Chapter 101 Chapter 101 The First Ending (The Main Text is Completed...

"Gu Shi...what are you doing here in the middle of the night?"

She hurriedly pushed back the hair that was blocking her eyes, feeling uneasy.

“…”

A dark and familiar fragrance was inhaled into her nostrils, instantly awakening some memories deep in her body.

She bit her lower lip. Gu Shi had to use such tricks in such a lowly place.

This fragrance had long been associated with some unspeakable feeling in her mind. Now, whenever she smelled it, she would involuntarily enter a certain state.

Even if this spice actually has no aphrodisiac effect...

With a thud—Gu Shi knelt in front of her bed.

This kneeling brought him a feeling of humiliation. He was completely subordinate to her. From then on, he didn't need to think at all and just had to be her puppet.

In my current state, I can't even be considered a lover... I'm just a concubine in a brothel.

This deep sense of shame and humiliation, on the contrary, gave rise to a secret and unspeakable joy, as if he was born for this. The cold touch spread from his numb and painful knees.

In shame and obedience, he felt extremely happy, as if he had returned to where he was supposed to be.

He rubbed his tongue stud against his teeth and said in pleasant pain:

"I've been kneeling before the Buddha for a whole day, taking all the sins on myself. You won't be guilty. Now choose. Will you let me die before your eyes, or will you accept me as your... concubine?"

Hearing the word "concubine", Tao Jinrong was stunned for a moment.

He once wanted to marry someone else and make her his concubine, but now the situation is completely reversed.

She had a husband whom she could trust and rely on, but he was here looking at her in a panic, kneeling on the ground begging her to be his master, and he was willing to humble himself to this extent just to get a little love from her.

A sense of inexplicable pleasure and the excitement of an affair surged into her heart, but she quickly suppressed it in a panic.

No matter how you look at it, it's not a glorious thing, and she doesn't want to indulge herself in feeling happy about such a sinful thing.

Seeing that she remained silent, he stood up shakily, pressed his whole body against her and pounced on her.

She hastily pushed him away, grabbed his ear and bit it lightly:

"Get out! This is Qin Sizhao's bed! You have no right to come up here!"

In any case, this matter was beyond her comprehension. Her head was buzzing and she couldn't think of anything. The fragrance on his body made her mind chaotic and confused.

Without saying a word, he just picked her up.

"Then let's change places."

He carried her into his carriage, which was very clean. With the curtains on both sides drawn down, it was a perfect place for an affair.

He just held her chin with his hand and kissed her.

The slightly cold silver tongue stud scratched across Tao Jinrong's mouth, bringing a subtle sense of stimulation. Due to the presence of the foreign object, the kiss was slightly painful, just like the days when the two of them were entangled.

A tear rolled down her eye, and she felt a sense of emptiness in her lower abdomen. She tightened her teeth and bit the tongue stud squarely.

Extreme pain came from the tip of Gu Shi's tongue, and cold sweat instantly broke out on his forehead. He kept trembling, and intermittent whimpering sounds came out of his throat.

Tears kept flowing from his fragile and slightly red eyes. He didn't know how long he begged. Tao Jinrong mercifully loosened his teeth and looked at him with cold eyes and a hint of sarcasm.

Gu Shi suddenly felt that this look was very familiar. In the past six years, Lingchuan often looked at him with this look. He felt ashamed and immediately developed a habitual obedience.

He reached out, rolled up the hem of her shirt, took off her shoes, socks and panties, folded them carefully and put them aside.

It was late at night now, the light was dim, the curtains were drawn, and it was pitch dark in the carriage. He could not see her knees, which were slightly rosy.

He knelt again, this time between her ankles, and squeezed right in.

The tongue stud clicked in perfectly, and he almost felt that the silver stud was pierced for this purpose.

She let out a humming sound from her throat like a small animal, swung her waist, and her hands on his shoulders suddenly tightened, her nails digging into them fiercely, and she screamed a few short times.

She swung her legs and pushed him away.

"Go away and don't touch me."

Gu Shi couldn't see her crimson cheeks, but he could tell from her deep and heavy breathing that she was obviously satisfied.

"Um."

He nodded and simply held her in his arms, placing his palm on her chest, feeling her heartbeat.

It turns out this is called losing and finding again.

Tao Jinrong was stunned for a moment. She didn't expect that he really didn't take any further action, and her body stiffened in his arms.

"I'm here to please you, not for you to please me. I'm very happy if you can accept it..."

He rested his head on her neck.

“…”

Tao Jinrong didn't expect that what he wanted was really so little.

"Will this make you happy, Gu Shi?"

"certainly."

"Why would you be happy about something like this?"

"I hope to participate in your life a little, but I don't want to disturb you."

"Then I'll allow you to participate occasionally."

Perhaps it was desire that disturbed her mind, causing her to say such words that would likely make him take advantage of her, or perhaps she still had a trace of unbreakable love for him in her heart.

At this point, Tao Jinrong himself can't tell the difference.

Gu Shi spoke slowly:

"Do you want me to stay with you tonight? Or should I go back?"

“…”

Tao Jinrong supported his waist and slowly walked down from the carriage with his limp legs, glancing back at him.

"Come with me."

She asked Jinzhan to clean up a side room for Gu Shi.

Jinzhan was annoyed at being woken up in the middle of the night, but when she heard that it was Gu Shi, she was instantly startled and became much more awake.

She grumbled softly as she went to get the best mattress.

Tao Jinrong said:

"You don't need such a good one. Just use the ordinary one."

Jinzhan didn't listen, rolled her eyes again, and continued to spread the best mattress on the couch.

Gu Shi didn't expect that she would actually let him stay overnight.

She lay beside him very peacefully and fell asleep, her face showing neither passionate love nor heart-wrenching hatred.

When he thought he had lost her, he begged for so long, just hoping to see her again.

Unexpectedly, God really rewarded him with this belated chance to sleep in the same bed together. It was like a dream.

He reached out and gently touched her cheek.

This wasn't a dream, she was lying next to him.

She still loved him, but she loved someone else more.

He himself is a twisted and morbid person, which is perfectly suited to this strange and deformed relationship. He cannot be too greedy and must restrain his possessiveness.

The next day, he got up with her. The sunlight shone through the window lattice, and he felt a long-lost sense of happiness.

"Gu Shi, go back and don't push your luck."

Tao Jinrong felt that the sunlight outside the window was a little dazzling, shining directly and clearly on her sins.

Gu Shi lowered his head and smiled:

"I know my limits... Don't worry, the sins are all mine."

He dressed her and she accepted it as a matter of course.

After Gu Shi left, Tao Jinrong's expression was somewhat awkward, so he grabbed Jinzhan and said:

"Don't talk too much! Understand!"

Jinzhan rolled her eyes, looking as if she was used to it, and sighed silently. She had known that this day would come.

"How could I not know? I know it better than you."

"Go get some bath water. I want to take a bath."

“Okay, okay…”

In just half an hour, Tao Jinrong sat in the hot water, scrubbing and checking whether Gu Shi had left any traces on her body.

Fortunately, there were no marks left on her body... But she was still worried, so she called Jinzhan to check her back.

"Ouch, nothing."

Jinzhan was speechless. She really didn't want to take on the job of covering for Gu Shi, but no one else could do it except her.

In the evening, Qin Sizhao came back.

Feeling guilty, Tao Jinrong asked someone to prepare a table of his favorite dishes for him.

She knew that Qin Sizhao was not picky about food and could eat almost anything. He just preferred dishes with a little more vinegar, so she ordered people to make a few sour dishes.

He looked at the dishes on the table that had too much vinegar on them and said:

"Rong'er, reach out."

She obediently stretched out her hand and he felt her pulse.

He suddenly hugged her from behind, his movements very gently.

He leaned his head on her shoulder and asked softly:

"Rong'er, what would happen to you if I were gone?"

Her voice dropped to a low note:

“It’s going to be very, very sad.”

"Will you then...give up all hope?"

Tao Jinrong thought about it seriously and said:

"Won't."

She placed her hand gently on his and said:

"Even if everyone I know dies, I will live on alone. My courage to live is the proof that we once loved each other."

The sound of wind blew, and an autumn wind swept all the yellow leaves off the trees. She looked up at the blue sky outside the window. She was no longer a person who gave up her life easily.

Qin Sizhao kissed her forehead gently and said:

"I'm glad you think so...but I can't be as strong as you. As long as you still love me a little, I want to be your husband forever."

"I love you, and I want to be your wife forever."

She said to Qin Sizhao seriously that this was not a lie, after all, she did not say "I only love you".

Qin Sizhao held her hand and said:

"If we have a child, let's give him the surname Tao."

Tao Jinrong was stunned and said:

"Do you still remember what my mother said about letting you marry into her family?"

"Well, I have to keep my promise. Besides, this way the child won't be taken away from me, right?"

She laughed and said:

"You're right."

The autumn weather is clear and refreshing, and every day from now on will be a day full of hope. Tao Jinrong showed a sincere smile.