Chapter 55 I Will Never Forget You

Wen Siru turned around and said coldly, "Don't ask questions you shouldn't ask."

Zhao Junran came over, his eyes full of heartache: "Brother Ru, you have changed so much in the past few months, I almost didn't recognize you. You are really too deep in it. It was just at the beginning..."

Wen Si Ru ignored him and walked towards his room silently.

Zhao Junran stuck to him like a dog-skin plaster and advised, "Actually, I don't think you need to give up the forest for a tree."

Wen Siru suddenly stopped and glanced sideways: "If your mouth can't speak, just sew it up with a needle."

Zhao Junran swallowed his saliva. He knew that others said this as a joke, but Wen Si Ru was different. He was really afraid that Wen Si Ru would take out a needle and sew up his mouth in the next second.

Zhao Junran stood there in a daze, watching Wen Siru walk into the room, then stood there and let out a long sigh.

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Electroconvulsive therapy requires not drinking water or eating for twelve hours, so Wen Siru slept in his own room until the next morning before undergoing MECT.

While waiting outside the MECT, he opened WeChat and typed a lot of words in Ren Yizi's chat box, but then deleted them all and replied, "Okay, wait for me to come back in a few days, and we'll shoot together."

Wen Siru quit WeChat, opened Weibo, and left a message under every post by Ren Yizi. Every message read, "I love you."

The nurse came out of the MECT room and called his name. Wen Si Ru stood up and walked into the MECT room.

He calmly lay down on the bed and closed his eyes, but his brain was boiling uncontrollably, and clear images and sounds appeared:

"What's wrong? You want to smoke?"

"...Mathematics is something only gods can understand. God, you know that? That's right, Ruzi, you are a god!"

"But fighting is never a good thing. Ruzi, you must not learn bad habits and start a fight. Just remember that I will always protect you."

The nurse began to apply cold medicine on Wen Si Ru's forehead and spread it slowly. The medicine gave off a pungent smell.

"...How come it's none of my business? Wen Siru is my roommate...I have to protect him!"

"Do you know how worried I am about you?"

"Actually, I like you too, darling. When I heard that you had someone you liked, I was more nervous than anyone else. I really like you so much."

The nurse placed the metal disc on Wen Siru's temples and carefully adjusted the position.

"So, are we in a relationship now?"

"I want to marry you too..."

"You must be happy and blessed forever... I want to give you a hundred full blessing characters. Actually, I want to give you an infinite number of blessing characters..."

The nurse brought an oxygen concentrator and put an oxygen mask on Wen Si Ru.

"I fucking like you so much. I like you so much, so much."

"Our family heirloom can only be given to the one I love most...I am now giving this white jade Buddha to you. Wear it carefully. It can ward off disasters and evil spirits and bring peace."

The nurse took the anesthetic and gave Wen Siru an injection in his arm.

"Wen Siru is my boyfriend, the love of my life. Although we won't have children, life is short, so I don't want to have any regrets. I just want to spend the rest of my life with him."

"I originally wanted to wear a suit, but I changed my mind at the last minute. It would be best to wear clothes that are most suitable for our age. It would make us look better and make a better impression in front of your mother."

"Hubby, it hurts so much..."

The voice in his head gradually became quieter, and Wen Siru closed his eyes.

......

It was as cold as falling into an ice cellar, or as cold as being soaked in a thousand-year-old cold pond. Wen Siru had no intention of moving at all, allowing the cold air to penetrate every cell of his body and make him fall to the deepest part.

Suddenly, the young man's firm and powerful voice came, striking the deepest part of his heart.

"Ruzi."

"I love you."

In an instant, Wen Si Ru's entire limbs and internal organs began to warm up, just like a drowning person who was finally rescued. He surfaced and took a deep breath of fresh air.

He opened his eyes slightly, the bright light shining in, and then closed them again. The images began to appear more and more clearly in his mind, and the voices from far away began to come closer:

"Honey, I'm asking you a question."

"Good boy, don't think about the unhappy things in the past anymore. You have me now and in the future. I will always be here for you."

Wen Siru knew this would be the result, and a barely perceptible smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

Even if I have MECT, I will never forget you.

So, I love you too, forever.

Fei Yin and Zhao Junran were both waiting for Wen Siru at the door of the MECT room, looking inside the department.

When Zhao Junran saw someone coming out, he quickly asked Wen Siru, "How is it? Brother Ru, do you still remember me?"

Wen Siru looked at him as if he were an idiot, but said to Fei Yin calmly, "The equipment in your hospital is not good. It's really lame."

Fei Yin quickly retorted, his face filled with disbelief, "How is that possible? Our hospital's MECT is world-class and at the forefront of the world. Otherwise, why would the cost of a MECT in our hospital be more expensive than in other hospitals?"

"Anyway, I haven't forgotten anything. In fact, I remember it even more clearly." Wen Siru had a strange and twisted smile on his extremely handsome face, but his voice was as gentle as a gentle breeze. "In that case, I have to thank your hospital for its equipment."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked away.

In the endless corridor, there were only Wen Siru's back and his shadow, looking very lonely and arrogant.

Zhao Junran chased after him and asked Wen Siru: "Brother Ru, what should we do? We talked about it before..."

"I stopped thinking about this a long time ago, so don't ask me about it again." Wen Siru's expression was not very good, his eyes were indifferent, and no one knew what he was thinking.

Fei Yin looked at Wen Siru's back and felt his scalp tingling. Generally speaking, once a patient has undergone MECT, he will forget what happened in the past few months. Some people will even forget their own names and how old they are.

Although MECT only causes temporary amnesia and people will remember everything after a few months, they will feel powerless, numb and scared right after the procedure.

There are cases like Wen Si Ru who does not suffer from amnesia, but they are extremely rare and can be almost ignored.

Fei Yin only vaguely remembered that there was a patient who had undergone MECT but to no avail. That person had an extraordinary IQ and later became a doctor. Rumor had it that he secretly tortured his patients to the point where they were worse than death. Later, his condition was exposed and he went in for tea and never came out again.

Those who have done MECT to no avail are, without exception, extremely paranoid people. They can never forget the things that have made a deep impression on them. Instead, the impression becomes even more profound, almost engraved into their brains. Even if they forget their own names, they will not forget the things they want to remember.

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Ren Yizi is really unlucky today, his Mercury is in retrograde.

When he ran to eat after class in the afternoon, he tripped over his shoelaces and broke his skin on the track. He went to the school clinic to apply medicine, but the school doctor accidentally knocked over the iodine and it spilled all over him.

He angrily put his dirty school uniform into the washing machine, forgetting to take out the tissue in his trouser pocket, so that the uniform was covered with paper scraps. It took him a long time to wipe it clean. Then he went to the cafeteria to eat, but it was too late and there were only leftovers and cold rice. He ordered a takeaway, which was taken away by a stray dog ​​outside the school.

Ren Yizi climbed over the wall and chased the dog. His anger soared and he cursed the dog's family along the way, and passers-by looked at him sideways.

I ran all the way to the snack street next to the school, picked a noodle shop at random, ordered a bowl of clam noodles and started eating it there.

He took out his cell phone and looked at the pinned WeChat message. Wen Siru hadn't sent any new messages in the past few days, and he didn't know what he was busy with.

To be honest, he missed Wen Si Ru so much that he tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep, feeling as if his body temperature still remained.

Once a person gets used to being inseparable from another person, he will unconsciously become dependent on him.

Ren Yizi sighed, put down his phone, and started to concentrate on eating noodles.

At this time, a tall and thin boy walked into the store, walked straight to Ren Yizi's seat, stood opposite his table, looked down at him with unfriendly eyes, and blocked the light in front of his eyes with his whole body.

Ren Yizi couldn't stop chewing. He couldn't ignore the man in front of him. He raised his eyes slowly and asked, "What's going on?"

The man glanced down at Ren Yizi's phone screen, sneered, and said, "Don't be nervous. Do you still remember me?"

Ren Yizi hated others looking at his phone screen. No matter what the content was, he would quietly turn off the screen and look at the person. He felt that he looked a little familiar, as if he had seen him somewhere.

Zhao Junran looks very ordinary, the kind of person who would be instantly drowned out if thrown into a crowd. Ren Yizi really couldn't remember who he was.

Zhao Junran saw that Ren Yizi hadn't thought of him, so he introduced himself quickly: "We met last time at the hospital. My name is Zhao Junran."

He pulled out a chair without any awkwardness and sat down across from Ren Yizi. He turned around and ordered a bowl of rice noodles from the shop owner: "Boss, one bowl of beef noodles."

The boss responded: "Okay."

Ren Yizi looked at Zhao Junran, and combined with his words, he began to have some impression.

When he had a stomachache and was hospitalized, Wen Si Ru was taking care of him. From time to time, two people would appear behind Wen Si Ru, looking at him subtly, keeping a distance from him. No one knew their names.

"Oh, I have some impression." He said lightly. His first impression of Zhao Junran was okay. He thought he was a friend of Wen Siru. But today, Zhao Junran's behavior made him feel a little uncomfortable. He still asked, "Are you a friend of Wen Siru?"

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Why haven’t I written what I want to write yet? Well, this chapter is the calm before the storm, and the next chapter will be the beginning of things, hehe.