Yu Xia

Yu Xia took a deep breath.

After calming down, he spoke, but his voice was still trembling as he spoke.

Seeing that Xiao Yu was still blocking other people's view, Xu An cooperated by squatting down and listening to him.

"Um"

"I...Xu An," he took another deep breath, "could you please stop liking me?"

…

Xu An didn't respond to him. The two boys leaned very close to each other, and the other one's lips were almost touching the tip of his ear.

"Let's talk somewhere else, okay?"

"……good"

Xu An raised his arm, but stopped himself from doing so. He took a long step forward and turned back to signal Yu Xia to follow.

"Hey, where are you going?"

Yu Xia asked after the two of them walked side by side.

“…Follow.”

Xu An was sobered up by the cold wind, and his temples felt a little sore.

It was too suffocating for Yu Xia to follow obediently all the way.

"Where to go..."

where?

Xu An disappeared around a corner, and the boy came to his senses and hurriedly followed his blurry white school uniform figure.

This area on this floor is the broom room where the school cleaning lady keeps her brooms. There are surveillance cameras inside the broom room, but unfortunately there are none outside the door.

Xu An stopped in a corridor not far from the broom room.

The wind was a bit cold after the temperature dropped, so cold that he didn't react when he heard Yu Xia talking just now.

He took a deep breath and said, "Well, go ahead." The voice was originally very small, but it was carried into his ears by the wind.

Yu Xia Muna looked at him for a moment and asked, "What did you say?"

He regretted it as soon as he opened his mouth because he knew what Xu An was going to say the next second.

"Why can't I—"

The boy almost covered his mouth in a panic.

"Shut up……"

Xu An glanced at him, and although his emotions were a little complicated, he still nodded.

"Xu An." Yu Xia waited until the numbing sensation on his hand no longer disturbed him and then he tremblingly took it away.

"You know, neither the people who like me nor the people I like have a good ending."

Xu An was still thinking, but in the gap between his thoughts, Yu Xia actually found himself very scared.

"How do you know I'm not the exception?"

"I..." He was speechless for a moment, the words he opened almost connecting with each other, "I don't even know if there is such an exception."

“So I bet I’m the exception.”

Yu Xia was annoyed. Why was this person so stubborn? He wouldn't listen to anything I said. Was he born rebellious?

"Xu An!" In order to make himself look more powerful, the boy decisively grabbed Xu An's collar and pulled it down.

"You know me...you know me..." He seemed to be at a loss for words and didn't want to say more, but he had to explain to prove it, "I'm a patient."

Yu Xia didn't know what to say, and was afraid that he wouldn't understand her even if she tried to explain it haltingly.

"I don't have any feelings for anyone. You won't get a response, Xu An. I don't have any feelings now, and I won't have any in the future. Why waste your time on me?"

"But I think it's not a waste of time for me to chase the person I want to chase and get close to the person I like."

Yu Xia felt his face flush again after being told off for a while. He'd often encountered flowery words and sweet talk in his novels, and he thought he was almost immune to them. But every time he heard Xu An confess his love for him, he still panicked.

"Don't talk about this anymore!" He was going crazy, really being driven crazy by his own heartbeat.

"Then why did Xiao Yu ask me out?"

“…”

How shameless! How can there be such a shameless person in this world? How can I get rid of him? I can’t stand it.

Xu An felt that if Yu Xia was a certain kind of cat, his fur would have stood up like a hedgehog by now.

"Xu An, you are really annoying."

"Um."

"I didn't ask you out, and you were the one who said it first...that kind of..." He lowered his voice, wanting to say something but not daring to, and turned around and walked back to the classroom in a hurry.

"Ah...Xiao Yu, please tell me what I said first."

Are you looking for trouble...?

He let out a long sigh, and when he looked up at him, he felt a little guilty: "Xu An, please give up, I beg you, please give up, I...you really like me, there is no point.

"I, I can't like anyone. I can't feel it. There's something wrong with me..."

"You didn't"

Yu Xia pushed Xu An away with trembling hands as he tried to hug her.

His heart was numb, as if it wouldn't beat, and he didn't even know how to breathe.

"I……"

Seeing that he was still in a daze, Xu An felt a little regretful. He shouldn't have said it, he should have said it too hastily.

But after he opened his mouth, he was reluctant to explain that sentence.

Before Xu An could find an excuse

Yu Xia seized the opportunity to stop him: "Don't talk, I don't know what I think, so can you please stop talking for now..."

He glanced at Xu An casually, but when their eyes met, he looked away in panic.

"Well, I don't talk."

Xu An placed his weight on one leg, with the knee slightly bent. He kept looking at Yu Xia from the side.

"Then Xiao Yu, can you please let me go first?"

Yu Xia just realized that he had been holding on to the corner of Xu An's school uniform.

"oh……"

The boy took a few steps back, but showed no intention of stopping, and walked towards the corridor.

Xu An didn't ask what he meant by that sentence, nor did he rush to ask for his answer.

He followed naturally, feeling nervous and at a loss, but secretly very happy.

Before he could figure it out, the boy in front of him stopped again.

Xu An, thinking he had a tacit understanding, also stopped and looked at him without saying a word.

It wasn't until he finally noticed that the boy in front of him was blushing because he was staring at him, but he didn't say anything before he reacted.

"Ah...what's wrong?"

"I seem to be lost."

…

The school is so small and there are so many winding roads. How can you get lost if you find a place without surveillance?

It's really embarrassing.

“…Follow me.”

Yu Xia felt that he must be hallucinating. He seemed to hear the person behind him laugh softly.

No, he is!

As expected, what kind of love is this person talking to him about? What kind of nice person is laughing at the person he likes? Yu Xia has never been in a relationship, but she has also received confessions from many people in middle school and high school because of her looks.

Doesn't he understand common sense?!

"If you keep laughing I'm going to beat you up."

"Okay, okay, I won't laugh anymore."

Yu Xia felt like she was being coaxed and smoothed over. She felt a surge of frustration inside that she couldn't vent.

Every time he thought about their conversation and Xu An's sudden action, he felt panicked.

I was once afraid that someone could read my mind.

Yu Xia, you are really useless.

When they returned to the classroom, they almost had a close contact with Zhou Yanxu's big face pressed against the window through the glass.

"Oh my god, you're cosplaying as a hand-pulled pancake?" Yu Xia was really shocked. He was just thinking about something, and when he turned around, he looked like Patrick Star.

"Excuse me, Brother Xia and Brother An, when did you two run away?" Zhou Yanxu pushed Yu Xia and the others into the classroom while looking back for the teacher.

Zhou Yanxu didn't find it strange that no one answered him, and he closed the door.

"The squad leader said she'll be the substitute. We've already added her. Let's make Chen Yanhao think we're done for this match," he said, wiping his neck. "Let's kill him a hundred times and we're going to win."

Xu An laughed: "I suddenly realized that you seem to be even more sinister than him."

Zhou Yanxu felt wronged.

Yu Xia walked back to his seat and sat down. He glanced at Yan Jingyi and nodded his index finger: "Yan Jingyi, if you want to leave your seat, just raise your hand."

The girl's expression relaxed a bit, her face flushed slightly, and she nodded to Yu Xia who was talking to her.

"Thanks."

Liu Ning was almost falling asleep with his phone in his hand.

"Oh my god, how come this is even more boring than the Mediterranean lecture?" She tapped the phone screen speechlessly, and the pink pendant swayed along with it.

"What are you looking at?" Yan Jingyi also leaned over and frowned obviously when she saw the screen.

As Xu An was packing his schoolbag, he looked up and said, "It's okay. Mediterranean is not in school these days. He's studying outside the school." He raised his hand and folded up the English practice papers. "We have a chance to catch our breath."

Several people huddled together and laughed so hard that they didn't know how to breathe. Yan Jingyi was still lying on Liu Ning's left shoulder, with her head lowered a little when she laughed.

When Zhou Yanxu heard that Liu Ning had only a slight volume on his phone, he asked while floating over fearlessly and was almost killed by Liu Ning's punch.

"Squad Leader..."

There was a crisp "click" sound, and the sound of the girl's cell phone suddenly became louder. The whistle instantly shuttled through the classroom, mixed with a sentence: "...Foul!"

"Oh my god... Oops, I pressed it accidentally!" The girl hurriedly locked the screen and looked up at the surveillance camera.

"Don't panic, don't panic," Zhou Yanxu said softly, slowly standing up and picking up the test paper on the monitor's desk. "Don't look at the surveillance camera, be careful not to be noticed."

Liu Ning pulled out a red pen, opened it, and took out a piece of scratch paper to press on the test paper. "It was a subconscious reaction. The teacher in the monitoring room wouldn't be watching all the time, right?" He used red ink to write down the ancient poems from the previous Chinese class on the scratch paper.

"Probably not." Yan Jingyi raised her right hand and tapped the test paper twice before retracting it. "But be careful, the teacher often does surprise inspections."

"Oh my, I'm so scared. Zhou Yanxu, why don't you go back to your seat? If we gather together like this, we might be discovered."

"If we were going to find out, we would have found out earlier. We've been surrounding it for a long time." Yu Xia said sincerely as she looked at the three of them making a fuss.

"Brother Xia, you didn't know this when you were in our first year of high school. When we were in our first year, the teacher in the monitoring room was new and stared at that screen every day." He shook his head in a gesture of approval. "Why did it happen to be our class? The seniors all experienced the madness of not having surveillance, and yet we have to be monitored for three years."

Yu Xia couldn't help but think of junior high school. He almost did things to avoid surveillance every day, and he also had to take care of a classmate at that time.

"There's always some craziness in high school. Look at the seniors, they dare to play those little love songs in front of the school network." Xu An glanced out the window. It was a little dark now, and it was hard to tell whether it was daytime or morning, but a reflection was still very eye-catching.

“…”

"Those seniors are going crazy. It's definitely because Little Potato didn't supervise them properly."

Zhou Yanxu stood beside Liu Ning's desk, looking at the test paper and marking it, while at the same time he kept complaining about the "atrocities" of their grade director.

For a few seconds, Yu Xia, who had been nearsighted and had astigmatism for many years, felt a glare in the corner of his eye.

Very uncomfortable

Contact lens scratched?

I rubbed the corners of my eyes a few times, but there was no relief. It was almost time for the first evening self-study class to end, and those day students were just about to go home.

As the boy was thinking this, he deftly took out a box from the pocket of his schoolbag where he kept his water cup. Just as he was removing a contact lens from his right eye, there was a deafening clang from his back door.

"Zhou Yanxu! get out of class isn't over yet, why are you leaving your seat?!"

Potato's voice was so loud that Zhou Yanxu took a big step back and bumped into Yu Xia's desk behind him.

“……?”

Tudou was still outputting, arguing about whether Zhou Yanxu was talking to a girl or not.

After all, Zhou Yanxu was the class bully who had been demoted by the head teacher for more than a year, but in the end he was rewarded with a 3,500 yuan letter of apology.

"Hey...I really..."

Yu Xia ignored Zhou Yanxu's roar. He was now looking at the small piece of transparent fragment in his hand with heartache.

I was careless.

Xu An sat nearby and witnessed half of the entire process, his eyes slightly changing: "Broken...?"

"Um"

"Ah? What's broken? What is this, Brother Xia?" Zhou Yanxu was extremely interested in the transparent fragment in Yu Xia's hand, and even came over to touch it.

"Contact lenses."

"Oh...ah...shit?" The hand hanging in the air suddenly dared not move.

“It’s very expensive…”

"Not expensive," Yu Xia said honestly. It wasn't that expensive. He simply thought glasses looked ugly, so he wore them. However, when he wasn't in school or out, he wore framed glasses and monthly contact lenses.

"It's really not expensive." Seeing Zhou Yanxu's somewhat desperate look, he was quite speechless. "I was going to change it anyway. I'll change it someday."

"Brother, if you have any trouble, tell me later." The person next to him threw the remains of Contact Lens' body into the trash can as if he were presenting a treasure. "I will definitely kidnap Ang and ask Potato for compensation."

"Goodbye, forget it..."

His phone was still there, so he didn't really want to cause any trouble for the time being.

Xu An pinched the phone and pulled it down twice. After looking at the content on the screen for a while, he let out a breath.

He pulled his black schoolbag out of the drawer and slung it over his right shoulder. "Xiao Yu, it's time to go home."

"Okay, I'll clean up, wait for me."

////

Xu An took advantage of the chaos and touched Yu Xia's hair while she was getting on the bus.

"Xu An, if you keep moving your hands around, I'll have someone amputate your limbs sooner or later."

Xu An withdrew his hand somewhat reluctantly.

"Go sit in the back."

"Oh, got it."

Yu Xia was blown by the cold wind all the way.

When someone was chatting just now, he could deliberately not think about it, but as soon as he calmed down, he felt that all the things he had not thought about before came to his mind.

Still bothered...

What on earth was Xu An thinking...

The next morning, Yu Xia felt dizzy as she looked at the empty sink, a little hesitant to face reality.

he

Why

Last night

without

examine

At once

Fell asleep...

"Fuck..." Ren Ren went to the bedside table and grabbed his eyes and pressed them against his face.