen Qing and wanted her to marry in exchange for a betrothal gift. At that time, Shen Qing's eyes were as cold as they are now.

That's why she felt so broken off from the Shen family when she later took out 300,000 yuan and said she was going to sever ties with the Shen family. To her, there was really nothing about this family worth her staying for.

Wei Xueqin didn't feel like a mother to Shen Qing, perhaps because she had never loved Shen Qing.

Shen Qing looked at the changes on Wei Xueqin's face and felt more and more sarcastic in her heart. She never expected to gain any family affection from her.

Even now, Wei Xueqin is still stubborn and wants to dig out any useful value from her.

Shen Qing was not disappointed, because as long as you don't have any expectations about something, you won't be disappointed.

"They don't want me to have an easy life, and I don't want them to have an easy life either." Shen Qing said this to Lu Tingchuan, but she didn't look at him. "You can deal with them, right?"

"As long as you want..."

"I think so." Shen Qing moved her dry lips and turned around.

Before coming to this village, Lu Tingchuan called to arrange for people, and they have already arrived.

Wei Xueqin was still arguing when she was pinned down. Seeing that Lu Tingchuan's face was getting colder and colder, she didn't dare to speak anymore.

Someone took care of it, and Lu Tingchuan took Shen Qing into the car and left Wanshou Village.

How Lu Tingchuan would deal with these people was not within Shen Qing's scope of thought. It had nothing to do with her anymore. She didn't have much time left anyway.

The car swayed as it drove out. After it drove onto the flat road, Lu Tingchuan turned his head and glanced at Shen Qing. He saw that she had her eyes closed, her eyelids were red, and her eyelashes were wet.

She said she didn't care, but her heart still ached.

Lu Tingchuan had only seen the harsh words he heard today on the Internet. Even as an outsider, he felt uncomfortable hearing them. And was Shen Qing, who was facing these harsh words, tormented every moment?

Sure enough, there is no true empathy in the world. Even if he is kneeling in front of Shen Qing now and kowtows to apologize, it seems meaningless.

The word "I'm sorry" that came out of his mouth seemed particularly ridiculous, just like someone watching a fire from the other side of the river asking whether the fire was big enough. It's the same principle.

"Shen Qing, I didn't know your life was so difficult."

He thought Shen Qing would remain silent, but unexpectedly she opened her lips and said lightly, "I'm used to it."

"Lu Tingchuan, do you know why I liked you in the first place?" Shen Qing asked, opening her eyes.

"Why?"

Shen Qing said, "Being in a family like this has caused me to lack love. As long as someone is nice to me, even if it's just a candy, I will stare at it for a long time and won't be willing to eat it. So even though I knew you were treating me as a substitute, I was willing to stay with you."

"Lu Tingchuan, you suddenly appeared when I needed love the most, making me mistakenly believe that you were the light that saved me. But looking back, you weren't very kind to me back then. You restricted my freedom, belittled my value, and even burned my back with cigarettes..."

"But I still never chose to leave. It's not that I love you too much, but I lack love so much that I deny myself and think that people like me don't deserve good things, even though I really want to experience the feeling of being loved..."

Lu Tingchuan gave her love for a short time, but it caused her to deny herself more and she felt that she did not deserve love.

However, the appearance of Jiang Yiming completely told her that she was worthy in this world, she could live a better life, and she could be loved.

Only those who have experienced darkness will understand the value of light. Jiang Yiming was her last ray of light, which was extinguished by Lu Tingchuan.

Lu Tingchuan felt a pang in his heart. It turned out that he was once Shen Qing's light. If he had been gentle to her a little longer, and his light could have warmed her more, would the ending have been different?

Lu Tingchuan desperately wanted an answer. He grabbed Shen Qing's thin shoulders and asked, "So, what am I in your eyes now?"

Shen Qing looked at him quietly, her dark eyes growing darker and darker: "I no longer see you in my eyes."

——Lu Tingchuan, there is no you in my eyes at all.

Lu Tingchuan looked at Shen Qing's eyes. These eyes used to be so bright, like a mirror, but now... he really couldn't find any trace of them.

Lu Tingchuan would never say that he was a good person. He was a bad person with a strong sense of revenge and liked to vent his anger on innocent people. He always did things like this, self-centered and never considering the feelings of others.

His heart is dirty and his body is full of thorns.

But with just one word from Shen Qing, he could cleanse his heart, remove all the thorns from his body, and even if it meant bleeding, he would become clean for her.

In the past, Lu Tingchuan never cared about Shen Qing. To him, she was just an insignificant thing. But when he started to care about her, Shen Qing had already become a part of his soul.

He didn't know what to do in a world without Shen Qing.

"Shen Qing, can you love me again? What Jiang Yiming can do, I can do too. I will give you respect, love, and a sense of security. I will punish those who bully you, including myself." Lu Tingchuan's eyes were red, and there was a sense of brokenness in the depths of his pupils, as if they were about to crack. He clutched Shen Qing's slender wrist around her shoulders.

"I'll give you whatever you want. Can you...can you give me another chance? Ah Qing, I've never loved anyone in my life. You said you lacked love, and so did I. I didn't understand. I didn't know how to treat you well, and I didn't understand my feelings for you, which led to me hurting you. I never thought things would turn out like this. I filmed that video of you just to better keep you by my side. I never wanted Jiang Yiming to die."

As soon as Lu Tingchuan finished speaking, tears flowed uncontrollably and fell on the back of Shen Qing's cold hand. Her fingertips trembled as she looked at the man who bowed his head to her.

It's late, you know? Lu Tingchuan.

She pried Lu Tingchuan's hand apart with all her strength, pulling his fingers out from her palm one by one, her tone icy: "Lu Tingchuan, if I look back even once, I will die!"

Lu Tingchuan frantically hugged Shen Qing with both hands and choked with sobs, "I'm sorry... Shen Qing, I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Hit me if you want, as long as you spare my life, you can get as angry as you want, stab me as many times as you want, as long as it can untie the knot in your heart."

Lu Tingchuan felt that his nerves were fragile. What happened in the past two days not only pushed Shen Qing into the abyss, but also dragged him down with her.

It was only when he came to Shen Qing's "world" that he realized that the place where she lived was so terrible.

He had never known that before.

It is never the last straw that breaks the camel's back, but often the last straw is the most sinful.

He looked at Shen Qing's lifeless, dead and cold face, and his heart felt like a blunt knife. It was he who pushed the gentle Shen Qing into the cold hell. He was the one who deserved to die the most.