Chapter 101

The heavy, rapid breathing in the room disturbed Xiao Peiyin's heart. She clenched her hands tightly together, feeling a mixture of emotions...

After Wang Chen was taken away by the police, Gu Cunxi stood there, her hands on the table trembling violently, and she could hardly support herself. Three glasses of white wine made her stomach ache, and her heart hurt even more.

Her mind was filled with Wang Chen's disgusting hands and Pei Yin's frightened look. When she thought of it, her heart felt like it was being eaten by insects.

The urge to hug her is almost uncontrollable

This was the second time she felt this scared. The first time was that night four years ago. All of a sudden, all the memories came flooding back. Her heart felt like someone was holding it in their hands and twisting it. The back of her head ached.

Everything about Xiao Peiyin...it turns out...no matter how long it's been, she'll always be reckless, like an instinct...

She wanted to admit defeat and didn't want to fight herself anymore...

"Cunxi..." Xiao Peiyin took a step forward and wanted to hug her, but after hesitating for a moment, she retreated. She didn't dare... She could only stand behind her and watch her like this.

Gu Cunxi turned around to look at her, his eyes red. "Xiao Peiyin, are you using your brain? What were you thinking about drinking alone with someone like Wang Chen?!"

The small box was filled with her low roar. Gu Cunxi took a gulp of the unopened ice water on the table, trying to calm his restless heart.

"I'm sorry..." Xiao Peiyin bit her lip tightly, her eyes misty. Seeing Gu Cunxi angry, she panicked and hurried forward, gently wrapping her arms around her: "I... I wanted to help you negotiate the project, it's my fault that I didn't do it well..."

"I don't need it!" Gu Cunxi's voice was hoarse, and he went for a walk with a feeling of fear. With red eyes, he murmured: "If... If I didn't see Fu Bowen, if I didn't arrive..."

"if…"

At the end of the conversation, her voice trembled violently, and the bottle in her hand squeaked. She didn't dare to say "if" anymore, and there must not be any "if"

"There's no if, you're here!" Xiao Peiyin patted her shoulders gently, trying to comfort her. He blamed her and clenched his hands, his nails digging into his palms. The tears he had been holding back for so long suddenly fell, and he choked out, "It's my fault for making you worry..."

"Hmm..."

Before he finished speaking, soft kisses landed on her lips, filling her body with the fragrance of wine and mint...

A pair of warm and powerful hands wrapped around her waist, gradually tightening. The force in front of her pushed her back a few steps and leaned against the wall. Xiao Peiyin suppressed a groan, supported her hands on the wall, and trembled slightly.

His slender arms held her body captive. Gu Cunxi lowered his head, closed his eyes, and plundered her wantonly, sometimes gentle, sometimes domineering, kissing and biting her lips, as if to vent his longing, wanting to rub her into his body.

Her lips stung from being bitten, Xiao Peiyin frowned slightly to endure the pain, her hands slid down from the wall and wrapped around Gu Cunxi's waist, she raised her head and responded to her

Gu Cunxi paused for a moment

Unlike her domineering attitude, Xiao Peiyin's kiss was very gentle, soft and gentle, as if to comfort her. Gu Cunxi's movements also became much gentler. She licked the corner of her lips that she had just bitten, sucked it, and kissed down again. The neck was filled with her unique flavor, which was intoxicating.

There was a tingling sensation on her neck, like an electric current running through her. Xiao Peiyin's body collapsed in the warm embrace, letting her pick it. She couldn't help but hum softly, her heart beating like a drum.

In the closed box, they clung to each other, breathing anxiously...

Gu Cunxi couldn't think, and rationality didn't matter. His fingertips, carrying the warmth of her body, brushed against her soft spot.

"Cunxi..." Xiao Peiyin called out softly with a hoarse voice: "Don't... don't do it here"

The hands that were wandering wantonly on her body stopped instantly, and her rationality that was on the edge returned to the main body. Gu Cunxi buried his cheek in the crook of her neck, greedily sniffing her scent, and whispered: "Let me... hold you for a while"

The box was completely silent, with only the sound of their rapid breathing intertwined. Xiao Peiyin leaned obediently into her arms, resting his chin on her shoulder and chuckling softly. A sea of ​​flowers blossomed in his heart, and his heart seemed to be jumping out of his chest with joy...

Before Gu Cunxi could fully appreciate this long-lost hug, there was an untimely knock on the door...

Xiao Peiyin reached out to push, but was hugged even tighter.

Just like that, with Gu Cunxi's response, the waiter opened the door.

The waiter's eyes lead him to the front. When he saw the scene in the box, his steps stopped for a moment: "Hello... Hello..."

Xiao Peiyin was pressed against the wall by Gu Cunxi, unable to move. She had no choice but to turn her head away so that the people at the door wouldn't see her clearly. Her face flushed.

"What's the matter?" Gu Cunxi turned his head and asked lightly, his fingers lightly stroking Pei Yin's waist intentionally or unintentionally.

"Um...just now a gentleman here wanted another bottle of wine...do you need any more?" The waiter raised the bottle in his hand, lowered his eyes, not daring to look, and stole a few glances. This scene was too embarrassing, and there were two beautiful women...

"Back off!" Gu Cunxi responded harshly, a hint of displeasure flashing across his eyes, but he regained his composure the moment he looked at Xiao Peiyin.

After the waiter left, everything returned to calm. Xiao Peiyin lowered her eyes and did not dare to look at the person in front of her.

A strand of hair blocked her cheek. Gu Cunxi raised his hand and gently tucked it behind her ear. His fingertips lightly brushed the earlobe and slid down to her face. He looked at her and said, "I'm sorry. I was impatient just now. I... was just afraid that I would be late. I was angry with myself."

Xiao Peiyin turned around and shook her head: "You came just in time, when I needed you most."

A pair of watery eyes that could not hide their pain met Gu Cunxi's eyes. She leaned over and kissed her eyes gently, with salty tears on the corners of her lips.

They looked at each other, taking in each other's faces, as if filling in the blanks of four years. From eyebrows to noses, to lips, they tried to see if time had left any marks on their faces, if there were any more wrinkles, and if they had lost weight...

…

When they came out of the hotel, it started to drizzle outside. The autumn wind made people feel chilly. Gu Cunxi took off his coat and put it on her shoulders. Xiao Peiyin was afraid that she would catch a cold, so she took off her coat and asked her to put it on: "I'm not cold, you will catch a cold."

"I'm hot..." Gu Cunxi leaned over and couldn't help but rubbed her ear.

Her cheeks felt a little hot, and Xiao Peiyin lowered her head and smiled.

The two of them held hands, crossed the road, and got into the car. Because they were both drunk, they had to call a designated driver.

Everything tonight seemed unreal like a dream. Xiao Peiyin pursed her lips and sat quietly aside, glancing at the person next to her from time to time. She bit her lip.

It hurts a bit, it's not a dream

The two of them didn't speak again during the whole journey. Worried that Pei Yin would get carsick, Gu Cunxi opened the car window a little, turned his head and looked at the person next to him. He seemed to be asleep, with his eyes tightly closed, leaning against the car window, his long eyelashes trembling slightly.

"Drive slower." Gu Cunxi looked at the person in front, lowered his voice, put his arms around Xiao Peiyin, gently let her lean against him, lowered his head and kissed the top of her head, with an unfading smile on his lips.

It turns out that those hurtful words, those insults and contempt could not alleviate the pain at all. What really calmed her heart was her presence.

Nanxi Garden is Xiao Peiyin's current residence

The car stopped downstairs. Gu Cunxi called her gently and helped her out of the car. The aftereffects of the liquor made her face flushed.

"We're here, let's go home and sleep." Gu Cunxi tilted his head and kissed her forehead.

The elevator stopped at the ninth floor

"Pei Yin, what's the password?"

The person in her arms whimpered, closed her eyes, curled her lips, and a tear slid down the corner of her eye: "It was... the day you left..."

"On June 3rd, you...left. Cheng Sheng...told me later." Xiao Peiyin murmured with sobs, rubbing her cheek against Gu Cunxi's shoulder.

My heart tightened

Gu Cunxi covered his chest, feeling the pain of his life

She trembled as she entered the password and opened the door

The furniture, decoration, and displays that came into view were almost identical to their previous house! Only this one was a little bigger...

A warm feeling in the eyes

Gu Cunxi propped herself up, looked down at the person in her arms, bent down, passed her right hand through her legs, and picked her up horizontally: "Hold me," she said to the person in her arms in an extremely gentle tone. Xiao Peiyin closed her eyes and hummed, then obediently raised her hands and wrapped them around Gu Cunxi's neck.

The bedroom, decorated in warm tones, paired with beige furniture and white curtains, is simple and elegant. A stuffed rabbit sits in the middle of the bed, the same one from four years ago...

Everything here is so familiar that it makes her heart ache.

Gu Cunxi gently put the person down, helped her lie down, and pulled the quilt over her.

The doll placed next to the bed catches the eye

It was the doll in the crystal ball, but it was broken for some reason. She took it in her hand and touched the cheeks of the two women with her fingertips.

"Why did you leave me all these years?" Gu Cunxi put down the doll, raised his hand and scratched Xiao Peiyin's nose lovingly, whispering, his eyes full of pity.

She sat by the bed for a while, watching the person in front of her breathing evenly. The pair of red lips made her heart lustful. Four years of separation, longing, and pain were not enough for thousands of kisses.

Just kiss again

Gu Cunxi curled the corners of his mouth, supported his hands on her sides, leaned forward slightly, and slowly moved closer. She raised her chin, tilted her head a little, and kissed him with her eyes closed.

Soft touch, with a little coolness

Falling in love seemed to make her desire insatiable. Gu Cunxi was not satisfied with this. The closer she got, the more she wanted. She opened her lips and deepened the kiss.

The person under her moved, put one hand around her neck, and pressed her down hard.

The sudden force made her lose her footing instantly, and her body was completely pressed against Pei Yin's.

"Pei Yin..."

She stopped kissing and called out

Before she finished speaking, the man under her looked at her with drunken eyes, raised his head and kissed her actively.

The bedroom was filled with the smell of alcohol and ambiguity. Gu Cunxi didn't know where his rationality had gone. He relaxed his body and responded. He unbuttoned the front button of his suit with one hand, took it off, and threw it aside.

Get under the quilt

The bedroom was filled with a dim warm color. Under the light, a figure was twisting. The shirt was taken off at some point. Xiao Peiyin raised her hand and brushed it on Gu Cunxi's shoulder, gently pulling off the thin black belt. Her face flushed slightly.

The burning warmth on his neck and shoulders made Gu Cunxi stunned for a moment.

Noticing that something was wrong with her, Xiao Peiyin opened his eyes and asked nervously, "Cunxi, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I... my stomach isn't feeling well," Gu Cunxi responded with a choked sob, her throat moving as if she was holding something back. She stepped back and put on the shirt beside her, her eyes dodging, not daring to look at the person on the bed.

"Does it hurt a lot? Why didn't you tell me just now? I have some stomach medicine at home. I'll get it for you." Xiao Peiyin looked nervous and was about to sit up with his drowsy body.

"No need..." Gu Cunxi waved his hand and said, "It will be ready in a moment. You drank some wine. I will... make you some honey water."

After saying that, he left in a hurry without looking back, like he was escaping.

After leaving the bedroom, Gu Cunxi hid in the bathroom, and the moment he closed the door, he covered his mouth and cried bitterly...

[She volunteered]

That nightmare-like voice, those words, and that photo were the deepest thorns that Chen Feng had planted in her heart. She had tried to pull them out, but she couldn't, nor could she ignore them. Whenever she thought of that hand brushing against Chen Feng's shoulder, she was going crazy...

The bathroom was dark, Gu Cunxi bit the back of his hand tightly, not making a sound

There was a knock on the door, and Gu Cunxi covered his mouth and said nothing.

"Cunxi, are you okay? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Xiao Peiyin stood at the door, her tone full of worry.

A figure was reflected on the glass door of the bathroom, lingering by the door, pacing back and forth. Gu Cunxi looked at the door, cleared his throat, and said calmly, "I'm fine..."

She walked to the pool, filled it with water, and buried her face in it until she was almost suffocated. She raised her head and straightened her messy shirt collar in front of the mirror. Her face was pale. She took a deep breath and calmed herself down before opening the door and walking out.

The moment I opened the door, I saw her beautiful face, but her brows were furrowed. In her hand was a box of unopened stomach medicine.

"Did you vomit? Are you feeling better? Take the medicine first, I'll go get you some hot water." Xiao Peiyin patted her back gently and tidied up her hair.

"It's okay, don't worry." Gu Cunxi forced a smile, raised his head and rubbed her long hair: "I'll boil the water, you go lie down." Gu Cunxi pushed her to the bedroom and stood by the door: "Be obedient."

"Then... I'll wait for you together." Xiao Peiyin looked at her, his eyes darkening.

"Well, I'll go first."

Xiao Peiyin did not immediately enter the bedroom. She held the door handle tightly and looked at Gu Cunxi's back with a complicated expression.

She actually felt...

Although they had been separated for four years, she could still understand the look in her eyes. She saw the hidden pain and the evasive gaze, and she knew it all.

She still cares after all...

The bedroom door was gently closed. Xiao Peiyin sat on the ground leaning against the wall, curled up with her legs bent, hugged herself tightly, and tears kept flowing out.

There's only a wall between us...

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