Chapter 63 Chapter 63 Still Shura Field

What does it mean to think that her mother has come... Could it be that when he wasn't looking, Qin Sizhao used his lips to test the temperature of her forehead?

Gu Shi's heart seemed to be pulled, but he did not feel jealous at all, only felt infinitely lost.

When he saw her lying on the bed with her breathing stopped and her face pale, the affection hidden deep in his heart came to the surface, as if rebelling against the pain of the past that was caused by trivial troubles.

The desire to keep her alive overwhelmed all possessiveness, and he proudly declared victory.

Last night was when she needed company the most, and when she needed to be saved the most, but he could only watch from the side, giving up this kindness and being unable to do anything.

He suddenly realized that he actually wanted to give her happiness, and all his entanglements were instantly resolved, but words often fail to express what he meant and things go against his wishes.

His heart always retreats and dodges when it encounters something.

Is he the one who can bring happiness to Lingchuan? Gu Shi fell into self-doubt.

He even did such a despicable thing to her when she was sick...

"I also took care of you in the second half of the night."

He added this hesitantly. He wanted to give to Lingchuan, but he knew he couldn't do it.

"Yeah?"

Lingchuan opened his eyes wide and looked at him in surprise.

"You have been pampered, when did you ever learn to take care of others?"

He sighed helplessly and said:

"You're sick, and I don't want to rely on others to take care of you, and I don't want to leave you alone."

Gu Shi put his arm around her shoulders and whispered in her ear:

"Lingchuan, do you feel better now?"

"Much better..."

She gave a tired smile.

The disease came like a mountain falling and went away like a thread being pulled out. Now her joints are sore and weak, she has no strength, and her mind is confused, as if her internal organs have been hollowed out.

Seeing Qin Sizhao walk in, Gu Shi reached out to tighten her open collar and tightened his arm around her.

"Your Majesty."

Qin Sizhao saluted rather perfunctorily.

"It's time to take your pulse."

Gu Shi raised his chin and looked at him condescendingly, as if declaring his sovereignty.

Qin Sizhao had already taken the initiative to expose the truth, so there was no point for her to continue pretending to be stupid.

Pressure and heat came from her shoulders together. Lingchuan felt Gu Shi's burning dissatisfaction, but she was really embarrassed being sandwiched between two men. She didn't know what to say, so she simply lowered her head and continued to pretend to be sick.

She complained in her heart that Gu Shi was born a jealous person, jealous no matter what, and this time he was even crazier.

Lingchuan had just recovered, and now he had to worry about this strange relationship between three people.

She turned her head away, not daring to look at Qin Sizhao's face, and stretched out her hand to him.

His fingers pressed against her wrists, and she felt the calluses on his hands, which did not indicate a pair of pampered hands.

His parents died early, and he finally became her family's son-in-law and adopted son. However, within two years, something unexpected happened again.

She can still live in the palace and live a life of luxury, but what about him?

He's only thirteen, how can he live independently... I'm afraid he hasn't had an easy time these past few years...

How lonely and unbearable it is for a child to be alone in front of a single lamp at night, and to wake up alone every morning, not to mention that life is difficult and it is hard to get three meals a day.

In such a life, he was able to read and write, and even passed the imperial examination and became the top scorer... How much more did he have to pay than those pampered young men?

Lingchuan felt guilty. She was too naive and reckless back then, and she suffered too much. She always wanted to completely cut off ties with her past self and didn't consider Qin Sizhao's feelings at all. She even forgot about him and didn't recognize him at one point.

It's all her fault that things turned out like this.

Isn't it just sleeping with Gu Shi? Back then, she thought it was a big deal, but now she thinks it's nothing at all. How could she leave Qin Sizhao to face life alone?

Anyway, selling herself to bury her mother is not shameful. She should have asked for the money from selling herself early on, returned home and married Qin Sizhao, so that the three of them could live a good life.

Qin Sizhao can pass the imperial examination and become an official, and she can accompany him as the wife of the number one scholar, and enjoy a peaceful and happy life. Gu Shi, on his own, will go to the three palaces, six courtyards, and seventy-two concubines, and work until his body is hollow!

But what about now? Qin Sizhao's future was ruined, and her life was in jeopardy. She was pregnant with Gu Shi's child and fell into the water and nearly died. Gu Shi was not much better off, worried about everything every day, and was tortured by her to the point of hysteria.

Although she thought so, she could only keep this idea in her heart. If Gu Shi heard her say this, he would definitely go crazy again.

Because of excessive guilt, she didn't dare to look at Qin Sizhao's face. She lowered her head, and her long eyelashes pressed down to cover her sad eyes.

He was loyal to her, but she not only failed to be as loyal as him, she even ruined his future. With such talent, it would be difficult for her to display her talents in officialdom.

"Master Qin...thank you for saving my life...I accidentally fell into the water, so I'm really sorry to bother you."

Gu Shi touched her face and spoke before Qin Sizhao:

"The railings are too low. Although they look beautiful, they are definitely unsafe. I've already ordered them to be raised and reinforced so we can feel more at ease when our baby is born."

"Your Majesty is absolutely right. Saving lives is my duty. Please don't mind."

Although Qin Sizhao said that His Majesty was right, his eyes were full of tenderness as he looked at Lingchuan.

This look annoyed Gu Shi so much that his breathing stopped for a moment.

Qin Sizhao took his hand off her wrist.

"It's much better now, but the fetus is still unstable. I need to take some medicine to recuperate. I can't have sex for a year. Is there anything else that's bothering you?"

Lingchuan felt even more embarrassed when she heard the word "sharing a room". Although he had known about it for a long time, she still wanted to find a hole in the ground to crawl into.

"It's just...dry eyes and dry throat."

Lingchuan replied with a blushing face.

"It's okay. I have medicine for dry eyes. I'll bring it to you later."

Qin Sizhao smiled.

Gu Shi narrowed his eyes, looking at him scrutinizingly. Could Qin Sizhao really be so kind as to love his wife and his family? Would he help him save the child?

Or would he secretly do something to abort the baby in her belly?

Is it really that they can't sleep together, or does he not want him and Lingchuan to sleep together?

"Can you feel whether this baby is a boy or a girl?"

He asked deliberately.

"Now is not the time to worry about this. The most important thing is to give birth smoothly. The answer will be revealed after the baby is born."

Qin Sizhao answered.

Gu Shi felt a little aggrieved. Qin Sizhao spoke as if he didn't care about Lingchuan at all and only cared about the child.

He nudged Lingchuan's shoulder with his shoulder, motioning her to say something.

Lingchuan pursed his lips, pretending to know nothing and said nothing.

"Master Qin, please go back and rest. Lingchuan is getting better now. I'll take care of her here."

Gu Shi couldn't help but feel a bit sarcastic in his tone.

"I'll take my leave."

Now that the relationship has fallen out, he is too lazy to even pretend, and his attitude is becoming more and more perfunctory.

Gu Shi reached out and pinched Lingchuan's chin.

"Before in my dream, you kept calling me Ah Zhao, but today you're calling me Lord Qin. Rong'er, you've really become estranged from Ah Zhao the moment you woke up. He saved your life, so why don't you give yourself to him?"

"pain……"

Lingchuan was so weak now that tears welled up in his eyes when he pinched his chin.

Gu Shi knew that he had gone too far, so he reluctantly let go of her hand and turned his face away as he spoke.

"After all, he saved your life. No matter what, he has made a contribution. Don't worry, I won't kill him. But I am your husband after all. I can't tolerate any injustice in my eyes. No matter what, you can't do anything inappropriate with him."

Lingchuan felt like her head was buzzing as if it was being hit by a hammer. Originally, Qin Sizhao was supposed to be her husband, but it was Gu Shi who shamelessly seduced her. A third party actually had the nerve to be jealous.

She was very unhappy, with fine red bloodshot in her eyes, and said angrily:

"Don't worry, I don't want to kill him. Even if I want to sleep with him, I have to hold back... After all, I can't find another man this year..."

"Why, didn't you say you only loved me? Why do you still want to sleep with him? Are you falling in love with someone else so soon?"

Gu Shi's tone became aggressive.

Lingchuan originally wanted to admit it, but was afraid of angering him, so he simply lay on the bed without saying a word.

"I am very weak now. Don't mess with me."

Gu Shi suddenly stopped talking, his momentum gone, and he could only say softly:

"Your health is the most important thing. You should rest now."

"A good mood leads to a healthy body. It's better for you to have less trouble."

Lingchuan turned his head and complained.

"Do you mean for me to turn a blind eye?"

Gu Shi said angrily.

"I'm lucky to be alive. Don't worry about this. Anyway, I haven't slept with anyone else, and the child is definitely yours."

Lingchuan complained in a hoarse voice.

Gu Shi sneered and said:

"Hmph, that really wronged you."

"Shut up, I want to sleep."

Lingchuan felt his eyes and throat were extremely dry. He turned over and fell into a deep sleep again.

She woke up on Gu Shi's thigh. He was holding a small white bottle in his hand. The bottle was exactly the same as the bottle of fake death medicine. Lingchuan was so scared that her heart skipped a beat.

"This is the potion Qin Sizhao gave me. He said that if you put it in your eyes, it can relieve dry eyes."

"Oh... I'm afraid something might get in my eye."

Lingchuan blinked.

This was true. Gu Shi reached out to pry open her eyelids. Eyes are one of the most sensitive parts of the human body. It was a great effort for her not to move away immediately. She couldn't help blinking.

When the potion fell on her, she couldn't help but let out a short scream, closed her eyes tightly, turned her head away, and the potion ran down her face like tears.

"Hey, Lingchuan, please be patient and don't move around."

Gu Shi frowned and complained in a low voice.