In those deep black eyes, there is only ever room for one person, and that person is certainly not him. There is no lonelier love than a crush that cannot be spoken. No, this isn't even conside...
(8 Fresh Coins) Chapter 8 (Part 2) Unable to Extricate Oneself (H)
Caught off guard, Xu Qi abruptly looked up to glare at the other person, only to find that Si Qiang's smile had vanished. A chill ran through him; he knew she had misunderstood. However, it was true he didn't want to be harassed in such a vulgar and obscene manner. Why did it have to be so vulgar! Couldn't they be normal? Thinking this, he couldn't help but feel anger rising again. Being caught masturbating in the bathroom in the middle of the night was terrifying enough, but to have his body so brazenly violated and his psychological defenses challenged with a string of obscene words—how had he, Xu Qi, fallen to such a state!
While he was consumed by anger, Si Qiang had already walked straight to the bedside, placed him on it, and then quickly pressed down on his shoulders and pushed him hard, pressing him face up onto the bed. She wedged her legs between his slightly parted legs that were hanging on the ground, raised her knees and pressed them against his crotch, rubbing them back and forth a few times.
Pressed firmly onto the bed, Xu Qi glared at the man looking down at her, her face turning pale: "Don't go too far."
"I'm being unreasonable?" Si Qiang scoffed as if she'd heard a joke, then her face turned cold. "Who's being unreasonable here? We're clearly in love, so why do you have to ruin our relationship like this? You won't say anything, you won't do anything, you'd rather stab yourself on the cold ground than do anything with me!"
"You?!" Xu Qi was choked by his aggressive verbal attack, feeling a lump in her throat. Finally, she decided to go all out. "So what if I love you! You want me to ignore everything and just stay with you like this? And no one but you and me would expect this kind of relationship! Do you think you're the only one willing to make the sacrifices, and I'm not? Otherwise, why would I let you pin me down and do this?"
Si Qiang shuddered violently, unconsciously loosening her grip and taking a step back. Her face was drained of color, and she murmured with trembling lips, "So that's what you were thinking..." He seemed somewhat disbelieving, shaking his head vigorously, and stood there with a blank stare: "It seems I was wrong... Being pinned down by a man, as proud as you are, you must be very unwilling, right? You said you loved me, but you were only willing to give me your body, nothing else?"
Xu Qi sensed that his tone was becoming increasingly off, and a sudden jolt went through him. He knew he had said the wrong thing again. Anyone would have misunderstood what he had said. He panicked, forgetting his naked state, and stood up to explain, but as always, he couldn't utter a single word.
“But I… I’m always so greedy, wanting this and wanting that. You’re right to think I’m going too far…” Si Qiang slowly raised her head, her voice trembling. “So, if I let you do it… would you love me a little more?”
"What did you say?" Xu Qi was so angry that her face turned ashen. Just as she was about to explode, she saw the man's somewhat disheveled appearance and her heart softened. She slowly approached him, put her arm around his tense back, and asked him calmly, "You really want me to do it?"
As a man, and one accustomed to dominance, it's impossible for him not to feel some resistance to being beneath another man. Submission isn't unacceptable, but it can only be with the man he loves before him. Frankly, if the other man weren't so lewd, so insatiable, he would enjoy making love with him—after all, it's the ultimate union of body and soul with the one he loves. However, initially, he did indeed desire to be beneath Si Qiang, to savor the thrill of conquest.
Even in this chaotic state, it's impossible not to be tempted by what the other person said (regardless of tone). However… he hadn't forgotten what happened a year ago. Back then, when he proposed taking her place, Si Qiang's reaction was quite strange. Considering her peculiar symptom of "not being able to swim," he had already vaguely deduced the truth, which led to his later "initiative." Now, his deliberate questioning had another purpose.
"..." Si Qiang lowered her eyes, concealing the sudden surge of madness and unease within them, and tried her best to steady her trembling body, answering softly, "Yes."
Xu Qi glanced at his trembling eyelashes and his lips, which had become increasingly pale with extreme tension. Even through the bathrobe, he could clearly feel the tautness in his palms. His heart tightened, and he let out a soft breath. Why did he still insist on being strong when he harbored such deep fear and apprehension about this? Did he really think that by giving himself to a man, he would receive more love? Why did this usually intelligent man act so foolishly at a time like this?
Unfortunately, Xu Qi actually fell for it. He was completely helpless against this guy.
"Then let's begin now." Xu Qi put his arm around Si Qiang's waist, pulled her onto the bed, and naturally lay on top of the man who was already stiff as a mummy, lowering his head to kiss his cold lips.
While kissing him, Xu Qi reached out and untied the man's bathrobe, almost wanting to sigh aloud. Even the most stunning beauty, if she becomes stiff as a mummy in bed, it greatly diminishes a man's sexual desire.
Although it would fill him with shame and anger, and leave him, a perfectly normal man, feeling utterly exhausted, he still preferred the vibrant, lively man who would whisper in his ear with a wicked smile. So this time…
Fine, I'll let you off easy. Accept this special, loving service I've prepared especially for you with gratitude.
Author's Note:
I think... Nii-san is a strong, unpredictable uke (submissive character) ORZ