Chapter 63 Pregnancy

During the struggle, her nails scratched a mark on his neck.

"Lu Tingzhou, you bastard, get out of here."

But he hugged her tighter, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, letting her fists rain down on him.

Sang Wan continued to struggle and even started scratching him, leaving bloody marks on his arms.

"Wanwan."

He was in her ear, his voice broken and hoarse.

"You can hit me, but don't push me away again, okay?"

"I feel guilty about your mother's death. I know I have no right to..."

"But I owe you this. For the harm I've caused you, let me spend the rest of my life paying it back bit by bit, okay?"

Lu Tingzhou's show of weakness and confession did not soften Sang Jue's heart.

"Why do you do that? Because of you, I lost my mother and my home. Why do you think you can make up for it?"

She used all her strength to free one hand and slapped him in the face.

The air in the carriage seemed to freeze.

But Lu Tingzhou held her arms and did not let go at all.

On the contrary, it tightened even more.

He slowly turned his head, and in his deep eyes, there was pain and paranoia that she could not understand.

"Fight."

"As long as you don't push me away again."

He buried his face in the crook of her neck, his voice desperate.

"I tried...Wanwan, I tried to let go."

The warm liquid dripped onto Sang Wan's skin, making her stunned for a moment.

He burst into tears.

"But I can't do it."

He held her tightly, as if he was holding the whole world he had lost and regained.

"I will never let go in this life." The voice was firm.

After all this trouble, Sang Wan has no strength left. She has had poor sleep recently and relies on drugs and alcohol at night and coffee during the day.

Hence the drastic weight loss.

Lu Tingzhou said he couldn't do it. Sang Wan wasn't sure, but she really couldn't get over it.

She even thought that if she had known how painful it would be to forget someone, she would never have provoked Lu Tingzhou in the first place.

"Lu Tingzhou, my mother will hate me, please leave."

…

Outside the car, Shen Yubai pulled Su Mo aside.

"Little girl, please help me. You name the price."

"What's the meaning?"

"They both clearly care about each other so much, they can't just break up because of an accident. Look at Sang Wan, it's obvious that she can't let go of Tingzhou either."

"You want me to betray Wanwan?"

"How can it be considered betrayal? It's just guidance. You know how her father treats her. Wouldn't it be good for her to have Lu Tingzhou to protect her in the future?"

Su Mo hesitated.

Seeing her silent, Chen Yubai struck while the iron was hot, "Besides, how many people do you think have the ability of Tingzhou to give Sang Wan everything she wants?"

How to say it, Su Mo thinks that Sang Wan has definitely not let go of Lu Tingzhou, otherwise he wouldn't have such big mood swings.

Objectively speaking, Lu Tingzhou was not wrong, it was God's will that was wrong.

"It is a great merit to facilitate a good marriage." Shen Yubai added.

After a long silence, Su Mo nodded. He couldn't bear to see Sang Wan continue to be so depressed. Qu You also said that she must have secretly increased the dosage.

"I can try to help, but whether it will succeed depends on Lu Tingzhou's ability."

Chen Yubai's face lit up with joy, "That's right, he couldn't seize the opportunity he was given, so you can't blame others."

Inside the car.

Lu Tingzhou hugged Sang Wan tightly, burying his head in her neck.

I have never been so helpless before. No matter what I say, the little girl in my arms won't accept it.

He stubbornly believed that being with him would be an injustice to his mother.

Lu Tingzhou couldn't force her anymore, so he said softly, "I won't force you. I'll hold you and let you sleep for a while. Qi Qi said you haven't been sleeping well recently."

Sang Wan couldn't push him away and was tired of crying, so she simply closed her eyes and ignored him.

I gradually calmed down and fell asleep.

He didn't wake up until they got back to his residence, and he didn't wake up even when Lu Tingzhou carried him out of the car.

The little face was still rubbing against his arms, and she mumbled, "Lu Tingzhou."

As soon as the voice fell, tears began to flow down the corners of her eyes, which made Lu Tingzhou feel sour and suffocated.

After putting Sang Wan away, Lu Tingzhou sat by the bed and watched for a long time.

I still don't know how to let her let down her guard. If this continues, her condition...

Coming out of Sang Wan's bedroom, Su Mo and Qi Qi looked at his dejected face and felt a little uncomfortable.

It can be seen that Lu Tingzhou is sincere to Sang Wan.

Su Mo nudged Qi Qi, who understood and stepped forward, "Mr. Lu, could you please tell my mom about the details? My mom will be here soon."

Lu Tingzhou was stunned for a moment, somewhat puzzled.

"That's right. My sister listens to my mother very much. If my mother advises her, she will definitely listen."

Lu Tingzhou slowly recovered from his depressed mood and nodded, "Thank you!"

Xiao Yan looked at the always sullen Lu Tingzhou and shook his head helplessly. He had known him for so many years but had never seen Lu Tingzhou in such a horrible state.

An hour later, Xue Min was brought in by Shen Yubai’s assistant.

In order not to disturb Sang Wan's rest, Xiao Yan arranged for her to stay in his own residence.

Lu Tingzhou asked to talk to Xue Min alone and asked everyone else to stay away.

After Xue Min listened to Qi Qi's explanation of the situation, Lu Tingzhou handed her the accident report as soon as she sat down.

"Mr. Lu, I know what happened. I also went to Jing City after the accident."

"Aunt Xue, the point I want to make is not the accident. The accident is an established fact, and I can't argue with it."

His voice paused, his expression solemn, and there was unconcealable pain in his eyes.

"Actually, I had an appointment to discuss a cooperation contract that day, but I got a call from Wanwan halfway through saying her mother was there to pick her up. I thought about going to meet her, but I didn't expect the car to have problems."

Xue Min was stunned when she heard this, "Have you and Wanwan known each other for a long time?"

"Yes, we met during her sophomore year and later started dating. After the accident, I was half asleep in the car and saw Wanwan crying so hard. I forced myself to get out of the car to see her, but I fainted before I could even get to her."

"It was a week after I woke up. She refused to see me and I couldn't get in touch with her. I returned to Shenzhen from Beijing and went to her house, but there was no one there."

Hearing this, Xue Min raised his hand and slapped him with all his strength.

"Aunt Xue, it's not that I haven't looked for her over the years, but she forgot me. I can only help her and support her secretly, but I haven't forgotten her."

Lu Tingzhou was a little flustered. He thought Xue Min was angry that he had not shown up all these years, causing Sang Wan to suffer so much grievance alone.

"I arranged her agent through my connections. I also have endorsements and some roles..."

"I didn't hit you because of these."

Xue Min burst into tears as she spoke.

"Did you know that Wanwan's amnesia is due to a stress disorder?"

Lu Tingzhou nodded, "I know. I've been asking doctors to keep an eye on her condition."

"Then did you know that her stress disorder isn't just her mother's fault, it's also hers?"

Lu Tingzhou was confused, his brows furrowed even tighter, "What happened to her?"

"Ever since her mother's accident, she's been afraid of the color red and has been extremely disturbed. On the night of Jingchu's burial, I took her home. As soon as she got upstairs, blood was pouring from her legs.

She was so shocked that she fainted. When she woke up, she was a little dazed and couldn't remember many things.

Seeing Lu Tingzhou still puzzled, Xue Min gritted her teeth and said, "She got pregnant and had a miscarriage. Tell me, should you abort her?"

In just a few days, she lost her mother. At the moment of losing her child, she realized that she had a child.

The child's father did not show up for several days.

Lu Tingzhou never thought that they once had a child. He opened his mouth slightly, but still felt chest tightness and couldn't breathe.

Lu Tingzhou was in shock for a long time.

Until Xue Min's questioning voice rang out, "Mr. Lu, will you protect her and prevent her from being wronged again?"

Lu Tingzhou took several deep breaths, his voice trembling, "Don't worry, I will do my best and give it my all."

Xue Min wiped the tears from her eyes and said, "Wanwan can't let you go. You told Wanwan, Qi Qi and me about it. It's okay if she has forgotten the past. We won't talk about it. I hope you don't forget what you said."

After Xue Min left, Lu Tingzhou did not move all night. He sat in Xiao Yan's study, staring until dawn.

Seeing him in a daze, Chen Yubai and Xiao Yan did not bother to disturb him and went back to sit in the living room.

"Why is he looking for a woman like it's his life?"

Xiao Yan sneered, "Brother Chen, I want to ask you, which woman have you ever truly loved?"

This question stopped Chen Yubai. Has he ever been moved by his true feelings?

The next day, dawn.

When Sang Wan came out of the room, Xue Min and Liu Ma had already prepared breakfast.

"Aunt Xue, when did you come?"

Xue Min took her hand and sat down at the dining table. "You kid, you asked Qi Qi to help you hide things from me. Look how thin you are."

"This is what the crew needs, and Aunt Liu makes delicious food for me every day, without missing a single meal."

Aunt Liu shook her head. "Yes, I eat a lot, but I only eat two bites at a time."

Sang Wan smiled and said, "No matter how much I eat, you will think it is not enough."

Seeing that she was in a better mood, Qi Qi and Su Mo felt relieved. They looked at each other, hoping that this time they could resolve the deadlock between her and Lu Tingzhou.

"Wanwan, Qi Qi told me everything about you. I don't think your mother will blame you at all.

Silly girl, Mr. Lu treats you well, and your mother will only feel more at ease. Don't blame him for what happened back then. He was also a victim. Not only did he save his life, but he also has to bear the guilt of his assistant's death and take care of his family and children all these years.

This also shows that he is a responsible person. If Jing Chu knew about this, he would only say that Wanwan has good vision. No mother doesn't want her child to be happy.

It's not your mother's character to dwell on the past and blame others. She was able to decisively move on, get married, and give birth to you. You should know what your mother would choose. "

Xue Min's words left Sang Wan silent.

"Wanwan, Aunt Xue isn't trying to force you. She's just telling you to follow your heart. Don't let unexpected disasters become a stumbling block for you."

Thinking of what Lu Tingzhou said last night, Sang Wan's eyes became moist. He was also innocent.

"Aunt Xue, I understand."

Xue Min touched her head and said, "I'm glad you understand. Tomorrow is your birthday. I'll be here to celebrate it with you."

***

The next day, as night fell, the Star Hotel, the top hotel in the film and television city, was completely booked.

Today is Sang Wan's birthday.

In the huge open-air garden, the lights are like a galaxy of stars, and the fragrance of champagne and roses floats in the air.

Shen Yubai stood beside Song Ze and whistled.

"Damn, Tingzhou is so formal this time, and they even asked you to come over?"

Song Ze vaguely felt that Lu Tingzhou would not simply celebrate Sang Wan's birthday tonight, he must have other plans.