Chapter 109 Sin and Forgiveness

Lin Jingchun looked so awkward standing on the roadside like a wooden stake that his father and mother, who had been notified by the secretary early on, stood upstairs and watched him vigilantly.

"That stupid girl, she only knows how to cause trouble for us." Father Gu frowned and cursed in a low voice, "What an ungrateful bastard, it's a waste to raise her like this."

The second son finally got this wife, and if she dared to let her husband cause trouble, he would make him pay for it.

"She hasn't been heard from for so many years, and she just happened to come back on the day of my second son's wedding. She must have planned to cause trouble." Mother Gu said angrily.

Father Gu said, "It's all our fault for being too kind to her. We let her run away. Otherwise, the second son wouldn't have waited until now to get married."

"It's only natural for her to get married and save up the dowry for the eldest and second sons, but after reading a few sentences, she becomes pretentious and complains about this and that. If I had known, I shouldn't have let her even go to junior high school."

Gu's mother echoed again and again: "What's the point of a girl reading so many books? I wonder which wild man will use them to buy them."

Gu Laoer stood beside his father and took a look. He was not at all moved by his parents' scolding. Seeing that Lin Jingchun just stood there and didn't come over, he felt relieved and turned to go downstairs.

As for Gu Nansheng? He no longer considered her a sister because she was so selfish.

Lin Jingchun came quietly and left quietly.

No one knew what he was here for. He was like a knight, coming with sadness and leaving with the breeze. The brave Gu Nansheng had completely jumped out of the feudal cage. All the filth and staleness should rot and stink where they belong until they die completely.

It was a day later when we returned to the capital.

Lin Jingchun contacted the cemetery and bought a piece of land for Gu Nan.

Even though he had chosen a larger cemetery, the place was still small and crowded. When the time came to put the person in there, they would sleep in darkness in this cramped little place.

After choosing a cemetery, Lin Jingchun began to reply to letters.

The profile picture of Gu Nan's Xi Que short video account has been changed to a black and white photo, and millions of fans are wailing and crying for her passing in the comment section.

Countless fans of Extinction mourned the loss of a brilliant and talented player. Looking at the nearly 100 million users, no one else could create miracles like her and increase the difficulty of the game of Extinction several times on her own.

Gu Nan's agent called and said, "The company's annual meeting list has been finalized. It's next month. She was supposed to go on stage to receive the award as the Rising Star of the Year. God is blind."

Baga Jiang, who has been connected with Gu Nan several times, also left a message in the comment section, and fans pushed her comment to the top of the list.

Baga-chan: "Old L, I'll take you there."

Yu Qianqian and Ding Xianjing, who were far away in Xincheng, sobbed over the phone and said in unison, "Let's go to the capital tomorrow and see Nansheng again."

There were also some people that Lin Jingchun was not familiar with who left many messages for Gu Nan.

The one who left the most messages was a person called "LLL's number one bootlicker, I don't need Rejoice".

It took Lin Jingchun a long time to read through the 999+ messages.

From the initial shock, to the subsequent collapse, and then to the final compromise, Lin Jingchun browsed through those incoherent words, as if he saw the same pain as his own.

He said, "Boss, wait for me, I'll take you there."

It took Lin Jingchun a whole day to reply to the message, informing them of the date and location of the funeral and memorial service.

He put down his phone and it was already dark.

The huge house was pitch black, with curtains fluttering in the cold wind, furniture of varying heights, and dark shadows looming like ghosts.

Lin Jingchun turned on the light and squinted his eyes, but the stimulation of the strong light caused physiological tears to flow from his eyes, flowing out of his bright red eyeballs, like tears of blood.

He pushed open the door of the e-sports room and saw Lin Jingzhe sitting in a large e-sports chair with his eyes closed. His thick black eyebrows and pale face made him look like a fragile porcelain doll.

Lin Jingzhe opened his eyes upon hearing the sound and gave him a weak smile, but that ugly arc was not really a smile. "Brother, I'll sit for a while."

This is Gu Nan’s e-sports room and Gu Nan’s e-sports chair.

Lin Jingzhe leaned against the table, looked up at the dazzling snow-white ceiling, and remained silent.

Even though he had already known what the unspoken words were from Cui Shao and Lin Jingzhe's reactions, he still found it difficult to connect Gu Nan and his brother with that kind of bond.

"elder brother."

Lin Jingchun slowly lowered his eyes.

Lin Jingzhe looked up at him, her eyes red and swollen from crying, full of bloodshot, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you did so much for me."

Lin Jingchun looked at him indifferently.

Lin Jingzhe was stared at by him with such an empty gaze that he could not express his guilt or explanation.

Lin Jingzhe knew that he was despicable. He was jealous of his lucky brother and jealous that he could have such a good brother like Gu Nan. He chased the flame like a moth, and wanted to possess her even if it meant he would be reduced to ashes.

But the fire was too short-lived and went out before he could rush over.

He let Lin Jingchun down and also let Gu Nan down.

Lin Jingzhe's eyelashes trembled, and his eyeballs rolled down. He was covered in sin and welcomed Lin Jingchun's judgment, "I killed my sister."

"My sister could have lived, but she died trying to save me."

"Brother, I'm sorry for you and my sister."

"I'm the one that's gonna die."

Lin Jingchun gripped the edge of the table tightly, the muscles on his cheek twitching, and his gaze staring at Lin Jingzhe became extremely sharp in a certain moment, as if a sharp blade was unsheathed, ready to tear the person in front of him into pieces.

This was the first time Lin Jingzhe saw Lin Jingchun like this. He thought he could finally vent his anger and that he could finally face the judgment to atone for his sins.

He looked at Lin Jingchun expectantly, even hoping that he could be a little more ruthless.

However, Lin Jingchun was neither angry nor hysterical. He continued speaking in that cold, steady, and mechanical tone, "Don't say these words again."

"I've already lost my sister, I can't lose you again."

After saying that, he turned and left without looking at Lin Jingzhe again.

Lin Jingzhe stared blankly at Lin Jingchun's overly stiff back. Something in his heart seemed to loosen suddenly. He burst into laughter, and huge tears rolled down, hitting the back of his cold hand heavily.

He laughed and cried at the same time, cried and laughed at the same time, and in the end it was hard to tell whether he was laughing or crying.

Lin Jingzhe lay back in the gaming chair, a sickly blush on his cheeks, gorgeous and lifeless. He chuckled and gradually curled up in the chair.

If a person who is full of sins does not receive the judgment he deserves, his sins will only become deeper.

Lin Jingchun seemed to have forgiven him, but was actually torturing him.

While torturing him, I am also torturing myself.

Then both of them became neither human nor ghost.