Chapter 1010

During the six months at school, Yunli was full of admiration for Xiao Yan, mixed with an inexplicable strange feeling. This feeling quickly magnified when the end of the world came and Xiao Yan specially returned to the school dormitory to find him, and became reality with Xiao Yan's meticulous care.

Realizing his feelings, Yunli began to avoid others in the base.

Xiao Yan was just taking care of his roommate, but he had that kind of feelings for him...

Two people who were almost stuck together suddenly became distant, and anyone could see the problem.

The door handle melted and Yunli had nowhere to hide.

Xiao Yan sat on the edge of the bed and gently touched the curled-up Yunli, as if to comfort him.

"Should you hold it in?"

Of course I held my breath until it was hard to breathe.

Yunli stuck out his furry head and wanted to remain calm and find an excuse to explain, but when he saw Xiao Yan's face, a sour feeling instantly came over him. Tears flowed out, and his eyelashes were wet, as if he had suffered a great injustice.

Xiao Yan's eyes darkened and he hugged the person and the quilt into his arms. Yun Li buried her head in his shoulder and sobbed softly.

So embarrassing.

Why are my tear glands so weak?

He had clearly thought of an excuse in advance, so why did he feel sad before he even opened his mouth?

"I... I'm fine..." Yunli tried to wipe away her tears, but the more she wiped, the more tears came. "I just don't want them to treat me as a relative... I want... I want to work hard, so I can be of some use... and help build the base together..."

"You're already very capable. I didn't let you go out to find supplies with me because I couldn't bear to see you get hurt." Xiao Yan gently stroked his back, pinching his defenseless neck with his hot palm, causing him to whimper, like an insecure little animal.

Xiao Yan's eyes were gloomy: "Whoever dares to say anything about you, tell me, I will make him shut up forever."

"Hmm..." Yunli buried his head and shook his head. The highest level of lies is half truth and half lie. He didn't want to say that he avoided him because he liked him, so he used the recent big or small things as an excuse.

Some people did say that he was a relative of someone and were indignant. Although Yunli tried hard to defend himself, he said that he did not eat and drink for free. He had special abilities and his abilities were the result of luck. With him around, there was a high probability that nothing would happen to the base.

But luck can be a big thing or a small thing. They just said that they didn't notice it. The base was safe because it had city walls and powerful bosses like Xiao Yan. What did it have to do with Yunli, who did nothing and still enjoyed the best house and the best equipment?

Yunli had no way to defend himself, and sometimes he felt that he was useless. Maybe luck really was a useless skill, and maybe everything really had nothing to do with him.

Then what role does he play?

Is he, such a loser, qualified to be with Xiao Yan?

The more she thought about it, the more tears she shed. Yunli said nothing more and just kept crying.

"Cloud Carp... Little Carp..."

Xiao Yan hugged the person extremely tightly, as if he wanted to stuff the person into his own flesh and blood, turning his body into hard armor, so that no one could hurt him in the slightest.

His chin rested lightly against Yunli's hair, but his eyes seemed to be brewing a storm.

When Yunli woke up, Xiao Yan was still by his side, coaxing him gently and feeding him porridge.

Memories slowly emerged, and thinking of his own loss of composure yesterday, Yunli blushed instantly and was speechless.

Xiao Yan thought it was nothing, pinched his burning earlobe to help cool it down, and said softly: "It's okay, cry if you want to, I'm here."

"Xiao Yan..."

Yunli almost cried again, but luckily he held it back. After feeding the porridge, Xiao Yan asked him to have a good rest. Yunli couldn't lie down anymore and planned to go out for a walk. Then he heard that something happened in the base last night. A hole opened in the wall at some point, and countless zombies rushed in and killed them by surprise.

Xiao Yan said that he went out to kill zombies yesterday and his superpowers had not recovered yet, so he could only command a group of people with superpowers to move forward.

Unfortunately, there were several powerful zombie kings among them, and all those people died at the hands of zombies.

Finally, support arrived and supplied Xiao Yan with a box of crystal cores. Only then did Xiao Yan kill the zombies and plug the hole with his earth power.

Oh, yes, Xiao Yan went out to look for supplies yesterday, and he must have been very tired when he came back. I was also crying for so long, and now he's feeding me porridge and taking care of me early in the morning...

Yunli felt even more ashamed...

When Xiao Yan came back at noon, Yunli pushed him to the bedroom.

Although Xiao Yan was a little confused, he did not refuse and was pushed down on the bed by the other party.

Yunli reached out and pulled his coat, and Xiao Yan obeyed very well. After taking it off, Yunli pulled the quilt over him, holding it tightly in his hands, and seriously let him rest.

Xiao Yan curled the corners of his mouth, Yun Li blushed, and told him to close his eyes and not look, then imitated him and patted the quilt gently, like coaxing a child.

Xiao Yan didn't feel ashamed. He was in a very happy mood and closed his eyes obediently.

Yunli sat for a while and thought Xiao Yan might be asleep, so he wanted to leave with his coat in his arms, but the small box in his pocket suddenly slipped out.

The crystal cores fell all over the floor.

Yunli hurriedly picked them up again, and all five crystal cores in the box were gone.

Hmm? Five?

The box used for the trade is a standard one that holds five coins, but didn't Xiao Yan use it to recover last night? Why are there still only five coins? Or did the base actually give him several boxes?

Yunli was holding the box in a daze, but Xiao Yan suddenly stood up, came over from behind, opened the box, and placed a round crystal core the size of a thumb into his palm.

"I left this for you, absorb it."

“But you…”

"I'm fine."

After taking off his coat, Xiao Yan's chest felt warm through a thin layer of clothes. Yun Li felt a little dizzy, but she didn't know why she absorbed it obediently.

He could feel the energy filling up in his body, and his supernatural powers were showing signs of upgrading.

Others have to kill so many zombies to get the crystal core to upgrade, but he can upgrade just like that without knowing what's going on. Yunli suddenly feels like he is someone with connections.

In the next few days, Yunli realized that he had not seen those psychics who had bitten his tongue for a long time. After asking, he found out that they all died on the night of the zombie attack.

"The city wall has always been safe. It was reinforced by Boss Xiao himself. How could there be a hole suddenly?"

They were indignant: "It must have been done by the people from the Jianghuai base. They just don't like us!"

"Luckily, support arrived in time. Do you think Boss Xiao has become stronger after absorbing that box of crystal cores? Can he lead us directly to the base next door?"

They were shouting loudly, but Yunli couldn't tell what he was feeling.

Death is a heavy topic. Yunli felt a little lonely when a living life died in an accident.

On the way back, I saw Xiao Yan surrounded by a group of little girls from afar.

Xiao Yan is strong, young and handsome. Who in the base doesn't want to climb this big tree? Yun Li inexplicably feels that it is natural for a beautiful woman to be with a handsome man, but she is the only one with a dirty heart.

But it was so sad, so sad, he didn't want them to take it for granted.

what to do?

what to do?

If I say it out loud, will Xiao Yanyan be disgusted and stay away from me?

So sad, so sad...

Xiao Yan's birthday is coming soon. Do you want to confess your love to him?

What should I do if my confession fails?

Will they really become strangers from now on?

Xiao Yan... wuwuwu... Xiao Yan... I want a hug, I want comfort... Hug me... Hug...

Yunli was lost in thought and fell asleep again. In his drowsy state, he seemed to be embraced in a warm embrace.

He was greedy for this warmth and wanted to arch his whole body into it. Tears that had not yet dried rolled down and were quickly wiped away.

Xiao Yan licked his wet fingertips.

Baby...don't cry.

My husband is here.

The baby always cries. He is very timid. If I show his true face directly, he will be scared away, right?

Xiao Yan licked Yunli's lips, which were bitten red, and sucked them gently, fantasizing that one day he would be able to really push open this little mouth and entangle it with the soft little tongue.

Ah—I’m getting hard just thinking about it.

But why is the baby crying again?

Is it because we haven’t killed all the scum yet?

Xiao Yan rubbed Yunli's red and swollen eyelids gloomily.

If the base makes the baby uncomfortable, then there is no need for this base to exist.

…

I don’t know how the base found out about Xiao Yan’s birthday, but they made it a very lively occasion.

Perhaps the atmosphere of yesterday's 520 was still there, and countless people at the banquet were flirting.

Looking at the various crystal cores and supplies given by others...

Yunli felt that his love had become even more humble.

The courage he had mustered to confess his feelings was instantly shattered. He turned around in a panic, trying to hide, and rushed straight to the dark balcony where no one cared.

The footsteps behind him followed closely, and when he turned around, a warm chest was pressing against him.

Or rather, a big hand pressed on his back and hugged him in his arms.

The balcony door was closed behind him.

"Xiao...Xiao Yan! What are you..."

Xiao Yan didn't say anything, but just raised his hand and wiped his face with his thumb. Only then did Yun Li realize that he was crying.

"Ah... I... I am..."

His throat was tight and he couldn't say anything. He buried his head in Xiao Yan's arms and rubbed it. His tears were wiped away and turned dark on his clothes.

"If you don't want to stay here, let's go home."

Xiao Yan patted his back lightly, breathing heavily and with cold eyes.

Since we don't know the reason, why not kill everyone at the banquet?

Yunli leaned against his chest and shook her head: "No, it's your birthday today, and I made such a fuss... I'm sorry."

"It's okay. I didn't want to live with them anyway. Why are you crying? Are you feeling unwell? Or...did someone bully you?"

Xiao Yan's tone was sinister, and it was obvious that he had already thought of how the other party would die.

Yunli shook his head again and clenched his hands suddenly in his pockets.

"I……"

Yunli opened and closed his mouth, and after a long pause, he said softly, "Happy birthday... Xiao Yan... I'm sorry... I lost the gift..."

It's not that it's lost, but it's too embarrassing to show off.

Xiao Yan lowered his head and looked at Yunli's whorl of hair, then tilted his head to look at the little hands that had been tucked into his pocket. He seemed to understand something, and the gloomy aura dissipated. He curved his eyebrows and squatted down to let Yunli look down at him.

"Xiao Li, gifts are dispensable to me. Or to put it more bluntly, the crystal cores they gave me, the house they gave me, the endless wealth and power they gave me, are not as valuable as a flower you picked casually or a word you said casually."

"Little Carp."

"There is no need to measure the value between us."

The night is beautiful tonight. Under the moonlight, Xiao Yan squatted down and raised his head. His handsome and gentle face was clearly reflected in Yunli's pupils.

Yunli knew that he could not endure it any longer.

He asked Xiao Yan to stand up, lowered his head, and shyly grasped the corner of Xiao Yan's clothes. He said a bunch of irrelevant words, and then took out the ring from his pocket.

In the apocalypse, gold and diamonds are not as valuable as material things. Of course, there are also collectors who hope that they will appreciate in value after the apocalypse.

Yunli bought two rings while being looked at as an innocent by others, and kept them hidden in his pocket until now. Finally, he mustered up the courage to carefully hook Xiao Yan's hand.

The ring was hot from the body temperature, and Yunli didn't dare to put it on him directly, but just humbly placed it in Xiao Yan's palm.

Do you know what I mean?

Are you shocked?

Is it disgusting?

You treated me as such a good friend, but I harbored such dirty thoughts towards you...

Tears welled up in his eyes again as he uttered his last words and waited for the final judgment.

"Xiao, Xiao Yan, I... I really, really like you..."

The environment suddenly became very quiet.

Tears fell one by one.

Yunli's head almost dropped to the ground.

As expected... As expected...

Xiao Yan looked at the ring that was still warm in his palm, and felt his whole soul trembling, his blood churning, his heart beating violently, and his mind roaring anxiously.

Hug him.

Possess him.

Ha ha!

He is so stupid. He even said that the baby is timid. Obviously, he is the one who is really timid because he is afraid of scaring the baby and has been hiding himself.

His chest was heaving violently with extreme excitement, the corners of his mouth were raised and he couldn't suppress it, and his eyes were filled with an extremely intense and inexplicable emotion that made people feel scared at a glance.

He took a step forward and pushed Yunli against the armrest, blocking all escape routes.

The voice was low and greedy.

"Baby is so brave."