Shen Zhichu loved him wholeheartedly for sixteen years, yet she was asked to leave empty-handed, just to make room for the "white moonlight" in his heart.
Li Jingshen thought he would...
Chapter 860 He also wants Gu Wanqiu to like him
The psychiatrist's words echoed in her mind.
——You have to face your past and your fears. You have to get rid of them and cut them off. Only then can you get better.
At this moment, Gu Wanqiu was facing her "fear" as she looked into Li Jinxing's eyes.
His eyes seemed to tell her that she was his prey.
"I don't like it." Gu Wanqiu answered Li Jinxing's question.
She didn't like the dress, and her favorability towards the cheongsam in the morning dropped to zero, or even negative.
"But I like it very much, Miss. I have always wanted to see you wearing a cheongsam, but unfortunately I never had the chance. Now you are wearing my favorite dress, and you are more beautiful than I imagined."
The heat in his palm was continuously transmitted to Gu Wanqiu. She was still wearing clothes, and the cheongsam was considered conservative, but now it was as if she had been stripped naked and appeared in front of Li Jinxing.
Gu Wanqiu felt humiliated, and she raised her hand and slapped Li Jinxing in the face.
When she was in a bad mood in the past, she often slapped Li Jinxing, and he let her vent and never dodged. This time, she was slapped directly by Gu Wanqiu.
It was obvious that Gu Wanqiu's strength was not as strong as before, and it didn't hurt at all when she hit her face. Li Jinxing didn't even turn his head away, and his eyes were still looking down at Gu Wanqiu's angry little face with deep and burning eyes.
Li Jinxing was much taller than her, so when she slapped him, she had to raise her hand completely. She almost used up all her strength, but Li Jinxing didn't seem to feel any pain at all, and there was excitement in his eyes. On the contrary, she felt a little sore in her arms and her palms ached.
Gu Wanqiu clenched her teeth and wanted to reach out to hit again, but as soon as she raised her hand, Li Jinxing grabbed her wrist firmly and pressed it hard on the door handle.
"One hit is enough. If you hit me again, your hand will hurt."
"I want you..."
As soon as she opened her mouth, Li Jinxing suddenly lowered his head and kissed her lips. The kiss became deeper and deeper, with a rapidity, as if he wanted to swallow her alive.
Gu Wanqiu's oxygen was taken away by him. At first, she twisted her upper body and struggled. Later, her legs became numb and she could not stand steadily. She had no choice but to slide down the door. Li Jinxing grabbed her wrists and she seemed to be tied to the door panel. She felt a little uncomfortable.
As if sensing her discomfort, Li Jinxing controlled Gu Wanqiu's wrist with one hand, and circled her slender waist with the other hand, and easily separated her legs with his knees to support her body.
When Li Jinxing was kissing Gu Wanqiu, he kept his eyes open and looked at her. His sharp eyes became more and more gentle and affectionate as he moved, as if there were only the two of them in the whole world, and all he could see was Gu Wanqiu's figure.
How could there be such a person in this world who could constantly touch his heart, make him think about him day and night, and make him never forget him?
He hugged the person in his arms tightly, tighter and tighter, like dodder wrapping around a tree, wanting to take away her nutrients, to live on her, and even more to have her breath integrated into his bones and blood.
Gu Wanqiu's eyes were red as she glared at him, tears welling up in her eyes. The nightmare from a year ago was now repeating itself. This time she was fully awake, feeling Li Jinxing's shameless violation of her. He pried open her lips so flexibly... Gu Wanqiu was filled with shame and anger, and she bit down with her teeth, wanting to bite him to death.
However, Li Jinxing dodged her every time. He suddenly let go of her hand and pinched her chin with his right hand, making her mouth unable to close and allowing him to continue invading.
With her hands freed, Gu Wanqiu clenched her fists and smashed them hard on Li Jinxing's hard chest. She hit, beat, scratched, and clawed... She used every method she could, but she just couldn't push Li Jinxing away.
She really hated Li Jinxing, and the desire to kill him became stronger and stronger.
Gu Wanqiu knew clearly that crying was useless and the most incompetent thing to do, but now she had no choice but to cry. Her tears kept sliding out from the corners of her eyes, like beads with broken strings. Her face was cold and crystal clear, and she looked so pitiful.
Li Jinxing paused when he tasted the salty taste in his mouth, but did not let go. He just gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her mouth and chin with his hands, and reached out to the back of her head, easily unpinning the hairpin on the back of her head, and her black hair fell apart.
Li Jinxing finally let her go. He held Gu Wanqiu, who was as soft as dough, in his arms. She was lighter than a year ago. Li Jinxing felt a little blocked in his heart.
"Let me go." Gu Wanqiu trembled as her red lips were kissed.
Li Jinxing put her on the soft bed, and as he pressed down with his upper body, the bed sank a bit.
Li Jinxing touched her sensitive ear and said, "No, I don't want to let go for the rest of my life."
There were indeed candles lit in the bedroom, and the red candlelight flickered faintly. There was no other light source except the candlelight, and it was bright and shining, like an ancient wedding room.
Gu Wanqiu opened her eyes and saw her photos hanging on the wall. They were all photos of her in Country M this year. There were photos of her losing weight to 70 kilograms, pictures of her with a pale face in the hospital, pictures of her walking alone in the snow on the street, and pictures of her lying in bed with an IV drip... Gu Wanqiu had no impression of these photos. They were all taken secretly by Li Jinxing.
That is, during the year she was in Country M, Li Jinxing had been spying on her, knowing where she was, what she was doing, what she ate, and when she went to the doctor...
"Li Jinxing, I hate you." Gu Wanqiu had never hated someone so much before. She couldn't see through Li Jinxing. This man scared her.
"But I like you very much, Miss." Li Jinxing leaned over, his lips almost touching her earlobe, his voice hoarse, "You can hate me all you want, you never liked me anyway, you just treated me as a dog, a substitute. During the eight years I was by your side, I was even worse than a dog, but even so, I still love you, Miss. Your father died not long after you left, and you became an orphan like me, but it's okay... You have me, we can be together for the rest of our lives, closer than family."
"You're dreaming!"
Gu Wanqiu is really stubborn. It can be said that she has not changed at all. The pride and arrogance that is integrated into her bones and even her soul cannot be eliminated in just one year.
Li Jinxing liked her like this.
"You asked me to love you before, and I did, but you didn't want me anymore. After going around in circles for so long, you finally came back to me. I have to thank you. It was you who taught me that if you want something, you should snatch it away. Even if it is destroyed, it is better than not having it at all." Li Jinxing's hand slid down Gu Wanqiu's earlobe to her neck, and then he unbuttoned the buttons on her cheongsam. He thought this was too slow, so he simply tore it off.
A good dress worth millions was torn to pieces by him, like a piece of rag falling on Gu Wanqiu.
Once upon a time, Gu Wanqiu asked him to learn how to love her. Now that the situation has changed, he also wants Gu Wanqiu to learn. He wants her to be happy without him and cannot live without him. He wants her to never forget him at first sight.