confession

Yu Xia found that something was wrong with the girls in her class these days.

Although he usually doesn't look at others, it's hard not to notice that any girl will laugh with the person next to her when she sees him.

The owner of the 711 convenience store fell into deep thought as he looked at the fifth group of girls who arrived at noon today.

"That... you, yes, the boy with the unbuttoned school uniform. You have quite a lot of admirers, you're quite stylish!"

“…”

Xu An also glanced at the student who was particularly eye-catching today. He curled his lips:

"Xiao Yu, are you on the wall again?"

"What?" Upon hearing this, Yu Xia took out the mobile phone he had bought with the money he had given up to buy novels, and went to the school's confession wall to search for words.

In fact, there is no need to search, he is the one listed first.

#Confession Yu Xia from Class 1, Grade 2 is so handsome!! Ahhhh I can’t take it anymore, is there any strategy to win over a guy like this?

5L: I’m online, I can’t stand people like this who are good at studying and good-looking!

36L: But I see Yu Xia usually talks to people from Class 1, and it’s hard to talk to people from other classes.

37L replied to 36L: I saw him smile that day!! Just one glance!! It made me mad!!

Yu Xia scrolled down with his finger and directly flipped to the hundreds of floors.

458L: Just go for it! This kind of guy can’t stand being hit straight on!

Main floor reply 458L: Got it!!

Other encouragement and ideas.

Xu An looked at Yu Xia at a loss for a moment before returning to normal.

"What? Xiao Yu, are you really planning on having a relationship?" Normally, Yu Xia wouldn't have considered this a problem. But now, he felt a little weird.

"Let's not talk about it. Where do I have the time?"

"Um"

The weather was getting colder, and Yu Xia tugged at her coat as she walked out of the convenience store.

"hiss--"

"Can't you just button it up?"

"It's so ugly"

Xu An turned his head to take a look, walked a few steps, reached out to Yu Xia, and put his fingers in front of his eyes to pinch the zipper under the school uniform jacket.

The boy's fingertips were frozen red and looked very cold on the silver zipper.

"What are you doing--" Yu Xia felt Xu An touch his chin.

Depend on……

"Why are your hands so cold?"

"Frozen"

He nodded and moved a little toward the side path as if nothing had happened.

Aren't your hands cold? Why does your chin feel so hot?

Xu An trotted after him.

"Why are you running?"

"Is it your business?"

…

Xu An seemed a little angry and ignored Yu Xia's complaints for a few days.

Things were a little better on Friday. Xu An at least replied and taught the questions.

Yu Xia felt a long-lost sense of relaxation. Perhaps she was tormented by too many questions and didn't know who to ask.

The two chatted casually until they reached the classroom door. Yu Xia wondered if her hair was a little too long; it felt like it was constantly pricking the back of her neck.

Just when I was wondering when to go to the barber shop to get a haircut, I heard the noisy sounds of the crowd in front of me.

"What's wrong?"

Xu An glanced at him expressionlessly: "Yu Xia, I'm going back to the classroom first."

"I……"

He was interrupted before he could even get his voice out loud enough.

"Yu Xia! Hey! Brother Xia, you're here!"

"Go quickly!"

"Wait a little longer"

"What are you waiting for? Your senior will be leaving soon."

Amid the crowd's shoving, the girls pushed out a girl wearing a pink scarf and with long hair.

Yu Xia's entire body froze.

He saw the girl being pushed out, she looked at him shyly, and then quickly lowered her head.

I raised my arms and lowered them, and when I didn't have the courage, I looked back.

She took a deep breath, as if she had recovered, and opened her eyes to look at him again.

But Yu Xia didn't recover.

"classmate--"

"Senior Yu! I like you!" She bowed slightly, less than 90 degrees, and when she stretched out her arm, Yu Xia finally saw the thin piece of paper he was holding.

What...

Love letter??!!!

The atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward. Yu Xia was known for being ruthless in school. He would ignore anyone who spoke to him.

"Don't be silly, sister. You might as well talk to An Ge. At least he will pay attention to you."

"Chen Yanhao, why are you so nosy? Do you think you have any right to interfere in other people's affairs?"

"Who would like her? This is the truth."

"Are you sick?"

…

Just when others felt that the girl was about to cry, the boy stepped forward and helped her up slightly, but in order not to touch her, he just pushed her away.

"...Classmate, I'm sorry. I don't like you, and I don't want to be in a relationship." He was taller than the girl in front of him and squatted down a little to look at her. "You are very brave, but I value my studies more. Thank you for your interest."

His smile was gentle, yet subtle.

It wasn't a smile that came from the heart.

The sound was not loud, just loud enough for only girls to hear.

Yu Xia raised his hand and moved the love letter a little closer to the girl's face to cover her face.

Lowering his head: "Go back to the classroom, classmates, study hard"

The girl received the message, was stunned for a few seconds, turned around, pulled her little sister and went back to the classroom.

After the girl left, the crowd was very dissatisfied. After all, they had to finish eating the melon before leaving.

"No? Did you agree or not?"

"No?"

"Of course not. Does Brother Xia look like someone who would fall in love?"

"Xia brother! So did you agree or refuse?"

"Why do you guys like to join in the fun so much? Didn't the boss say that we should have a good time during the basketball game in the fall? Why, are you guys hanging out again today?" Yu Xia walked back through the front door with her long legs.

"Oh, I almost forgot. When the boss called you over that time, I thought he was going to scold you."

In fact, I also cursed!

"Well, come on."

After a few minutes, Ding Wei took out the form and started counting the number of people. Everyone seemed to have forgotten what had just happened.

"Student Xiao Yu"

"Rejected"

"Oh...Is that so? Then I didn't ask you." Xu An's heavy mood just dissipated a little.

"I can read minds, so what?" Yu Xia tried to make up for it and then turned to his printed paper.

"Can you read my mind?"

"Go away, don't be shameless." He took out a black ink pen and started drafting.

Xu An looked at the flamboyant handwriting on the draft paper, and the hand that had just pushed the person was holding a pen.

Yu Xia, can you read my heart?

I like you, I have liked you for a long time.

////

"Look how beautiful my handwriting is, Xu An?" Yu Xia admired his own handwriting, and did not forget to elbow his deskmate with his left hand.

"...You have a very strong artistic talent."

"There's nothing I can do about it, he's a talented player. No, what are you doing? You keep looking up and down. You don't usually look like someone who would take notes." Yu Xia said as he leaned over to take a look.

After Xu An pushed him into the seat, he took the paper off his hand.

"I drew an ugly picture of you, but you'd better not look at it. I still have a long life ahead of me."

"Fuck you..."

Xu An didn't speak to Yu Xia for the entire rest of the English class.

"Xu An?"

"Well, the south gate is closed. Go out through the back door, it's closer to the bus stop."

"Oh... no, I'm asking you, is there something wrong with you today?"

"Is there something wrong? The sun doesn't rise from the west, and you are still not taller than me." Xu An said while comparing his height with his hand.

"I find that you are a very desperate person."

"Wrong"

"No need to knock on the door."

“……?”

There were not many people in the back seat of the bus.

It was autumn and there was no air conditioning.

Yu Xia took out his phone and prepared to play a few games.

"Didn't you notice something?"

"What's the matter?" Hearing the voice of the person next to him, the boy stopped putting his hand on the other earphone.

"That classmate's scarf"

"What faucet?"

“……?”

Yu Xia finally turned around to look at the person next to him, and took off the other earphone guiltily.

"Well, go ahead."

"When you first went on the confession wall." Xu An turned on his phone and logged into the confession wall, then flipped through a photo for Yu Xia to see.

Yu Xia didn't remember.

But the person in the photo was indeed him, with an irritated and speechless expression on his face, stuffing a navy blue scarf into his bag.

"Knowing myself, I'm probably confused as to why this bag contains winter items."

"Then you know yourself well."

"."

“…”

"so what"

"Didn't you notice these two scarves are a couple's style? Otherwise, why would people wear scarves in autumn?"

"Ah... I didn't notice."

"."

Okay, why should he care? He's just a little kid who doesn't understand anything.

Xu An let out a breath and looked out the car window.

Xiao Yu put his headphones back on, and his fingers, just like in the photo, clicked on the software name on the screen in an annoyed manner, as if he could enter the Phigros interface by clicking on it frantically.

Got off the bus at the station.

When Yu Xia pulled off his headphones, someone took his hand away.

He walked forward a few steps due to inertia. "What's wrong with you? Don't make me go to see you every day..." He almost bumped into the nose of the person in front of him.

Suddenly, both of them took a step to the side, put some distance between them, and walked into the alley as if nothing had happened.

Suddenly, only the sound of footsteps remained.

After walking for a while, Xu An couldn't stand the silence anymore, so he glanced at Yu Xia's actions.

"I..." What Xu An was about to say was interrupted by the previous game.

He found that he couldn't help but care.

Whether it was the first time he was hugged, the touch of fingers when passing water during physical education class, or the previous finger touches, he could not ignore them.

Yu Xia took a few steps back and went into the door downstairs of his house.

"I think I have something else to do..."

My heart was beating fast, as if I had a premonition that something was going to happen.

Very excited and scared.

The relationship between the two was so ambiguous that it was hard for anyone to ignore it, let alone the parties involved.

"Xiao Yu"

"……Um"

No more

Just when Yu Xia was about to close his eyes and leave, the person in front of him moved and stood very close to him.

Xu An's voice is always full of vigor and he rarely gets angry.

But now my vocal cords are shaking, and I am trying my best to control the volume to normal and gradually reduce it.

Yu Xia smiled and wanted to speak before him, but was interrupted before she could say anything.

"You know... I really like seeing you smile." He leaned forward, tentatively circling Yu Xia with his hands. "I like seeing you get angry, and I also like... seeing you daydream in class."

He didn't hold her tightly, as if he was afraid of hurting Yu Xia. He held her very lightly, lighter than a feather.

Yu Xia knew that her heart was beating faster than ever before.

Xu An, don’t come over here.

Did you hear that?

The autumn dusk is darker than usual.

In the dim alley, the boy leaned very close.

The sound of breathing sprayed on their ears, and the wind seemed to avoid disturbing them and quietly passed by.

Yu Xia’s mind was filled with Xu An’s breathing.

"I like you more."