The year she loved Fu Jinzhou the most, Fu Jinzhou and his son, for the sake of his "white moonlight," personally sent her to prison.
Sang Ruo suffered greatly in prison, only to rece...
Chapter 761 There's No Way to Keep This Child
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan realized he had been too happy and quickly put her down, apologizing profusely, "I'm sorry, Xiao Ruo, I was just too happy and got a little carried away..."
Are you alright?
“It’s alright.” Sang Ruo shook her head, but still decided to tell him her worries: “Ayan, I don’t think we can keep this child yet.”
Although it sounds cruel, all the medications she was taking were contraindicated for pregnant women and would inevitably harm the baby, so she felt it was better to tell him this heartbreaking truth.
After all, a short, sharp pain is worse than a long, drawn-out one.
Can't we accept it?
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan's joy vanished instantly, replaced by disbelief: "Why can't we have it? We're both healthy, and it's been a long time since we had this child. It's our first child, so why can't we keep it?"
She knew in her heart how much he longed for them to have a child of their own.
Now that her wish is about to come true, why does she want to shatter it with her own hands?
“As you know, my health has always been poor. I almost died when I gave birth to Xiaokang.” Sang Ruo knew it wasn’t his fault, but it was her current physical condition: “Now I’ve been in a car accident and have been taking medication to treat brain nerve damage…”
"Do you know that these medications are far beyond what pregnant women and children can tolerate? And they can harm the child. Do you want our child to be born with disabilities or be unhealthy?"
Everyone hopes their child will be healthy and safe, but some facts are hard to erase.
Especially when her body is still recovering and has not fully recovered, having a child is a very risky thing.
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan felt a sudden pang of pain in his heart, as if something had shattered it. He said in disbelief, "So, this child... we can't keep it? We're destined to have to abort it, right?"
I was somewhat prepared before marrying her, but why was it so heartbreaking when the day actually came?
“I can’t say for sure. Only a hospital examination can tell us the specifics.” Sang Ruo was making a judgment based on the medication she usually took: “If the hospital’s test results show that we can’t keep this child, then we really will have to abort it.”
She wanted the child too, but the timing was really bad.
Just when she was recuperating and recovering, a child suddenly came into the world...
What could she do?
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan immediately grabbed her and said, "Come on, I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup right now to see if we can keep the baby. If we can't, then we'll hurry up and get rid of it so that the baby doesn't affect your health."
My mother's health is the most important thing; nothing is more important than her health right now.
"Ayan, aren't you angry or sad?" Sang Ruo followed behind him, staring blankly at his back, lost in thought. "You don't blame me at all?"
Why did he look so calm? Calm as a stagnant pool, no longer able to stir up a ripple or wave.
Even she needs time to accept this heartbreaking reality, so how come he seems so calm and collected?
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan suddenly stopped in his tracks, turned around to look at her, and smiled faintly: "None of this is your fault, why should I blame you? Besides, these factors are all brought about by external forces, not your own problems."
What could he possibly blame her for?
Is it her fault for almost losing her life giving birth to Bo Jinzhou's child? Or is it her fault for the fact that she still needs to recover from the car accident?
The former happened before he met him, and he could neither interfere nor restrain it; he could only offer full understanding and respect.
The latter was caused by Wen Qingyi, due to his inadequate protection. He should reflect on himself, so how can he blame her? Who can blame the victim for being blind after a car accident?
These were his mistakes, and he should take responsibility and acknowledge them.
“Ayan…” Sang Ruo’s eyes welled up with tears: “Thank you for understanding me.”
She thought he would blame her for this; at least the problem with the child was her fault. She had even prepared herself for his anger, but he said he didn't blame her at all...
Why didn't she meet him sooner? That way she could have given him the best part of her life.
It wouldn't be so unfair to him.
Bo Jinyan smiled faintly: "Alright, stop crying. If you're pregnant, you should go to the hospital for a checkup first, see what the doctor says, and then we can make a decision."
It's not too late to make a decision until then.
So, Bo Jinyan took Sang Ruo to the best obstetrics and gynecology hospital in the capital, the Third Hospital of Beijing.
He led Sang Ruo to the gynecologist's office, and it was her turn in less than ten minutes.
"So fast?" Sang Ruo hadn't even been sitting down for five minutes, and the chair wasn't even warm yet. "Aren't specialist appointments usually at least an hour long?"
Sometimes when there are a lot of people, you can have to wait for two hours, and you can't leave.
That's why she doesn't like coming to the hospital.
We simply can't wait any longer.
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan patted her slender waist: "Alright, stop talking and go quickly."
After Sang Ruo went in, the doctor asked her a few simple questions, then gave her a bunch of test forms and handed them to her: "Go get the tests done first, and we'll talk about everything after the results come out."
So, after Sang Ruo came out with the form, she first went to have her blood drawn, then had an ultrasound, and went to almost the entire hospital. It wasn't until two hours later that she gave the doctor the test results.
The doctor flipped through her test results one by one, frowning as he said, "Your fetus has a congenital developmental abnormality. There is a chance that the baby will be born with intellectual disabilities, also known as Down syndrome. If you want to keep this child, you need to think it through carefully."
idiocy?
"So what are the chances of Down syndrome?" Sang Ruo wanted to know for sure: "Is it absolutely impossible to have the baby?"
The doctor adjusted his glasses: "About 80%, so you need to think carefully about whether you want this child or not. If you do, it's best to have an abortion as soon as possible. Don't delay, because the longer you delay, the greater the harm to the mother."
"Didn't you know that you can't conceive while taking medication? If you do, the child will most likely have Down syndrome, and you'll be the one who suffers."
The doctor also felt sorry for her, as her constitution made it difficult for her to conceive, and the child she did conceive was mentally challenged.
It would be hard for anyone to accept.