Chapter 15 Let it go

In short, he ended up running back to that pervert.

The reason was that she couldn't adapt to such bright light for a while. Was she simply suited to being around such a pervert? Or was she herself a pervert? Did she have to overcome that trauma with a method of fighting fire with fire…?

What are you talking about?!

"Hey, Wei You, why are you suddenly blushing?"

Yu Weiyou grabbed a glass of red wine and drank it all in one gulp: "Because I drank too much."

Lu Jiucheng: "???"

Yu Weiyou grabbed Lu Jiucheng by the collar: "I absolutely want revenge! I'd better tie you up!"

"I'm fine." A perverted smile appeared on Lu Jiucheng's lips again.

"Damn it." With that, she pushed Lu Jiucheng onto the bed again.

A moment that cannot be described.

Then Yu Weiyou regained some clarity, and realizing her actions, her cheeks flushed even more. Taking advantage of this opportunity, Lu Jiucheng flipped her over and pinned her beneath him. Yu Weiyou covered her flushed cheeks with her hands, looking at him with a somewhat dazed expression.

"What can I say to you? Please don't drink anymore, okay?" Lu Jiucheng leaned down and gently pinched Yu Weiyou's nose.

Yu Weiyou shook her head frantically, mumbling, "I won't listen, I won't listen."

Lu Jiucheng laughed and said, "You won't listen? Then don't blame me for taking action against you."

"What, what are you going to do?"

Lu Jiucheng: "Of course I'm bullying you."

She didn't know how much time had passed, how many tides had risen and fallen, but Yu Weiyou lay sprawled on the soft bed, lost in a daze with a blank mind.

Her headaches had been decreasing over the past year, and even now, despite being tied up again, she had almost no headaches.

The pain disappeared in what seemed like the instant everything became clear after everything was revealed.

ah.

So this is where the division between darkness and light lies.

The reason I couldn't get out of the shadow for so long was this.

Yu Weiyou suddenly understood.

She used to think she could get through anything, that she could try not to care about anything... but it was all an illusion. She clearly cared a lot; wasn't her experience in the correctional facility something that had been weighing on her mind, something she couldn't get over, something she cared about deeply?

She had been running away all along, running away from the memories, running away from that cowardly and helpless self. But the more she ran, the tighter she was caught, forever circling in the fog and darkness.

Until true light dispelled the clouds and mist and shone upon her.

"Let yourself go." These were the words the devil said to her.

It was clearly him who struck her vital point time and time again.

It was clearly a feigned, dismissive remark that let it go.

He had no idea of ​​her pain, no idea of ​​her torment, and yet he callously said that she was the one who wouldn't let herself go...

It was clearly his refusal to let her go that caused her to remember her scars and experience pain every day.

But... why was it him who cleared away the fog for her? Why could those light, airy words heal her...?

“As expected, I’d better just kill you.” Yu Weiyou said to Lu Jiucheng.

However, this was only the first step. At least, she was finally able to face those past events and even remembered things deeper in her memory.

In short, she no longer needs to be troubled by this, and can better fulfill her promise to Li Rong to move towards a brighter future, and continue to move forward.

As time went by, Yu Weiyou gradually got used to life at her new school and even made quite a few beautiful new clothes. That's right, she successfully studied fashion design and met many model sisters. They were all so tall!

After a day of classes, Yu Weiyu usually returns to Lu Jiucheng's house. Sometimes he comes back early, but sometimes he comes back very late.

Yu Weiyou never had any doubts; after all, it was none of her business, so she didn't care. There was no relationship between her and Lu Jiucheng to begin with.

Until that day, she was invited out for a walk by a model, and unexpectedly, she saw Lu Jiucheng on the street. Lu Jiucheng and the beautiful lady who had come out of his house that day were sitting in a shop drinking coffee.

"What's wrong, Wei You?" Model Xue Fu followed Yu Wei You's gaze.

"It's nothing," she said calmly.

Xuefu took Yu Weiyou's hand: "Then let's go."

I have to say, models are amazing. No matter what they try on while shopping, they look like human clothes hangers.

"Wow, Weiyou, this suits you so well! It's a similar color to the one I'm wearing. Do you want to buy it too?" As soon as Yu Weiyou stepped out of the fitting room, Xuefu pulled her aside and exclaimed.

"Really? You like it?"

“Yeah, they look like sisters when they go out like this!” Xuefu blinked at Yu Weiyou.

"Then let's buy it," Yu Weiyou said to herself in the mirror.

"Yay!"

They strolled around for quite a while, occasionally buying some snacks along the way.

"When Xue Fu works as a model, isn't her diet strictly rationed?" Yu Weiyou asked.

"That's why you have to indulge in a big meal once in a while! Oh, and don't tell anyone I'm sneaking out to eat again..." Xuefu said softly, her tone lacking conviction.

"Hmm, I won't say."

"Okay, let's go have dinner!" Xuefu pulled Yu Weiyou into another shop.

"..." She really can eat a lot.

"By the way, Weiyou, I know a place. Want to go there after we eat?" Xuefu said while pondering the dishes.

"I'm a little..."

"Come on, come on! It's really fun!"

"……OK."

The place Xuefu mentioned turned out to be a bar. The dim lighting attracted many people. She really shouldn't have come.

"My favorite fruit juice! Here you go!"

Yu Weiyou took the cup and glanced at her lightly: "You'd better be."

"..."