How could Yu Yan feel right now? She should have been furious. After all, Si Youli had set up this trap for her, trapping her for a year. Even her memories were fabricated by Si Youli. She should have been furious. She was furious beyond measure.

But there was no anger on her face, only calmness, as if she was telling someone else's story, as if she was not the protagonist in it, but just a passerby.

How should I put it? This feeling is terrible, extremely terrible.

Bai You studied psychology, but she couldn't understand what Yu Yan was thinking.

Yu Yan drank and said to Bai You calmly, "Actually, I know everything that happened in the past. Whether I discovered it myself or someone else told me, I basically know some of it. But Xiaoxi, I saw these things with my own eyes, and it was like watching someone else's experience, someone else's story. I didn't feel any empathy or any feelings at all. I couldn't even feel regret, sadness, or anger."

"I have no memory of these things, so my understanding of them is very vague. Even if I knew them, I couldn't empathize with them."

Bai You looked at Yu Yan in astonishment as he calmly spoke of how miserable he was, and murmured, "You...don't remember anything?"

Yu Yan shook his head. "I can't remember anything. I've forgotten the memory Si Youli implanted in me. I seem to have forgotten a lot of things. I only remember the memory of when I woke up, which is what happened this year."

Bai You suddenly didn't know what to say.

I'm afraid that when Si Youli did this, he didn't expect that Yu Yan's memory would have such a big deviation.

She did forget what happened in the past, but the memory he implanted into her did not become her permanent memory in the end.

Now, her previous memories have completely become blank. Not only that, she also knows what he has always wanted to hide, but it is not as he expected. This stimulates her to completely recover her memory and become stupid and foolish.

Bai You spun his wine glass and asked: "You..."

As soon as I opened my mouth, I found that my language was so poor that I could hardly say anything.

In Yu Yan's cognition, she would probably blame herself more or less. If she had not helped Si Youli to conceal the truth and deceive her together, she would not be like a fool, being fooled by everyone.

"I'm sorry Yanyan."

Concealment is concealment. No matter what the reason, she helped Si Youli deceive her, and she couldn't deny it.

The faint smile on Yu Yan's face gradually disappeared. She looked at Bai You and asked softly, "Xiao Xi, for the sake of our long-standing friendship, can you tell me why Si Youli wanted to erase my memory and even implant a new memory in me at all costs?"

Yu Yan's words were like a needle, piercing Bai You's heart and making a small hole that was bleeding.

For the sake of their friendship, in exchange for her honest words, she didn't trust her after all.

Bai You lowered her eyes, suddenly picked up the wine glass that she had been caressing since she came in, raised her head and took a sip.

I can't drink much, and almost the moment the spicy wine flows into my throat, my internal organs start to burn.

She didn't know if it was because of Yu Yan's words or the alcohol, but she even felt heartbroken.

"I was abroad when you got into trouble. When I returned to China, Si Youli had already wiped your memory, turning you into the Yu Yan you are today. Lu Yunxiao said that it was because you saw your parents'...situation that you couldn't handle the shock and vomited blood and were admitted to the hospital. After waking up, you didn't say a word and were lost in your own world for a long time. It seemed that it was the doctor who suggested that she hypnotize you to make you forget that memory."

After Bai You finished speaking, he observed Yu Yan's expression, which was as calm as water, without a single fluctuation.

She couldn't tell what she was thinking, and wasn't sure if she believed what she said.

Bai You pursed his lips and continued, "I don't know much, that's all I know. As for whether it's true or not, I'm not sure."

She still knew it from Lu Yunxiao, but Lu Yunxiao was the same kind of person as Si Youli. It was not impossible that he helped Si Youli deceive her.