Chapter 137: He Wants to Go Back to Hong Kong

Chapter 137: He Wants to Go Back to Hong Kong

Amnesia is a very bizarre experience.

In that instant when a flood of memories rushed back to my mind, everything from the past flashed before my eyes like scenes from a movie playing in fast-forward.

This also allowed Wen Jin to see, for the first time, the years she liked Fu Yanjing from the perspective of an outsider.

He appeared when she was powerless and shrouded in darkness, like the sun in her world.

Wen Jin also willingly ran towards him.

That's wishful thinking.

No one feels sad because they can't get the sun.

so--

"Actually, I never blamed Fu Yanjing before. When I couldn't have him, I just wallowed in self-pity."

“In the past, I always felt that liking someone was a one-sided thing. Fu Yanjing was like a ray of light that illuminated me in the past, and it was my own decision to follow that light.”

Wen Jin's clear, sharp voice was just like the desolate, chilly autumn rain.

"But now I suddenly understand that love cannot be measured by gratitude. During those three years, as his girlfriend, he didn't love me properly, didn't look at me properly, and didn't even respect me. He was an absolute bastard."

He trampled on Wen Jinye's true feelings.

In a different place, in a similar scene, she once again heard contemptuous words from Fu Yanjing and his friends.

I also heard Fu Yanjing admit it himself.

For those three years, he simply didn't care about Wen Jin.

Suddenly, she felt resentment.

Why shouldn't we blame him?

He stood in front of the car and waved, asking her if she would stay by his side.

Even on a whim, he adopts such an arrogant attitude.

Everything Wen Jin cherished was actually just a pastime in his spare time.

"What I want is genuine affection, not his charity."

Love is not about one person submitting to another, nor is it about begging for mercy.

When following in someone's footsteps, one might need to adopt a humble attitude, since she was the one who fell in love first and became greedy.

For two people to love each other, they must be equals.

They were unequal, and they never loved each other.

A relationship that wasn't truly loving shouldn't have regrets or be lamented.

After a brief silence on the phone, An Yu said, "Jin Ye, you've remembered everything."

Her reassuring tone carried a hint of caution, "Although I don't know what that bastard Fu Yanjing said to you tonight, it might not be a bad thing if you can give up. We can look forward, and I will always be there for you."

Because she could empathize with Wen Jinye so much and was so afraid that Wen Jinye would repeat the same mistakes, she had witnessed every moment when Wen Jinye was broken because of Fu Yanjing.

After her parents passed away and she was abused by her uncle's family, she grew up alone with great difficulty. A dark life loomed over her like a dense, persistent cloud.

In fact, Wen Jin had already developed psychological and mental problems long ago.

But she didn't dare to seek medical attention and forced herself to endure the treatment.

None of those things brought Wen Jin down.

The failure of her relationship in Gangcheng and Fu Yanjing's contempt were the last straw that broke Wen Jinye's back.

All the pent-up emotions erupted at that moment.

It almost swallowed and buried Wen Jinye whole.

An Yu's voice was choked with emotion, "Baby, what happened tonight that made you so heartbroken?"

But Wen Jin's tone was calm, like the steady sound of a string, "I'm not giving up."

Giving up is simply forcing yourself to stop having expectations.

She said calmly, "I just felt like I suddenly let go in that instant."

Love is not a condescending act of charity from those in power, nor is it a dismissive act of pity.

Instead, it's about looking at people with equality and showing compassionate empathy.

She had feelings for Fu Yanjing.

But I don't want this kind of love.

I never wanted to in the first place.

"An Yu, I don't want to like him anymore."

It's brave to like someone and go for them, and it's also brave to forget them.

The wind and rain outside the window are damp and cool.

It takes a lot of disappointment and pain to become completely disappointed in someone.

But the real outbreak and turning point can happen in an instant.

Perhaps tonight will be that moment.

"Baby, I'm a little worried about you. Can I come and stay with you?"

Wen Jin also lowered the car window, and the cool, damp evening breeze brushed against her face, while the slanting raindrops fell on her face. Her voice was somewhat dispersed by the howling wind.

"It's okay, this time I'll get a good night's sleep."

However, that night, An Yu still made a surprise appearance at Wen Jinye's house.

Wen Jin also took out her special slippers from the shoe cabinet, saying, "You really didn't need to come all this way, I'm perfectly fine."

“It’s precisely because you’re so calm that I’m worried, okay? When the pain is extreme, you can’t even cry.” An Yu analyzed, acting like a psychologist. She skillfully walked to the cabinet under the kitchen counter. No matter how many times Wen Jin moved, her antidepressants were always kept there.

An Yu practically needed a magnifying glass to check if the bottles and jars of medicine had decreased in number.

After returning from the port city, Wen Jin spent six months taking medication and receiving various physical therapies.

She would always cry for no reason, and her already slender figure became so thin that she seemed to drift away with the wind.

Wen Jin leaned against the door frame, tilting her head to watch as she held a white bottle up to the light of her phone to check if the dosage of the medicine had decreased.

"I haven't taken any medication recently, and I haven't felt any flare-up of my condition."

Chirp wagged its tail and went over to sniff the pills scattered on the ground.

Wen Jin was also afraid that it would bite and eat something indiscriminately, so she quickly squatted down, picked up Qiuqiu with one hand, and pinched the ticklish spot on An Yu's waist with the other.

"Okay, if you're so worried about me, how about I hold you and have a good cry?"

"Well—not really." An Yu's face was full of worry and confusion. "I'd be even more worried if you acted that way."

"I'm still worried no matter what. It's not that I don't trust you, it's just that..."

As An Yu spoke, Wen Jin leaned against her, along with the dog.

"I know, An Yu, you just want to make me happy, thank you."

She was somewhat incoherent, but Wen Jin always knew what An Yu was trying to express.

An Yu then began to haphazardly put the medicine away, saying, "Anyway, if you notice anything wrong, be sure to tell me immediately."

Wen Jin obediently replied, "Okay~"

Wen Jin also asked for leave, and tomorrow is the last day. An Yu also asked the crew for leave.

The next day, I accompanied Wen Jin to the hospital for a follow-up examination. I was relieved when the results showed that everything was fine.

Before An Yu had even left the hospital, she received a call from Xiao Yin.

She was unaware that Wen Jin had also regained her memory; the tone on the other end of the phone was extremely urgent.

“Sister Anyu, when will Sister Jinye’s brain get better? I overheard Fatty Wang on the phone today. The team leader position has been decided, and it will be Sister Jinye. But as long as Sister Jinye doesn’t return to the TV station, the notification won’t be implemented. I’m afraid that things might get complicated and someone might cause trouble.”

There can be no one else but Lin Zhiying.

At this point, Xiao Yin sighed dejectedly, "Who knows what kind of bad joke that idiot is brewing up right now."

"Jinye is still a naive girl who hasn't even entered society yet. How can she compete with that idiot? It's impossible to defend against her! She almost stole a new interview assignment from me."

Wen Jin suppressed a laugh and took the phone. "Don't worry, the me now is the me with the old brain."

The person on the phone paused for a few seconds, then instantly transformed into a screaming chicken, "Sister Jinye, you're back!"

Wen Jin held the phone further away, just enough to protect her eardrums. "What's this new interview you were talking about?"

"It's nothing, it's just that Henderson Tower has temporarily changed its agent in charge, and I need to conduct an interview."

"It seems it's because Mr. Fu is going back to Hong Kong."