Chapter 29 Warmth

It was getting dark. Gu Wan had dinner at Li Laoshi's house and went back without drinking much. It was not that she didn't want to stay any longer, but Sister Li's question was too embarrassing. As for children, she and Yin'er were probably not going to have any.

Liu Yiner thought that this person would come home very late, but he came back so early, but he looked a little depressed. "What's wrong, husband? Are you talking about sad things?"

Gu Wan didn't really want to talk about this topic. She just hugged her wife, expressed that she was fine, and fell asleep quietly. Fortunately, Liu Yin'er just thought that she hadn't come back for too long and didn't ask any more questions.

The next day, Gu Wan got up early and started busying herself in the kitchen. In the past, when she was in the academy, Liu Yiner always prepared meals for her at home. Now it was finally her time to show off.

The light porridge and side dishes were simple and refreshing. Gu Wan looked at his wife washing clothes in the yard, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. This must be the best life. Having you and a home is enough.

After the two finished their meal, they packed up the gifts they had bought and went to Liu Yiner's parents' home. Along the way, people kept greeting them, and they heard people sighing that Father Liu was so lucky to have found a good man for his daughter.

Gu Wan responded with a smile, but before her happiness wore off, she could no longer smile.

"The young couple is so loving, Father Liu's grandson is about to come." Someone gossiped and Gu Wan immediately looked at his wife nervously.

However, Liu Yiner showed a shy look after hearing that, and her glare made Gu Wan's heart skip a beat. At lunch, as if it was agreed upon, after drinking, Old Man Liu also pulled Gu Wan aside and talked about the continuation of the family line, which made her so embarrassed that she wanted to run away every minute.

After returning home in the evening, when it was late at night and everyone was asleep, the two of them hugged each other and fell asleep as usual. However, as soon as Liu Yiner closed her eyes, the hand on her lower abdomen became dishonest, and immediately made her breath difficult. "Husband, what are you doing? Aren't you going to sleep?"

Gu Wan hesitated about what to say during the day, so she started to act dishonestly. When she heard the person in her arms ask, she immediately continued, "Of course it's a good deed. Doesn't Yin'er want to have a child?"

Liu Yin'er was speechless and frowned. Did this man really think she was a country girl who knew nothing? Although she had little education, she still knew about such things. So she teased, "What nonsense are you talking about, my husband? I think you should be able to do it too."

Gu Wan breathed heavily in his chest. "So, Yin'er, you still want to have a baby, right?"

Now Liu Yiner understood what her husband meant and sighed inwardly, "Husband, I'm afraid of pain. It would be best if I didn't have to give birth to a child in this life."

Is this treating her like a child? Gu Wan admits that although he is a little slow, this kind of words are used to deal with children. "Yin'er, I'm serious. Fear of pain doesn't count."

"Oh? Then what kind of reason counts?" Liu Yiner raised her eyebrows.

"I'm asking you, Yin'er." Gu Wan was depressed and did not allow himself to avoid the question.

"Awan, you know, at the beginning you always avoided me, I thought you looked down on me, but you didn't seem fake to me on weekdays, so I guessed that maybe you had some unspeakable secrets. At that time, I knew that even if you were a man with poor health, I would accept you in this life." Liu Yin'er felt more and more embarrassed as she spoke. She was always ashamed to say such words before.

In the dark night, listening to the young lady's words, Gu Wan's eyes were hot and he didn't know what to say. He just hugged her tightly and called out "Yin'er".

"So, later on, when I found out that you were a girl, it didn't matter to me. As long as it was you, I didn't care about anything else. But you dared to write me a letter of divorce." Liu Yiner also hugged her back emotionally, blaming Gu Wan for his willfulness. She had said it with a smile, but tears came out inexplicably.

"Yin'er, it's all my fault, it's all my fault..." Simple words, simple repetition, but full of guilt and deep affection. With such a wife, what else could she be dissatisfied with?

She has always been very slow, in modern terms, it is touching to have low emotional intelligence, so she is not sure about many things, including feelings, but at this moment, she will no longer hesitate, her Yin'er doesn't care, why should she be hypocritical, as long as they have each other in their hearts at this moment, it is enough, she is so stupid, she can't even understand such a simple truth, everything else is no longer important, the most precious beauty in the world is right in front of her, what else can she ask for, her hands tightened a little, Gu Wan called softly "Yin'er, so good, Yin'er"

Liu Yin'er nestled comfortably in Gu Wan's arms. The question that had been puzzling her in her mind also floated out at this moment: "A Wan, let me ask you, men can suffer from hidden diseases, but what about women?"

Gu Wan was puzzled. What was her Yin'er saying? "Yin'er, what do you want to ask? What happened to the woman?"

Liu Yin'er blushed and angrily hit her chest. "I mean, do women also suffer from that kind of hidden disease?"

"Haha, Yin'er, what are you thinking about all day long? Women don't have any hidden diseases, so how can they suffer from them?" Gu Wan couldn't help laughing. Her little lady was so cute.

"Then tell me, since the woman doesn't have it, why haven't you slept with me?" Liu Yiner stared at Gu Wan straightly, as if she would die together with him if she didn't get a satisfactory explanation today.

Gu Wan swallowed hard. When was it exposed? It must be that troublesome Hu Ziyan again. She must talk to Li Yuan about it some other day, but how should she answer now? Should she say that her young lady will not turn eighteen in a few months? But this reason does not seem to hold true for her Yin'er. So what other reason could she have?

Liu Yiner waited for a long time but didn't hear any answer. She pursed her lips, rubbed the sore corners of her eyes and turned around silently. This unfaithful man, I will never pay attention to her again.

Seeing her turn around, Gu Wan quickly hugged her and said with a sigh, "Yin'er, please wait a little longer, please give me some time, it will be soon." This is probably because their concepts are different. In Yin'er's world, it is very common for girls to become mothers when they are in their teens.

But in Gu Wan's world, her little wife is still a minor. Although it's only a few months away, she still can't get over the hurdle in her heart. Maybe she is too stubborn, but every time her blood boils, a vague sense of guilt always surrounds her. She still pursues the freedom of nature, but in the end she is also shackled by worldly concepts. It's okay, they have spent so many days together, what's the difference between these few short months?

The person in her arms didn't make any more sound, and Gu Wan's heart was relieved. She was afraid that the young lady would cry again. Now she would leave all these problems to time. Sincerity can withstand the test of time. She can wait, and she believes that her voice is worth waiting for.

The next day, when Gu Wan woke up, the person on the bed was gone. She quickly washed up and went to Liu's house at the entrance of the village. On the way, she met Liu Yang and learned that Liu Yin'er had accompanied Old Man Liu to do farm work. Only then did she calm down a little.

Just when she found her wife, "Yin'er, let's go home."

Her young lady said to her expressionlessly, "Husband, please wait a little longer."

On the third day, early in the morning, at Liu's house, Gu Wan stood outside Liu Yin'er's door. "Yin'er, let's go home. I want to eat the breakfast you made."

After a while, a calm voice came from the room, "Husband, please wait a little longer." Gu Wan looked at the closed door and wanted to cry but had no tears.

On the afternoon of the fourth day, at the Liu family farmland, Gu Wan said to the people working, "Yin'er, let's go home. We haven't washed our clothes for several days, and I don't have any clean clothes to wear."

Liu Yiner said without turning her head, "Husband, please wait a little longer. Can you give me some time?" Gu Wanzu.

Time flies, and more than ten days have passed. Liu Yiner was busy at the Liu family as usual. In her spare time, she wanted to ask her brother to check on whether that person was taking good care of himself. But it turned out that that person came to the Liu family every day to report, so she didn't have to worry. This time, she would not compromise.

Old Man Liu looked at the young couple who acted like they were in a play and shook his head helplessly, "Young people nowadays, they really don't understand."

Liu Yang looked at his brother-in-law who was always forcing a smile and looking anxious. He was the teacher whom he once admired like a hero, and he began to write big characters in disappointment.

Everyone in Liujia Village watched it like a magic show every day. Brother Gu went to the Liu family with great ambitions every day, and then came back dejected. The women envied him, saying that he really loved his wife. Liu Yin'er was so happy. The men held their foreheads and said that he was really afraid of his wife. Brother Gu was so embarrassing.

Gu Wan is alone in bed. What should he do if his wife doesn't come back tomorrow? Can he be honest with her? But his wife doesn't give him a chance to explain. And this matter cannot be told in front of others. Her life is so miserable. It is so hard to be a good husband.

That morning, after Liu Yiner had dressed up, she sat by the window. The sun gradually moved southwards. It was lunchtime. "Yang'er, go down and ask your brother-in-law to bring me some clothes for me to change into."

After dinner, Liu Yang came back alone with a small bag on his back. Liu Yiner looked behind him and asked, "What is your brother-in-law doing at home?"

"Master Zhao from our academy is here, and my brother-in-law is drinking with him." Liu Yang blinked honestly and answered truthfully, but he saw his sister's face suddenly darken. Based on his understanding of his sister, this was a sign of anger, so he quickly slipped away.

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