Chasing Light

All our lives, we chase after each other, both longing to become each other's light. In the endless abyss, I fantasize about our next life. You are the one I never dared to hope for, yet now yo...

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Is that you, Mu Siyan? I miss you so much. Are you alright? When Yan Yunqing saw his face, she couldn't express her feelings. All she could do was ask Mu Siyan, "Young Master, do we know each other?" Yan Yunqing thought to herself: We've known each other for a long time. I'm just glad you're doing well.

You Zeqing felt envious and jealous, but he didn't want to continue. As soon as this thought came to mind, puppet threads appeared behind him again, strengthening his control once more. His eyes turned cold and ruthless, and he used himself to create a new mortal world.

Lin Jinxuan, also known as Yan Yunqing, was the only one who truly knew who he was. His power had fully returned, back to its peak. He knew this world was an illusion, but seeing the happy lives of ordinary people still brought him joy. However, on his birthday, his entire family was massacred. He wanted to save them, but then realized he was merely a shell of his own, a vessel that knew who he truly was. He wanted to know who was behind it all; he wanted the truth. But how could a mere mortal like him find it? It was as if he were imprisoned by a chain of fate. Until Gu Yanshang took him in and raised him. Until later, it was confirmed that Gu Jing'an was indeed Gu Yanshang, albeit one who had lost his memory.

"Lin Jinxuan, the person you've been so devoted to doesn't want you anymore, and you're still begging for his life like a dog. You really are deeply in love with him!" No matter what Gu Yanshang said, Lin Jinxuan remained kneeling on the ground, silent. Seeing this, Gu Yanshang's anger intensified. He lifted Lin Jinxuan's chin, forcing him to look at him. Lin Jinxuan was forced to raise his head, his eyes devoid of emotion. Gu Yanshang seemed like an ant to him, looking at him with indifference. When Gu Yanshang saw those pale lips, a deep meaning flickered in his eyes. He slowly moved closer to Lin Jinxuan's face. Sensing what Gu Yanshang was doing, Lin Jinxuan turned his head away. Seeing this, Gu Yanshang sneered, a hint of ruthlessness flashing in his eyes, but he quickly suppressed it. He forcefully... Gu Yanshang forcefully grabbed Lin Jinxuan's chin, forcing him to turn to look at her. She coldly said, "Lin Jinxuan, you're already like this, and you still won't agree? Would you do anything for him? Then trade your lifelong innocence for it. How about that deal?" A flicker of emotion crossed Lin Jinxuan's eyes, and a forced smile appeared on his lips, his eyes filled with bitterness. He said, "Gu Yanshang, do you think you're worthy?" This finally enraged Gu Yanshang. Gu Yanshang clenched his fists; if it weren't for Lin Jinxuan, or anyone else, they would already be dead. "Then tell me, Lin Jinxuan, who is worthy? Is it the person you've been longing for? That's wishful thinking! Once you've entered my door, will you ever leave?" Gu Yanshang looked at Lin Jinxuan, still kneeling on the ground, and turned away, ignoring him completely.

That night, a heavy rain fell. Gu Yanshang appeared in front of Lin Jinxuan, holding an umbrella. His subordinate, who was holding the umbrella for him, could not bring himself to do it after all. His master's life was ruined by Lin Jinxuan. His master had hated for so many years, but all he wanted was an explanation.

Only he remained stuck in the past. We are no longer naive children; we have all grown up. Who will remember those things forever? Only our master, foolishly, will remember those forgotten times…

"Lin Jinxuan, have you thought this through? Since you're going to plead for him, shouldn't you also pay the price, hmm?" Lin Jinxuan didn't look up. He understood the underlying meaning of his words, but he had no choice. His clenched fist loosened and clenched again. Gu Yanshang watched his movements. He hoped that he would ignore that person and turn away. This groveling appearance didn't suit Lin Jinxuan. He should always be the center of attention. He shouldn't give up everything for someone else. However, Gu Yanshang's expectations were destined to be disappointed because he clearly saw Lin Jinxuan bend his spine again and say, "Please, I'm willing to pay any price." Gu Yanshang was furious. What was so good about that person that he could do this? He even wanted to grab Lin Jinxuan by the collar. He wanted to question him. He considered that person his true love. What were they before? Was it all wishful thinking on his part? Was he just a substitute for that person?

"Lin Jinxuan, you're truly something else. You're willing to go to such lengths for him. But do you know what? The more you protect him, the more I want him to disappear from this world!" Gu Yanshang finished speaking, then gave a self-deprecating laugh. He was truly soft-hearted. Lin Jinxuan had knelt before him, pleading for someone else, getting soaked in the rain, and he had come running to him, wanting him to give up, simply because he couldn't bear it, because he felt sorry for him. He had forgotten that Lin Jinxuan had schemed against him for someone else, causing him to fall into the abyss, but he had only assumed it was due to his own difficulties and never blamed him. The scene before him now seemed utterly ridiculous; he had mistaken feigned affection for deep love. Even so, he would not let go.

"Since you're willing to pay any price, then you'll be my caged bird. I'll release him whenever you please me?" A hint of hesitation flashed in Lin Jinxuan's eyes, but he had no choice. Gu Yanshang had his servants take Lin Jinxuan to his room to rest.

How could Gu Yanshang really allow Lin Jinxuan to be a caged bird, a canary for his own amusement, without any official status? So, after court, he went to the emperor's study and obtained a marriage certificate. Outsiders only knew that Gu Yanshang had been betrothed by the emperor, but they did not know who Gu Yanshang was marrying.

Lin Jinxuan, even if you have someone you love, I will not let go. From now on, you will belong to me alone. Before Gu Yanshang even returned home, the news had already spread. Lin Jinxuan didn't react much. Upon returning, Gu Yanshang went directly to Lin Jinxuan, only to be met with Lin Jinxuan congratulating him on his marriage. Then, Lin Jinxuan asked, "What can release Gu Jing'an?" Gu Yanshang was immediately annoyed. "Want him to release him? Fine, please me!" Lin Jinxuan obviously didn't know how. Gu Yanshang said, "It's normal not to know the first time. I'll teach you." Lin Jinxuan tried to struggle, but was grabbed. "Don't forget he's still in my hands. Besides, you promised me you'd be a caged bird. Pleasing your master is something you must learn!" Hearing this, Lin Jinxuan fell silent and stopped struggling. Gu Yanshang didn't do anything outrageous, only kissing Lin Jinxuan's lips. He didn't want to force him; he would wait until Lin Jinxuan was willing to turn back and see him.

Even with Lin Jinxuan's pleas, Gu Yanshang remained vigilant, only feigning a slight easing of his watch on Gu Jing'an, waiting for Gu Jing'an to slip up. The household had already been instructed to treat Lin Jinxuan as half a master and not to be negligent. Despite this, he was still uneasy. He wanted to see him, even if it wasn't him he wanted to see. But what did it matter? From now on, he was his; what was Gu Jing'an anyway? He was the one who had cared for him since childhood, and now he couldn't replace him!

But when he reached the room door, intending to push it open, he stopped halfway through. All his earlier boastful words were a lie; he was still afraid of displeasing him. So, he was always hesitant and timid, always considering his feelings. Gu Yanshang left dejectedly.