In the pursuit of dreams, some succeed while others fail. What if one could persevere, would things be different?
Tags: Reality. Other: Love.
Guan Lingjie
Dad didn't go to the market today, so we can only eat the vegetables he grew.
Mom asked, "Is it a performance today?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Dad forgot it was market day, so he didn't go to the market."
Mom: "It's so noisy at the market, there's no way he didn't wake up. He must be out of money."
"Um."
Dad: "Your mom is coming home next month?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She was sitting there reading a novel on her phone.
Time flies, and Mom will be home in 21 days.
She lived the same life every day.
I feel envious when I see other people reading.
She watched countless people walk here.
I started typing on the computer.
While sleeping, I dreamt of a tunnel and a manta ray-like fish that could eat people, swimming towards me. Miao struggled to climb onto a rock.
She began to climb up the tunnel...
He only felt relieved when he saw his friends.
They entered another river, where the fish did not attack them. After washing their clothes, they began to leave.
When I got home, my phone suddenly showed a message from a guy I knew who wanted to add me on WeChat.
She checked WeChat.
The message on WeChat reads: Half-bank canal.
Suddenly she noticed people standing outside the door, and she opened it to find a group of boys.
She said slowly, "Is there something you need?"
Boy: "We were just playing with you."
They came in, then said, "You don't seem to welcome us? Shall we leave?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I didn't."
She began to bring out tea and snacks.
The boys said, "It's your birthday today, so I gave you something."
Miao Xingzhou: "Things? There's absolutely no need for them."
Suddenly, pieces of gold jewelry appeared.
Miao Xingzhou said, "You guys really went all out."
Boy: "Then we'll be going now."
Miao Xingzhou set up another place, which was a bed, and lay on it while receiving an IV drip.
She began to wake up from her dream.
Dad said, "Are you awake?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Dad: "When are you planning to go find a job?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't plan to work."
Dad started to frown deeply.
He didn't say anything after that.
Her father had a habit of leaving his tired and messy things to her mother, which made her feel sorry for her mother who worked so hard.
Later, when they were filling the rice sacks, Dad held the sacks, ready to open them himself, but she wouldn't move, so he shoveled the rice himself.
Under the sun, large tears streamed down his father's sallow face and dripped heavily onto the ground.
After Miao Xingzhou and the others finished walking, they started moving the millet onto the tricycle together, and then drove to the warehouse to put it inside.
After everything was done, I continued writing the novel, and then I cooked.
All I could think about was my mother saying that I wasn't destined for an easy life and telling me to give up.
But I won't give up.
While she was cooking, someone suddenly came in and said to her father, "Is it your shift today?"
Dad: "Hmm, what's up?"
The person said, "I need to photocopy my ID card and household registration book."
Dad: "Shall we eat together?"
The man said, "No need."
But she followed her father into the kitchen, and then, seeing Miao Xingzhou cooking, she said, "Is she cooking?"
Dad: "She's always the one who cooks."
Dad: "If you can't wait, let's go now."
That person said, "I don't need to go to other people's houses to chat first. You can eat by yourself."
Dad, who was about to start a fire, stopped and sat down to play on his phone. In the fire pit, there were only some flammable trash...
After making breakfast, it was already eight o'clock.
I take an afternoon nap at nine o'clock.
It's good that the days have passed like this.
She didn't want to experience any major upheavals.
If one can live a peaceful life, that would be good.
Now, disasters could occur countless times in the future, and death could happen at any moment.
She was looking at her phone.
I'm sleepy, time for bed.
He dreamt that he came to the school, where there was an ancient banyan tree and countless beautiful flowers.
The most exciting thing is the classroom, where you learn knowledge!
She entered the solemn classroom.
I arrived at my seat, looked at the test paper, and started working on it.
After finishing, I realized class had already started. I listened to the lecture.
In the midst of happiness, I suddenly discovered that I had been accepted into high school.
The high school I've always dreamed of.
He looked at the people here, and they were exactly what he had longed for.
After that, I started to study hard, and high school math was indeed very difficult.
You must persevere.
I scored over 400 points on my graduation exam... but when I was preparing to go to university, my dream came true.
She looked at the time; it was six o'clock. She got up.
Let's start doing math.
There are reasons why my grades have changed.
Her classmates envied her because her grades were slightly better than theirs, so they disturbed her studies.
She's ruined now.
His grades plummeted.
If I could do it all over again, how wonderful it would be if I were a heartthrob instead of a hated one.
She wrote it into her novel.
Guan Lingjie went from elementary school to junior high school, entering a city junior high school. Although it wasn't a good school, it was expensive and could be considered a prestigious school.
She was isolated and disliked inside because she had fleas and her family was poor.
I was bullied terribly, but that's all in the past. Through my own efforts, I entered the top class.
As my grades improved, I was admitted to a good high school.
When he entered high school, the people there were different from those he had met; they were more outstanding and kinder.
She felt very happy.
Upon graduation, I was admitted to a second-tier university.
Upon entering university, I chose a major that I liked.
While in college, I wrote novels and earned about a thousand yuan a month, which was pretty good.
Four thousand words are updated daily.
As she looked around, her roommate said, "It's already evening, I'm so hungry, does anyone have anything to eat?"
Miao Xingzhou remained silent.
Suddenly, her roommate looked at her and said, "Do you have anything to eat?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She took out a bag of cookies.
That person ate it without any hesitation.
She was looking at the book.
A long time has passed.
Such a life is something I can only dream of.
She looked at the novel and said, "It's time to sleep."
Miao Xingzhou said, "I wish I could do it all over again."
He was looking at a math book.
I know I can succeed!
He firmly believed in his ability to succeed, whether he was eighty or seventy, believing that one should learn until old age.
She entered a dream.
He envisioned himself at eighty years old, still writing novels.
The results at this time were very good.
Miao Xingzhou couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion.
She began, "Did I really succeed?"
Without looking at the data, the best result is only one hundred favorites!
Less than 100 a month!
Am I really destined to have an easy life?
No! She denies it.
She was certain she could succeed, she wrote as she looked at the computer.
Even if I try my best, will I still be unable to succeed?
When she woke up, she suddenly remembered that incident. She really disliked the villagers because of their prejudice and gossip.
If I persevere, my fate shouldn't be too bad.
If possible, I can still change myself now. Although I can't do what others can, I must forge my own path.
She enjoys painting, writing novels, and studying.
It is a blessing to be able to do what you love your whole life.
Mom: "When are you going to start working?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to stay at home and do farm work."
Mom: "How much money can you earn doing farm work?"
She said, "I don't want to go to the city right now."
Mom: "What's wrong with the city? You can earn that much money in just one month. It's not as bad as you think."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom said, "I want to film a Douyin video, I'm hanging up."
Miao Xingzhou: "Let's film it after we get off work."
After chatting for a while, Mom said, "It would be a shame if I didn't watch it, so I'm hanging up now."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Let's talk after I get off work."
"Um."
Suddenly my sister sent me a picture of a bottle of coconut water.
The only ingredient is coconut.
She said she had been buying them for several days in a row.
Miao Xingzhou: "Pure coconut water, not sweet."
But the older sister believed it without a doubt.
Miao Xingzhou had nothing to say, so he simply remained silent.
The older sister asked, "What are you and Mom talking about?"
Miao Xingzhou: "We talked about heatstroke while working."
Sister: "Mmm."
The older sister then said, "I was just browsing Kuaishou."
Miao Xingzhou: "Would you rather be a rich man's pet or a human?"
Sister: "I will definitely be a human being."
Miao Xingzhou: "If you want to be a pet, you don't need to work!"
Sister: "I don't want to be an animal."
"Besides, working isn't so bad."
Miao Xingzhou: "Didn't you say before that factory work was a low-level job and that you looked down on it..."
Sister: "I'm hanging up."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
He looked at the computer and began to write.
I remembered my mother's words and envied my easy life. She could go home right after finishing her work and live the same way.
She asked her mother, "If you don't work anymore, will you play cards instead?"
Mom: "...Hmm."
She continued writing.
When she graduated from university, looking at her graduation photos, she realized she was really leaving campus. Then she went back to the classroom, looked at her own still-smooth reflection on the blackboard, and slowly drew a smile on it.
Suddenly the door opened, and my best male classmate said, "I like you."
Guan Lingjie opened her eyes wide, then looked helplessly to the side.
Male student: "I want to be with you for the rest of my life."
"I don't want to do that right now."
Male student: "Why is it that I liked you from the very first moment I saw you!"
He began to slowly approach.
Guan Lingjie began by saying, "The teacher is here."
Then she said, "I don't like you."
She took advantage of the other person's still dazed state to start leaving.
The male student lowered his head.
His whole body was shrouded in intense pain.
Guan Lingjie began to look at the book in her hands.
I started using a book to block out the sun when suddenly a person appeared in front of me, with a high nose and a cold face.
A faint smile.
Guan Lingjie asked, "Cao Anren, do you still want to study?"
Cao Anren: "I don't want to study."
Guan Lingjie: "Don't you study?"
Cao Anren: "I want to start my own business."
Guan Lingjie: "Mmm!"
Cao Anren said, "You seem scared. Let's go in together."
The teacher looked at the two people who arrived late and said, "Come in."
Guan Lingjie looked at the teacher, who said, "Now you all have your own plans. When you leave school, you need to be prepared."
"Remember, don't do anything foolish. You are studying Chinese language. Some of you are good at writing poetry, some are good at writing articles, and some aspire to become great writers. I won't say anything about other things, but you must understand that this path is very difficult." The teacher held a piece of chalk in his hand and kept grinding it.