I rushed into the kitchen, picked up a kitchen knife and stood at the door, refusing to let my dad go out.

Ruan Mian held Bo Yan's hand and unconsciously added strength.

He had guessed that Bo Yan's family environment must not be warm and comfortable, but he never expected it to be so... so unbearable.

Bo Yan suddenly turned around and looked at Ruan Mian. He even raised the corners of his lips and smiled, "Do you think my mother is a lunatic?"

Ruan Mian swallowed subconsciously, neither nodding nor shaking his head.

"No need to be afraid to say it," Bo Yan smiled again, turned his head back, and continued to look at the sunset in the sky, "Because I also think that she is a lunatic. This is only a small part of what she controls. She wants to control my father, and she wants to control me even more, because I am her child, and she thinks I should be her subordinate. She wants to control all my food, clothing, housing, transportation, happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy."

"Haven't you always wanted to know why I have stomach problems? That's right, it's because of her. Since the first day of my first grade in elementary school, she ordered the aunt at home to make me the same dinner every day. As time went on, I felt sick when I saw the food on the table. I began to refuse to eat, but she would yell or simply force someone to press me down on a chair and feed me. Later, I stopped struggling and ate everything. But it was really disgusting, and I would vomit after eating. This state continued until I was in junior high school, when I learned to drink. But my stomach was already very fragile at that time and could not stand the stimulation of alcohol. I got acute gastritis after drinking one can, and it was very difficult to recover later."

Ruan Mian opened his mouth, but found that he could not make any sound. The hand he was holding on Bo Yan's began to tremble uncontrollably.

But that’s not all.

Bo Yan dragged his hand and gently placed it above her belly button.

Ruan Mian knew that was the location of Bo Yan's tattoo.

At this moment, under his palm was Bo Yan's Agony.

"And this tattoo," Bo Yan continued, his voice as flat as if he was telling someone else's story, "You've always wanted to know what scar it was used to cover, right? It's a cigarette scar, caused by her getting burned when she was mad. And the reason she went mad was because I didn't listen to her and wear the clothes she arranged for me for the first time, but wore something I liked. That day, she hysterically tore off my clothes and cut them into pieces. She also pressed me to the head of the bed and used a burning cigarette butt to hit me here."

Ruan Mian's hands trembled even more violently. He couldn't help but rub Bo Yan's belly button repeatedly, as if he wanted to remove the scar and all of Bo Yan's painful past in this way.

After a while, Ruan Mian couldn't hold back his tears and his voice trembled: "Isn't your father here? Why didn't your father stop her?"

Hearing Ruan Mian's changed voice, Bo Yan suddenly turned his head, kissed his eyelids, and stuck out his tongue to wipe away the tears on his cheeks.

"My dad? He couldn't protect himself. He had already discovered that my mom was a lunatic before I went to elementary school, but he was a coward. His parents, my grandparents, were also ordinary people. They couldn't compete with the Bo family at all, so my dad chose to escape. He tried every way to deal with my mom every day. He didn't go home day and night to avoid her. He hoped that there was no Bo Qing in his life. Similarly, he didn't want me, the son born from Bo Qing's belly."

Ruan Mian bit the tip of her tongue hard, but still couldn't stop the tears from flowing more and more.

"But in the end," Bo Yan exhaled lightly and continued, "In the end, they still had the same fate. My father finally couldn't bear it anymore and got addicted to drugs. In order to get revenge on my mother, he put drugs in the water my mother drank every day, making her addicted. You see, Ruan Mian, I have said it before, my parents are not good people."

Ruan Mian wanted to say something, but couldn't utter a single word.

"Ruan Mian," Bo Yan narrowed his eyes slightly, and there seemed to be infinite tenderness in his eyes, but also infinite danger. He looked at Ruan Mian's tear-stained face, and paused for a moment. Bo Yan raised his hand to touch Ruan Mian's earlobe, gently twisted it twice, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Do you know who sent them to prison?"

Suddenly, Ruan Mian had the answer in his mind.

But when he opened his mouth, he felt his throat tighten so much that he still couldn't make any sound.

Bo Yan suddenly tilted his head, his lips brushed Ruan Mian's ear, and two vague laughs escaped from his throat: "Yes, that's right, it was me, I called the police during the summer vacation of my third year in junior high school."

"So, Ruan Mian," Bo Yan bit the tip of Ruan Mian's ear in a nasty way, "After hearing what you've heard, do you still think I'm good? Do you still think my desire for control and possession are nothing? Hmm?"

Ruan Mian felt that there were no words that could describe his feelings at this moment. It seemed as if all his internal organs were tangled together and tearing each other apart, causing severe pain.

He couldn't help but curl up his legs, as if this would make him feel better - a little.

The tears were like a flood that could not be stopped.

As far as Ruan Mian could remember, the last time he cried like this was when he clearly realized that his father was gone from him forever.

After a moment, Ruan Mian buried his head tightly in the crook of Bo Yan's neck, biting his collar with his teeth, crying: "Yes! That's right! I still think you are good, and I think it's nothing. I am willing to accept it all!"

As if he didn't expect Ruan Mian to say that, Bo Yan suddenly closed his eyes, and his breathing became heavier in an instant. He raised his hand and touched the back of Ruan Mian's head, his fingers sinking into Ruan Mian's hair.

The little bit of rationality that was left was telling him to stop here, to maintain the best possible outcome, to end today's unpleasant experience with a deep kiss, to dig out the rotten inside of himself, and to lay it out in the sun for confession.

But more than that, the bad factor in his bones kept playing tricks on him. He deeply hated himself, but couldn't help being as paranoid as his crazy mother: "But Ruan Mian, if one day I become like my mother, what will you do?"

However, Ruan Mian was only slightly stunned for a very short second, and then he answered decisively and confidently: "No, you will not become like her."

"Why?" Bo Yan felt that he might have gone crazy. He was eager to find an empty answer at this moment. "Why are you so sure?"

He thought that Ruan Mian would really be scared this time and would want to run away, or at least want to retreat.

But the fact is, it doesn’t.

Ruan Mian suddenly raised his head and tilted it back a little so that he could look Bo Yan in the eye clearly.

Although her eyelashes were still wet, her cheeks were stained with tears, and her voice was soft and sobbing, Ruan Mian paused after each word, and spoke each word firmly and loudly: "Because you have me, because I know you like me, you can't bear to treat me like that, and because I like you too, within the controllable range, I am willing to satisfy your desire for control and possession. Bo Yan, is this enough to make you feel at ease?!"

This is true, an unexpected surprise, a surprise within a surprise.

Bo Yan was completely stunned and paused.

At this moment, he clearly felt that the ferocious beast that had been locked in his heart for a long time closed its eyes forever and finally fell into a peaceful sleep.

And the cage in his heart collapsed at this moment and disappeared into thin air.

The sun had completely set, and the last ray of light on the playground was covered by the night.

At the moment when night enveloped the entire playground, Bo Yan felt that the scene before his eyes had never been so bright.

Because, his Ruan Mian, his light, finally, completely, shone into his heart.

"That's enough," Bo Yan raised his hand and hugged Ruan Mian with all his strength. He had just talked about so many painful past events without any ups and downs in his tone, but at this moment he couldn't help but feel a little sad. "That's enough. I feel relieved. Ruan Mian, I love you. I really love you so much. Thank you, thank you for showing up."

Ruan Mian let out a long breath, and the corners of his lips finally curled up a little. He responded seriously: "Bo Yan, I love you too. I love you very much. From now on, every day, I will be with you."

The moment these words were spoken, they both heard at the same time a faint "meow" coming from not far away.

Ruan Mian and Bo Yan subconsciously looked in the direction of the sound, only to find that a kitten had rushed into the playground at some point in time.

The kitten was not afraid of strangers at all. It bravely took cat steps and ran to Ruan Mian's hand, spreading its limbs and revealing its soft belly.

Ruan Mian raised his hand without hesitation, covered it with his hands, and scratched its belly skillfully.

The kitten made a comfortable "meow".

Ruan Mian blurted out: "Meow~"

At this moment, time and space seemed to have reversed, returning to the afternoon three years ago when we first met.

Bo Yan turned his head and said in a hoarse voice: "Meow again for me to hear?"

This time, the boy with a cute face but a bad temper did not frown, nor did he call him "sick". Instead, he responded obediently in his soft and cute voice:

"Meow."

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finally!

At this point, the main part of our article about Naituanzi and Xiaobo has officially ended.

The idea of ​​this story is: Only by keeping your original intention in mind can you achieve your goal.

Similarly, it is also what Ruan Mian’s father said: Only by remembering softness can you sleep well.

There has always been a soft spot in our Xiaobo's heart, so he was finally able to fully embrace his Ruan Mian.

As I said before, there will be a lot of extra chapters, and now we can be sure of the following: the plot of the copywriting, the real doi between the two people, the tattoo plot, the sweet daily life, 100 questions about the compatibility of husband and wife, and a separate secondary CP part.

If you want to see anything else, you can leave it in the comments and I will write it at my discretion.

As promised later, in order to make up for the poor reading experience brought to everyone by the unstable updates during the serialization period, we originally planned to give away three extra chapters, but because of the word count requirements of the list, we decided to change it to two extra chapters + a red envelope for all comments on this chapter that scored 2 points before the next chapter is updated!

But I was too busy today and need to take a break for two days. The extra chapter will be updated on 5.2.

Finally, I would like to thank every little cutie who has accompanied me, our Naituanzi and Xiaobo along the way!

See you in two days for the extra chapter ~Bow, I love you guys so much!