Dreams

In the pursuit of dreams, some succeed while others fail. What if one could persevere, would things be different?

Tags: Reality. Other: Love.

Mukita

Mukita

Life was uneventful.

Not at all unexpected.

When will my dream come true?

Perhaps it will never be possible in this lifetime.

In the evening, Mom asked, "What book are you reading?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Journey to the West".

Mom said angrily, "You're still watching 'Journey to the West'!"

Miao Xingzhou looked at his mother's expression, which seemed to say that she worked hard but was just playing around.

Miao Xingzhou stared at the computer screen, wondering if he really had to give up.

No matter what I do, I can't achieve it.

While she was sleeping, she dreamed that a boy and her brother were asking for her WeChat, and her sister was topping up her account to play games, while a robot was eating noodles.

She wakes up from her dream, cooks, and then paints.

Who takes a nap at 8:30?

This happens every single day.

Mom said, "You're all grown up now, you can buy your own medicine."

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

I woke up suddenly and realized I was in my early teens. My sister sent me a picture of a little orange kitten.

Sister: "Should I take it back?"

Miao Xingzhou: "You should ask your mother."

When Mom came home from get off work, my older sister said, "Look at this." Mom replied, "A cat?!"

"What are you doing! The room is so small, put it out! Quickly!"

Sister: "It doesn't want to leave."

In the end, her mother took her away.

Miao Xingzhou asked you on the phone, "Is Sister Xiangxiang still keeping her dog?"

Mom: "It's lost."

Miao Xingzhou: "It's such a pity to raise them and then throw them away."

Mom: "What's there to regret? It's filthy. I just don't like it!"

After hanging up the phone, it seemed like time had come to repeat itself endlessly.

She smiled slowly and said, "It's all in the past now. The sun shines after the rain, and the day has come."

Now, all I need to do is live well, and that's enough for me.

She was looking at a math book.

Time really flies when I'm at home.

She suddenly noticed someone outside the door. Who was this person?

She felt scared because she thought, "Why does she look so much like me?" and started closing the door.

She suddenly heard that person call her name, and she broke out in a cold sweat.

I locked the door on my way to the market when I suddenly heard a sound coming from the stairwell.

"Miao Xingzhou, I've found you."

She was so frightened by the sight of a pair of two-meter-long hands that she woke up from her dream.

The elderly mother asked, "What kind of dream did you have?"

Miao Xingzhou: "It's nothing."

Her forehead was covered in sweat.

She asked, "Are you hungry now?"

Mom: "It's five o'clock now, aren't you hungry?"

Miao Xingzhou, fifty years old, started cooking. His father came downstairs and asked, "What are we having for dinner?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Egg fried noodles."

Dad: "Hmm."

Mom: "How can you cook noodles?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Then let's make braised pork."

Last night, her mother said, "Try your braised pork... mmm, it's still just as delicious!"

Miao Xingzhou: "Haha... If it's delicious, eat more."

She slept in bed at night.

Then I saw that monster with arms two meters long.

He held his breath.

The thing outside the window was calling her name.

This must be fake!

Don't overthink it!

She started to bury her head under the covers and go to sleep.

When I opened my eyes the next day, my pupils suddenly contracted, and a monster with a jagged mouth and crescent-shaped, squinting eyes was staring at me...

Miao Xingzhou was completely unable to move.

The monster began to make eerie gnawing sounds, and she began to wake up from her dream.

Going downstairs, I looked at my hands. Am I in my early twenties now?

Time flies. I was fourteen when I got sick, and now I'm in my twenties.

She looked at the book in her hands. She began to write.

Suddenly there was a noise from upstairs. She looked up. Her father: "You're up already?"

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

My mother and sister are working.

Miao Xingzhou: "They are picking wild berries for tea."

Dad: "Berry Tea, almost done."

Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."

That evening, I called my mother, and she said, "Don't think so much."

Miao Xingzhou: "I do a good job at home, don't I?" His mother looked at him without saying anything. The economy is not good now, so his mother didn't say anything.

Jobs are hard to find these days...

She turned off her phone and went to sleep.

In my dream, I saw the characters from my novel come to life.

They said, "Miao Xingzhou, get out of here quickly."

Guan Xu grabbed her hand and then led her away.

Miao Xingzhou: "Why did you run away?!"

Guan Xu: "You're not safe right now!"

Miao Xingzhou looked at the hand holding his, then shook it off.

Suddenly, a fog spread.

Do you still love me?

Miao Xingzhou had tears in his eyes.

To Makita, "I like you!"

But you don't belong to me...

She woke up from her dream feeling very happy.

To be able to dream his dreams.

It's been so many years since I last saw him, but his handsome and shy appearance is still vivid in my mind.

If only I could stay asleep forever in a dream where he is.

But reality is not beyond redemption.

She got up and began writing a novel.

Dad left.

The days seemed to stand still.

Countless repetitions of the same life.

But having to find food and feed oneself makes such a comfortable life impossible.

Everything must be realistic.

I should find a job as soon as possible.

She longs to continue her current life, but it's unrealistic.

I wish things were better now.

Although I can help my family with some housework, it's not enough to support myself.

She wished she were not sick.

Being able to take good care of oneself and support oneself.

What will I do in the future?

Longing swept over me like a whirlwind.

She was tormented by longing.

She continued writing novels.

Xiang Lianlian recalled her school days, when she was in a bad class but still had good grades.

The average score is 80.

But she was bullied by her classmates, and she looked up at the sky.

Those people started surrounding her, fuming, cursing, and acting aggressively.

Even a saint couldn't win an argument with them.

A knife, one side snow-white, the other dripping with blood.

Xiang Lianlian woke up suffocating, and the base commander looked at her.

Xiang Lianlian cried and said, "I can leave the base."

Base Commander: "Don't do it again next time."

He stood up, ready to leave.

Xiang Lianlian tried to grab him, but he had already left.

Xiang Lianlian, "Without my parents, I wouldn't have the courage to live..."

When she saw how cruel it was, she took her clothes and hanged herself on the bed.

She had a smile on her lips.

A drop of blood falls into the ocean, turning it into a salty sea.

Countless bites and gnaws are happening here.

After he finished writing, Dad asked, "Time to cook?"

Miao Xingzhou: "I'll do it now."

Dad: "Hmm."

She started cooking.

Heat oil in a wok and stir-fry.

Remove from heat.

Stir-fried eggs with chili peppers.

Next up was a winter melon dish.

After finishing, Dad ate with her.

Will my dreams come true while I'm sleeping?

If you hope to succeed.

To become a novelist, or perhaps a painter, or even a computer scientist would be ideal.

I opened my eyes and suddenly found myself at school.

Enter the classroom.

Looking at the book, did I really travel through time?

Teacher: "Now, please collect your test papers."

After finishing the test, the results came out, and I got 80 points.

The teacher said, "get out of class dismissed now."

The students are all studying.

This is the class he wanted!

My grades gradually improved in this class.

I got into the top high school when I was in junior high. At the top high school, looking at my classmates and at my own grades, I could only rank at the bottom of the class.

The teacher said, "Miao Xingzhou, Math 130, Chinese 136,..."

When I received my report card, my classmate said, "You didn't even get 140?"

She lowered her head slightly and said, "Mm."

After the revisions were completed, the teacher began explaining the problem.

School life should be about learning, not about forming cliques or bullying.

How wonderful it is now.

The cicadas were chirping noisily outside the window.

Summer's restlessness.

She was doing her homework at her desk.

I woke up from my dream.

How wonderful it would be to experience the life of a top student!

However, that's somewhat unrealistic.

I am a complete academic failure.

She slowly got out of bed, and suddenly saw a cat dart past her...

It wasn't there when I first started watching.

She got up.

I wish a miracle would happen to me, instead of a mental illness.

Perhaps miracles don't exist at all.

She continued writing novels.

Xiang Lianlian saw the classmates who were bullying her. She tried to escape but was surrounded.

Wearing her school uniform, Xiang Lianlian asked, "What do you want to do?"

Those people said, "You've really gotten some skills now!"

Xiang Lianlian was forced into a corner and had to tear off her clothes.

She saw those people start grabbing her face, stuffing an ice pop into her mouth, and pulling off her underwear... the ultimate humiliation.

Endless suffering.

Her body was exposed under the phone, and her photos were circulated throughout the school.

She felt all the malicious gazes directed at her.

As she was leaving the campus and preparing to jump, a man with a scar between his fingers grabbed her. He then took her home.

Lianlian cried and said, "I'm scared!"

Xiang Lianlian woke up from her dream, and suddenly a glass of water was placed beside her. She picked it up and drank it. The base commander said, "Did you think of something?"

Xiang Lianlian: "I might be having a nightmare."

Base Commander: "Alright, get up now."

Xiang Lianlian, “I have personality problems and no friends. You should stay away from me. They all say I have the X virus.”

Base Commander: "What X virus? How could such a young girl be bullied like this?"

Xiang Lianlian felt weak. "What do you know?"

Base Commander: "I used to be a police officer, but the school campus has always been my biggest worry."

Xiang Lianlian: "...Help!"

The base commander, always cold and aloof, gently took out a piece of chocolate and placed it in her hand.

Xiang Lianlian looked at the still-warm chocolate.

Her cheeks were slightly flushed.

Base Commander: "Don't be sad, being able to live another day is a blessing."

After the base chief left, Xiang Lianlian picked up the chocolate and slowly began to cry.

Weeping mournfully.

The tip of her nose was red.

When she woke up crying, the base commander asked, "Awake?"

Xiang Lianlian: "I can't have your chocolate."

Base Commander: "You are the youngest here, and also the one with the best endurance. We will stand in the dawn."

Xiang Lianlian smiled slowly and said, "I... thank you."

She regained her confidence.

Through continuous training, I became a soldier.

While scrambling for supplies, they were surrounded by high-level zombies.

She held the gun and fired indiscriminately at one spot.

In my mind, I counted: one, two... nine!

The ninth bullet hit a high-level zombie in the head. She was the only one of her teammates to survive. She rode her motorcycle to the base and, upon further inspection, discovered that she had not been infected by the zombies.

Base Commander, "Are you scared?"

Xiang Lianlian: "I'm not afraid."

Base Commander: "Go eat quickly."