Chapter 338: Go on forever without fear of wind and rain

Xie Ziyu paused as he tried to put the gun back.

He stood up and walked out.

Since he's already such a wicked villain, let's just explore to the end.

He came to the study, gun in hand.

There are only two rooms that require combination locks, one is the master bedroom just mentioned, and the other is the study.

He entered the number on the card and the study door opened.

This is Jiannian’s study. It looks clean and tidy, without any unnecessary things.

There was only a letter on the table, which looked very strange.

Xie Ziyu took a deep breath and walked over.

Forget it, I won’t fight anymore, just wait and see.

He opened the envelope carefully.

It was the handwriting that had just been written on the card, but it was also a bit sloppy.

【My baby:

I'm sorry that I couldn't grow up with you. But my greatest luck is that I was able to give birth to you at the last moment of my life.

I used to believe that life and death are determined by fate, and I am not afraid of death. Your father has said many times that I am heartless and would leave him alone in this world.

I said to him: Everyone has to experience death. You are so outstanding, you will definitely meet someone better and better. I am not worried about you at all.

But when I found out that I had you - my child, I started to get scared.

I was afraid of death, I became greedy, I began to desire miracles.

I really can't bear to leave.

The best time in life is probably when I feel you growing up little by little in my belly.

You started to kick me and move around. You were a very naughty baby, and every time I ate or played with your dad, you would move around.

You are also a very sensible baby. Every time I have chemotherapy, you are the best behaved, never moving, and never causing me any trouble.

Every time I think of you in my belly, I don’t feel any pain at all. I don’t want to do those treatments at all, but I want you to be well.

When you were born, you didn't cry, which scared me. Later, the doctor spanked you, and then you cried.

The nurse held you in front of me, and I saw you, small, soft, and red, so magical.

At that moment, I suddenly realized that this was the person I loved the most, the person I was willing to give everything for.

Dad loves you too. I still remember the first time he saw you, his eyes were shining, and he said he wanted to be your best playmate. You see, you are our most precious baby.

How I wish I could watch you grow up, open your eyes, roll over, learn to speak, learn to walk, go to kindergarten, go to elementary school, fight with classmates, and fall in love with girls in the same class.

But I'm sorry, I have tried very hard, but there is nothing I can do.

So, mommy has prepared gifts for you until you are eighteen years old, so that you can feel that mommy has always loved you and has always been by your side. You are not your mother's baby, but mommy has become invisible and you cannot see her.

Suddenly I remembered that you will be an adult when you read this letter. Do you think I am childish for using this tone? Haha, actually, mom is a very cool person too!

The last word may be a little ugly, but mommy can’t write beautiful words anymore. Don’t laugh at mommy, or I will scare you in your dream.

You know, growing up is always painful. When you read this letter, you may have already realized this truth.

You will encounter a lot of pain and suffering. You will find that the world is completely different from what you thought. You will meet all kinds of people. Of course, you will also feel all kinds of beauty.

But mom knows that you will never give up, because you are my child, you have my blood in your bones, you will never admit defeat, and you will always stand up straight.

So, have you found your purpose, my child?

That gun is one I used to use. Now I give it to you. It will accompany you, and I will accompany you as well.

Never be afraid of wind and rain and keep going.

——Your mother who will always love you deeply】

Xie Ziyu read these words over and over again until his vision began to blur.

He took a deep breath, raised his head and closed his eyes.

He felt that he should put the gun back.

He is not the one who is deeply loved.

Naturally, he is not worthy of being protected by this gun.

No, there is writing on the back of this letter.

It was no longer the mother's handwriting, but the more casual handwriting that was originally placed on the note in the living room.

Jiannian wrote it on it.

It was still a string of numbers, but this time it didn't look like a simple password.

Xie Ziyu recognized it after taking a closer look. This was a typical number of the line and word, often used in undercover operations.

He tried to use the letter as a carrier and deciphered a string of letters.

In the study, the only thing that requires this string of letters to open is Jiannian's drawer.

Now that it has come to this, even if he is as despicable as he is, he might as well just take a look and take a thorough look.