She doesn't seem to hate rainy days as much anymore

Chen Xing's eyes were fixed on Wen Yu's face, which was wet with rain. She wiped the water stains on his face bit by bit with her sleeves, as if a piece of exquisitely carved jade appeared before her eyes, as beautiful as a lotus emerging from water.

Wen Yu's half-open mouth suddenly fell silent. He didn't want any noisy sounds to disturb them. In a trance, there were only him and Chen Xing in this world.

Chen Xing helped him wipe his cheeks, but Wen Yu could only see Chen Xing in his eyes.

At this moment, at this instant, the world seemed to stand still. In front of their eyes was each other's clear faces, and in their ears was the "thump, thump, thump" sound of their heartbeats that gradually lost their rhythm. It was hard to tell whose heartbeat was disrupted first.

If the sudden barking of a dog hadn't interrupted them, perhaps they would have been immersed in this wonderful moment for a long, long time...

A pedestrian who was in a hurry to go home with his pet dog accidentally loosened the dog's leash. The puppy ran around wildly in the rain, barking because it probably liked the rain.

Chen Xing and Wen Yu looked at each other, both of them were stunned for a few seconds, and then they curled their lips at the same time. It was their tacit understanding.

Wen Yu said, "Let's go back quickly while the rain isn't too heavy."

Chen Xing nodded and responded, "Yeah."

Wen Yu handed the umbrella to Chen Xing and said, "You hold the umbrella and I'll carry you."

Chen Xing looked at the umbrella in his hand and said, "We can also hold an umbrella together."

Wen Yu raised his eyebrows, raised the corners of his mouth, and repeated: "Let me carry you on my back."

The same words, the same meaning, were all spoken by Wen Yu, but this time with a hint of tenderness, which made Chen Xing unable to refuse.

Before Chen Xing could react, Wen Yu bent down in front of her and motioned for her to lie on his back.

Chen Xing looked at Wen Yu's back which was wet by the rain. She felt even more distressed because he got wet in the rain because of her.

Wen Yu carried Chen Xing on his back, and Chen Xing held an umbrella. They were walking on the way back, and the umbrella just covered them.

Wen Yu's steps were steady, neither fast nor slow. Chen Xing felt safe and put one arm around Wen Yu's neck, wanting to give him more warmth.

After walking for a long time, Wen Yu suddenly said, "Chen Xing, I'm very happy to be with you today."

Chen Xing thought that Wen Yu just wanted to express his feelings suddenly and did not take it to heart.

Chen Xing said: "I am very happy too, even though it is raining. It seems that as long as you are here, I won't think about anything else."

When it started to rain, Chen Xing looked up at the sky, and those painful memories kept flashing before her eyes and in her mind. Although it had been a long time since then, she was still afraid of rainy days because she had not completely forgotten the feeling of despair that night.

But when she was feeling depressed, Wen Yu appeared. He ran out of the rain with an umbrella, like her savior, pulling her out of the haze and illuminating her dark world.

She doesn't seem to hate rainy days as much anymore.

When Wen Yu heard Chen Xing's words with laughter, he smiled slightly, but there were stars twinkling in his eyes.

Wen Yu said, "Chen Xing, from now on...even when I'm not by your side, you should always be happy, okay?"

Wen Yu hadn't intended to tell Chen Xing this so early, but when he came out of the convenience store after buying an umbrella, if someone hadn't pulled him from behind, he would have fallen because of a leg nerve spasm.

Fortunately, someone helped him up and he did not fall. Although his leg nerves soon returned to normal, he knew in his heart that this was an omen, a reminder, and a warning.

Wen Yu realized that he didn't have much time left with Chen Xing. He never thought he needed anyone's help before, but at that moment he realized that when people are sick, they will become very fragile and even unable to walk.

Wen Yu, who had never been afraid of anything, suddenly became very afraid that he would be unable to move his limbs in the future and would lie in bed needing someone to feed him. He himself could not bear it, and Chen Xing would be even more scared when he saw it.

Wen Yu's eyes suddenly turned red. He thought he could still say goodbye to Chen Xing slowly, but every change in his body was like an alarm, constantly telling him that he didn't have much time left to be normal.

"Wen Yu, why are you suddenly so sentimental? Are you thinking of something unhappy?"

When Wen Yu heard Chen Xing's words, his nose felt sore. He wondered if he would have the strength to carry Chen Xing on his back next time.

Wen Yu cleared his throat and said, "No, I just hope you can always be happy... happy."

Even if he is not by her side in the future.

"Who made you look so beautiful when you smile?"

Chen Xing listened to Wen Yu's words. She did not notice the change in Wen Yu's emotions. She thought it was just a simple chat. She didn't know whether he was saying goodbye to her, or was saying goodbye continuously. Until the moment he was waiting for death to come, he was thinking about her and wondering if he had said less.

Chen Xing said, "Wen Yu, I've noticed that you've been talking more and more strangely lately. You're not like the way you were when I first met you."

Wen Yu blinked and a tear fell from the corner of his eye. Fortunately, it was a rainy day, and he had many reasons to explain.

Wen Yu's nasal tone became heavier, but due to the sound of rain, Chen Xing couldn't hear it.

"So what was I like when you first met me?"

Chen Xing carefully recalled everything about her and Wen Yu, from the moment she knew him.

Chen Xing said: "When I was in the first year of high school, I first heard your name, and it appeared together with your sister."

"That was probably when I was the most rebellious. Because of my sister's halo, I always heard people say I was just a foil."

"Even though Chen Yue and I look exactly the same, she's the flower and I'm the green leaf, I feel really uncomfortable, but I don't have the courage to refute, so..."

Wen Yu interrupted Chen Xing and said, "So every time you see me, you stay away from me as if I were the plague."

Wen Yu clearly remembered the joy he felt when he saw Chen Xing at Xinghai No. 1 Middle School, as if God had given him another chance to get close to her.

Little did I know that it was an opportunity that ended before it even began. It would not be perfect. I made up for one regret but left behind a bigger regret.

Chen Xing smiled sheepishly and said, "So you still remember? I thought you didn't care about a small character like me at all."

Wen Yu really wanted to be angry but he couldn't, so he could only smile helplessly, "How could I not remember being disliked by you for no reason?"

Wen Yu met Chen Xing again in his first year of high school and thought it would be a beautiful beginning for them, but ended up being hated by Chen Xing for two years.

He was really sad for a long time at that time. The courage he had finally mustered was hit again and again, making him feel inferior. He didn't dare to talk to her, and even in the end he hid and didn't appear in front of her because he was afraid that she would hate him even more if she saw him.

"At that time, I didn't even know when I offended you. You avoided me in the corridor, you ran away when you saw me when I was fetching water, you glared at me while we were playing games in physical education class, and... "

If Wen Yu kept talking, he could talk for seven days and seven nights about all the grievances he had suffered in those two years.

If Chen Xing had not been late for the opening ceremony of the first semester of senior year, Wen Yu might not have found the opportunity to stand next to her and get closer to her.

Fortunately, he seized the opportunity that time, said the first words to her, and gradually opened her heart. But why, why does fate always play tricks on people, making him go from sadness to despair.

Chen Xing said, "Why are you so vindictive? I'm not as extreme as you say. How can I possibly have so much to say?"

Chen Xing now thinks to herself that she hadn't met Wen Yu many times at that time. After all, they were in different classes, so how could she have lost count?

She could still remember some of them, after all, most of them were fanned by Zhou Xiang and Xia Meimei, which made her very unhappy and made her dislike Wen Yu.

Wen Yu really wanted to tell Chen Xing that he was not holding a grudge, but he remembered everything about her very clearly, whether good or bad, and he didn't want to miss it, even though it made him sad every time he thought about it.

Wen Yu said: "Then tell me, why did you hate me at that time?"

Chen Xing didn't want to answer because she felt that her behavior at that time was too childish and she really didn't want to recall it.

But Wen Yu wanted to know, so she finally told him.

"It's not that I hate you, it's just... you know, many of the girls in our class adore you. On the first day of high school, they kept deifying you and your sister."

"My sister and I were born with the same birth order, but our fates are so different. The difference is enormous. I'm so self-conscious and timid that I don't dare to argue. I can only suffer in silence."

"So I think you and my sister are the chosen ones of heaven, and I will never be able to compare to them in my life. I feel very unbalanced. Maybe I'm jealous of my sister. I think you are the same as her, a height I can't reach. If I stay away from you, I will feel more comfortable and can live in my own little world."

When Chen Xing was in junior high school, she didn't have those people who were always praised and deified around her. Maybe it was because her junior high school was too mediocre. There were students with good grades, good looks and good family backgrounds, but there was no one like Wen Yu, so she was very happy at that time.

However, since entering high school, Gao Yamei put a lot of pressure on her because she knew that the college entrance examination was coming soon. Coupled with the comparison with Chen Yue, Chen Xing did not like that kind of high school life at all, and suddenly felt a huge gap in her heart.

There was also the gossip from Zhou Xiang and Xia Meimei, which almost suffocated Chen Xing, but she didn't have the courage to resist. In the end, it all turned into complaints. She had never met Wen Yu, so she thought he would be an arrogant and unattainable person, so staying away from him was her way of making herself feel more relaxed.

As long as she can't see Wen Yu and can't hear anything about Wen Yu, she can live forever in her own little world and be the green leaf without flowers.

Wen Yu understood. It was he who made Chen Xing spend two years of unhappy high school life. If he could put aside his pride and take the initiative to find Chen Xing, would they have been able to spend two more years together?

If it is just if after all, the past time cannot be returned and can only be used for nostalgia.