How Could I Possibly Like Him?

When Jing, an esports legend, died on the day he won the championship, his only regret was not seeing his rival Lu Zhiye cry tears of agony after finding out Jing was the champion.

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Chapter 1 Jinjiang Novel Reading Exclusive Who Are You?

Chapter 1 Jinjiang Novel Reading Exclusive Who Are You?

How Could I Like Him? Jinjiang Novel Reading/Haiyuegu

Scream.

All I could hear were panicked shouts and screams, as well as hurried footsteps.

The excruciating pain from his heart's sudden contraction seemed to shatter his entire soul, and Shi Jing completely lost his strength.

In the haze, it seemed as if someone rushed forward anxiously, carried him to the ground, and gave him first aid.

The other party's movements seemed to be practiced, and even in a panic, they still maintained standard.

But it was too late.

It's too late.

Just before I completely lost consciousness, the blurry figure in front of me seemed to bend down in pain.

Wetness fell on his lips, as did the palm that covered his left chest.

It was horribly hot.

…………

"Ugh—cough, cough, cough, vomit…" From a small, no-name guesthouse on the edge of the city came a violent noise as if someone was coughing out their lungs.

The scene was so intense that the sky was dark and the earth was dark.

After an unknown amount of time, he finally managed to hold on to his body and barely caught his breath.

When he looked up, he was stunned.

The person reflected in the mirror stared at him.

Round eyes, narrow double eyelids, chestnut hair.

There is also a mole under the right eye.

It was his own face.

But I always feel like... something is not right.

The skin is so pale.

Why is there a mole on my cheek?

After staying there for a few seconds, Shi Jing took a half step back, and there was a clang sound at his feet.

Kick something.

He picked it up and found it was a small medicine bottle.

Sleeping pills.

Empty.

Already finished eating.

He wasn't at the competition venue? Why would there be a bottle of sleeping pills at the competition venue?

Before Shi Jing could figure out what was going on, he felt another wave of nausea that threatened to knock his head out.

"Ugh—" Shi Jing threw himself onto the sink.

Two hours later.

City Central Hospital, infusion room.

"Where's the handsome guy? Where's the handsome guy you're talking about?"

"Here. The one on the left by the window, wearing a gray sweatshirt."

Outside the corridor, the nurses were preparing the infusion equipment and talking to each other in low voices.

His eyes occasionally glanced towards a certain place in the room.

The hospital was very busy, mostly filled with the sounds of crying children, loud conversations of others, and occasional quarrels, making the boy sitting quietly by the window stand out.

"I heard he attempted suicide and swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills," said the nurse on the left. "He's incredibly lucky. The director said it was a miracle he's still alive, and he actually walked to the hospital on his own."

The nurse on the right exclaimed, "Ah!"

The boy sitting by the window had his head lowered, so from this angle, I couldn't see him completely, but that didn't stop the nurse from discerning his delicate features. Perhaps because he hadn't recovered yet, his skin was very fair, and his nose was small and slightly upturned, giving him a very spiritual look.

At this moment, he seemed to be replying to a message on his phone, his eyes drooping and his expression very focused.

The young nurse noticed that his fingers were slender, with plump and round fingertips, reflecting a little bit of the sunset glow outside the window, like a work of art.

It is really impossible to associate such a young man with the word suicide.

The young nurse couldn't help but look at it for a while longer before turning around and continuing her work.

After an examination, the director of the outpatient clinic kept telling him to cherish his life for more than an hour, and he was given two bottles of water, Shi Jing's brain finally began to function.

He took out his phone to see what was happening outside. As soon as he clicked on Weibo, he saw a push notification - EVG captain Zeit died of a suspected sudden heart attack at the game.

Shi Jing's fingers paused.

He lowered his head and looked at the line of words for a few seconds.

After a while, Shi Jing swiped the screen downwards.

【EVG coach comforts the players.】

【Gun God Zeit passed away.】

[[Crying] We lost the best breakout player in the world! ]

EVG missed the podium.

Shi Jing read through the pages one by one, with not much expression on his face, and flipped through them faster and faster.

Scroll to the bottom——

[SFD announced that Wild will withdraw from the Apex All-Stars. ]

Wait, what the hell?

The scene stopped.

After checking several times, he was sure he was not dazzled.

His ID is Wild, the world's top sniper, the founder of the domestic top e-sports club SFD, the king of pretending, Lu Zhiye.

He emerged out of nowhere three years ago and openly challenged EVG's position, and has since become his biggest rival.

Lu Zhiye withdrew from the All-Star Game?

Shi Jing thought it was some fake news with a clickbait headline, but when he clicked on it, he found out it was true.

Because of his accident, the exhibition match was postponed for a week, and the news of Lu Zhiye's withdrawal was only announced this morning.

In just half a day, there have been thousands of comments in the comment section, and the popularity is still rising.

Shi Jing held his phone in his hand, his brain, which had just regained consciousness, was about to be insufficient.

He didn't think it through.

Why did Lu Zhiye withdraw from the competition?

If his death will benefit some people, then the biggest beneficiary must be Lu Zhiye.

Shouldn't Lu Zhiye take this opportunity to win the championship and wipe out the shame of being the runner-up for three consecutive years?

"It's time to change the dressing, handsome boy." Before Shi Jing could think any more, the nurse came over with two new large medicine bottles hanging on her arm, interrupting his thoughts.

The previous two bottles of medicine were finished without me noticing.

"Your hands are a little cold." Shi Jing's hands were cold because he had injected too many potions in a short period of time.

The nurse thought about the reason why he came to the hospital and felt a little sorry: "Do you want me to get you a hot water bottle?"

"Hot water bottle?" Shi Jing was puzzled.

The nurse explained: "Hands that are too cold may be uncomfortable."

Shi Jing didn't care: "It's okay, it doesn't affect anything."

The young nurse was stunned for a moment.

While the nurse was changing the dressing, Shi Jing couldn't help but click on the trending search again.

The comments below have already piled up like a tower.

Zeit's in trouble, so why did Wild also withdraw? Isn't SFD simply giving the championship to another region?

[That's right!! This year, Zeit is 23, which is the decline period. I even predicted that Wild would win the championship.]

"...Tsk." He will not decline no matter who declines. He is at his peak, thank you.

Shi Jing reported this comment.

[Because Wild doesn't need to rely on this method to win the championship.]

Another new comment popped up.

[SFD officials edited Lu Shen's interview. His original words at the time were: "I'll be ridiculed even if I win now. Since I have the ability, it won't matter if I win next year."]

oh.

Shi Jing lowered his eyes and calmed down all of a sudden.

So that's how it is.

It's a little unexpected, but also reasonable.

It fits Lu Zhiye's arrogant personality very well.

At the bottom of the report was the SFD makeup poster, with that familiar face expressionless, cold and pretentious.

Seeing the subsequent fans praising Wild for being handsome, Shi Jing pulled his lip and lost interest in continuing to read.

After closing the Big Eyes app, he was about to lock the screen when he suddenly noticed that the background of the phone was not cleared and there was a new memo lying in it.

Shi Jing poked in.

The opening chapter has two large bold titles:

【Suicide note.】

"Oh my god, a suicide note!" The nurse who had just finished changing the dressing caught a glimpse of it and gasped, covering her mouth. "We worked so hard to save you, but you must not do anything stupid again!"

Shi Jing: “This is not—”

Nurse: "I know, I know. This wasn't written today, but you're still so young. How can you spend your days thinking about death?"

All the bored old men and women in the infusion room looked over at once.

Shi Jing: “…”

So after the injection, Shi Jing happily received an hour of psychological counseling.

Of course, that suicide note was written by the original owner. It didn’t contain much content, just a few sentences that briefly described the other person’s life.

Both his parents are dead, his only adoptive father was in a car accident, he has no other relatives, he is not good at anything, and everything he does fails.

Finally, he mustered up the courage to give his Bai Yueguang e-sports career a try, but he didn't expect that God would still ruthlessly close the door for him.

Seeing that the youth training was about to end and there was no hope, the original owner became more and more depressed and committed suicide.

The chance to start over is precious enough, and Shi Jing has no habit of taking other people's things. According to the instructions in the suicide note, he contacted a funeral company and planned to build a cenotaph for him.

I made an appointment with the company, but it started raining without any warning, and my phone popped up a message saying that the battery was less than 20%.

Shi Jing quickly stopped a taxi.

"Where are you going?" the driver asked with a local accent.

"Go to EVG..." Shi Jing stopped urgently.

Happened.

Which club does this person live in now?

"Wait a minute." Shi Jing took out his cell phone again.

He remembered that since it was youth training, they would usually send an email notification.

Shi Jingdian opened his mailbox and scrolled through it one by one, and finally saw a title of "Trial Training Notice".

He opened the email and scrolled down to the bottom to see the signature.

It doesn’t matter, no matter how bad the club the original body found is.

Anyway, he has a lot of skills, and no matter how poor his resources are, it won't stop him from climbing back to the top. At most, after one round of qualifying, he will return to the league and shatter Lu Zhiye's dream of winning the championship...

——Invitation letter for tryout.

——SFD e-sports club.

Shi Jing: “?”

Fuck you?

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Yanhai City High-tech Park.

This is the most expensive property in the entire city, and also houses the SFD Club base building.

The season's schedule has ended, and the lights in the luxuriously decorated corridor are dimmed, with only the training room at the end still shining.

"That's hilarious!" Two substitutes emerged from the elevator, joking and laughing while clutching their peripherals. "That point guard is trying to charge in and counterattack. Does he think he's Zeit?"

"Shh!" Upon hearing this ID, the other yellow-haired man tensed up and quickly covered his mouth.

The guy with the bowl-cut hair who was speaking also reacted and saw the light at the end of the corridor again.

Thinking of what had happened in the past few days, he lowered his voice after a while: "I just said it casually... By the way, why is Lu Shen still practicing so late? It's been so many days, practicing until the early morning every day, doesn't he need to rest?"

"I don't know." Huang Mao shrugged, "Maybe it's because of the pressure."

Before the guy with the bowl-cut hair could say anything else, the elevator door opened again.

The head coach of SFD Team 1 hurried along and saw them. "Why are you standing here? Where's Xiao Lu?"

They both turned around and pointed in the direction of the training room where dim light was coming from.

The head coach was stunned.

Then he understood, sighed very subtly, and said to them, "Hurry down, the dinner party has already started downstairs. We ordered crayfish for you. If you don't leave now, there will be only shrimp shells left."

"Fuck!"

He didn't even bother to put down the two backup peripherals and rushed into the elevator again with them in his arms.

After they left, the head coach stood outside the corridor for a while before walking forward.

The training room door was open, but he knocked anyway.

No one responded.

The only person in the room at this moment was wearing headphones, and a ranked game was on the screen.

They had already entered the finals, but the man didn't look stressed at all. He rolled up the sleeves of his team uniform to his elbows and controlled the gun with ease, taking down all his opponents in less than a few seconds.

The only difference from usual was that he didn't use his best sniper weapon, but an assault rifle.

【Defenders! 】

[Team ranking 1st]

Kill 17

Damage: 3718

After a moment, the screen dimmed and the settlement interface popped up.

Lu Zhiye took off his headphones and turned around.

"You..." The head coach sighed for the umpteenth time, "Training is over. You should rest well during this time. You don't have to work so hard."

He couldn't help but advise, "No one could have predicted this kind of accident. Besides, you'd already done everything you could at the time. The media team will handle it. You still have a long way to go, and there will be many more outstanding opponents in the future..."

"The EVG tryout list is out?" Lu Zhiye interrupted him.

The head coach paused and said, "It's out."

The members of any team will change, the old ones will leave and the new ones will be selected. This is a normal thing. The coach knows it, and Lu Zhiye certainly knows it too.

But knowing is one thing, but being able to accept it is another.

The atmosphere was so silent that it felt a bit oppressive. The head coach opened his mouth, trying to say something: "Our youth training roster for this period has been released. They've also had a dinner party and ordered crayfish. The kids are all downstairs. Do you want to come down and join them?"

"No." After hearing this, Lu Zhiye stood up and picked up his coat from the back of the chair. His quick movements showed his attitude.

After all, his body was still badly damaged, so Shi Jing returned to the base and slept for the whole afternoon.

After waking up, he sat in front of the bed and pondered for a long time, so long that his teammates almost thought he was possessed by evil spirits. Only then did he finally accept the reality.

SFD is SFD.

Anyway, it's just a youth training program. He can leave after this trial. Once he leaves that crappy place EVG, he will never go back. He can just find a small club to start and still push Lu Zhiye back to second place.

Thinking of this, Shi Jing felt a lot more comfortable.

The youth trainees at SFD are also treated very well and are said to have a party downstairs.

Since you are here, you might as well try something from Lu Zhiye Club.

Shi Jing put on a coat and went downstairs.

The elevator door opened, Shi Jing looked up, and was bumped into by someone.

The collision was so strong that Shi Jing felt as if he had hit a hard stone slab.

His brain, which had finally recovered, began to buzz again. He raised his eyelids and said, "You——"

Look into the eyes of the person coming up.

Both of them were stunned.

The word "sick" was stuck in Shi Jing's throat.

One second passed.

Lu Zhiye didn't move.

Two seconds.

Five seconds.

A full minute.

Even on the competition stage, I had never looked at Lu Zhiye closely for such a long time.

The latter's brows were deep, and when he lowered his eyes, he seemed to be cold and emotionless. Shi Jing was actually staring at him so hard that his heart began to feel uneasy. For a moment, he almost thought that the other party recognized him.

But how is that possible?

He is just a newcomer who has only been in the club for a week. He has nothing to do with Lu Zhiye and has never even met him.

In the second minute, Shi Jing told himself that he was under someone else's roof and should just be patient for a while.

At the third minute, Shi Jing couldn't stand it anymore: "What are you looking at? You bumped into someone and didn't even apologize?"

The corridor was silent.

Not getting a response, Shi Jing frowned, pushed the other person aside and wanted to leave.

His arm tightened suddenly.

Lu Zhiye pulled him back with incredible force.

Shi Jing was about to utter a few dirty words when Lu Zhiye's voice made his heart skip a beat.

"Who are you?"

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The live broadcast room of the straight man Xie Jiu suddenly has a new regular guest, Lulu.

The other party spent a lot of money every day, gave him gifts and rewards, occasionally played in a duo, and even sent him gifts.

Xie Jiu had no intention of accepting it. Dating was not as good as playing games, and he had a lot of fans who liked him.

But Lulu is gentle, considerate, and understanding. She has endless topics to talk about with him, and she likes the same star singer as him. She is the person who understands him best in the world.

This pursuit lasted for more than half a year.

Xie Jiu fell.

Everyone in the circle envies Xie Jiu for being single and finding a partner of such high quality.

Xie Jiu himself also felt that Lulu was a gift from God to him. He would kiss and call her his sweetheart every day, which was so annoying.

The day we agreed to meet.

Xie Jiu dressed up, combed his most handsome hair, wore the coolest clothes, and spotted his blonde sweetheart in the crowd: "Wife——"

My wife is very beautiful, but not quite what I imagined.

A little tall, taller than him.

He is also a bit strong, so I can hold him in my arms.

The voice is still very low.

But it doesn't matter.

Xie Jiu persuaded himself.

He just likes tall ones.

Forget the loli voice, the mature woman voice is his favorite.

The days with his wife are like heaven. Xie Jiu drank a little too much and was coaxed into the room by his wife.

The next day, Xie Jiu was shocked as he looked at the wig in his left hand, the ball in his right hand, and the famous North American male singer in front of him.

A few seconds later, the room shook violently: "Ludwig! I'm going to fight you!!"

"You said yesterday that you loved me the most in the world." The blond man's eyes were dark, "You also said that I was North America's sweetheart."

"I... I'm saying..." Xie Jiu's face was burning, "I don't like men!"

Ludwig grabbed his arm and said seriously, "You lied to me."

"You clearly said you liked it, don't stop."

Xie Jiu: “…”

Don't come over here!