Chapter 61 Can You Control Your Own Heart?

What she was most worried about was that Shao Ting'an didn't want her. If that day really came, she would have no way out.

Shao Ting'an lowered his eyes and looked at her. If it was really Su Li, he seemed to have no choice whether to accept her or not, not to mention there was also Zhao Xinpeng.

He pursed his lips and smiled, "How could that be? How could I bear to do that? We've been targeted. We have to be more careful in the future."

After saying that, he hugged Zhao Xinran and kissed her, "Invite Fu Jinzhou to dinner the day after tomorrow, and let's test the two of them."

When Zhao Xinran heard that Fu Jinzhou was going to be invited to dinner, her eyes brightened a little. Why couldn't they be the ones who had an affair?

She whispered innocently, "Brother Ting'an, I have a good idea to kill two birds with one stone."

Zhao Xinran whispered in his ear. Shao Ting'an's expression was gloomy at first, then eased a little, and finally he nodded.

"Okay, we'll see what happens then."

Zhao Xinran understood from the gloomy look on his face that Su Li still had a place in his heart.

But things have come to this point and he has no choice. If he is reluctant to let go, then help him and force him to let go.

"Hurry up and tell Aunt Shao I've made some chicken soup for Teacher Su."

Shao Ting'an pinched her face and smiled gently, "How come you are so sensible."

Zhao Xinran looked up and kissed him more sensibly...

In the hospital.

Fu Jinzhou sat at his desk, playing with the pen in his hand in a daze.

Su Li left, and it was as if she took his soul away as well. He always felt empty.

Xu Mingzhe knocked on the door and came in with a smile, carrying a bag of peanuts and a bag of cold-mixed pig ears.

"I came to see if someone was out of their mind."

Hearing Xu Mingzhe's voice, Fu Jinzhou sat up a little straighter.

"What are you doing here?"

"No, a few days ago you didn't let me get close to you because you were taking care of your beloved. Now you're all alone, so why can't I come and offer my condolences?"

A few days before Su Li's accident, Xu Mingzhe was arranged by Fu Jinzhou to look after Su Danian and not let him get close to Su Li, for fear that he would talk nonsense and let Su Li know his little thoughts.

Among the people around him, Xu Mingzhe knew him best. They were classmates in medical school and were both from Pingjiang, so they had a close relationship in college.

Fu Jinzhou looked at his malicious smile, lowered his eyes and said nothing, then put the pen in his hand back into his chest pocket.

Xu Mingzhe placed the things in his hand in front of him and poured two glasses of water. "I'll accompany you today, buddy, so that you don't become sick with lovesickness and die suddenly from overwork."

Fu Jinzhou looked up and glanced at him, "Watch your mouth."

"I'm responsible for my mouth, don't worry about it." Xu Mingzhe's smile suddenly turned serious. "What about you? Can you control your heart?"

"Jinzhou, she's already married and they have a good relationship. Have you thought about the consequences?"

Xu Mingzhe usually doesn't have a serious relationship with him, but he has seen everything Fu Jinzhou has done recently.

This man worked his entire night shift. He was a cold and aloof person. When had he ever cared so much about others? He seemed to be falling deeper and deeper for Su Li.

"I know what I'm doing, you don't have to worry." Fu Jinzhou said in a light voice.

"I believe you know your limits, but in this case, it's best to cut the Gordian knot."

Xu Mingzhe poured two glasses of water. Drinking alcohol is not allowed in the hospital, so water can only be used instead.

Fu Jinzhou couldn't say what was in his heart. He had lost something before, so he knew how precious it was to regain it. This time he must hold on to it tightly.

"Jinzhou, now that she's out of the hospital, you should calm down. Wanyi is a good person and is devoted to you. You should focus on cultivating your relationship with her."

"Mingzhe, I know what I'm doing. You don't have to worry. Lin Wanyi and I can't possibly be together. You should know that."

Seeing Fu Jinzhou's serious expression, Xu Mingzhe picked up the water cup, took a sip, and added a peanut, looking like he was ready to drink.

Lin Wanyi was two years younger than them, and although the adults in their family kept in touch with her, they didn't have much interaction.

When Lin Wanyi met Fu Jinzhou at school many years later, she fell in love with him at first sight.

She never gave up all these years, but Fu Jinzhou clearly rejected her from the very beginning.

Xu Mingzhe is very clear about this.

His family has been introducing girls to him over the years, but he doesn't like any of them. Only Lin Wanyi keeps pestering him, and he often avoids her.

He never gave Shao Tingting a good look in the hospital.

"Okay, you're not a reckless person, and I can't persuade you. Let's drink."

Fu Jinzhou frowned and looked at the cup of water he pushed over.

"Oh, drink water, drink water."

After Xu Mingzhe finished speaking, he picked up a piece of shredded pig ear and ate it with relish.

Fu Jinzhou took a sip of water and said in a low voice, "She has been in my heart for many years. The reason I didn't go abroad and insisted on returning to Pingjiang is because she is here."

“Ahem…”

Someone's plain and low voice exploded in his mind, and he spat out a mouthful of water.

"What did you say?"

"Ahem, I...did I hear correctly?"

"She has always been in my heart, from my youth to now, when I am about to turn 30, and that has never changed."

Fu Jinzhou lowered his eyes, a smile curving the corners of his mouth.

"Fu Jinzhou, you really can hold it in! No, if you can hold it in so long, why don't you just keep holding it in until you die of it?"

After so many years, I didn't even know that my good brother had a woman in his heart.

Fu Jinzhou sighed and smiled, "I'm so uncomfortable holding it in that I just told you."

He felt really bad, filled with loss and longing, but at the same time he didn't want to make his friends worry.

"No, you can't hold it back. She's a married woman, so don't mess around. You didn't pursue her back then, but now you have to hold it back even if you can't."

Fu Jinzhou didn't want to say too much, it was not the right time yet, so he picked up his chopsticks and started eating.

Xu Mingzhe was so anxious that sweat broke out on his forehead. "Tell me, what are your plans?"

"I don't have any plans. Are you going to eat or not? You're talking too much!"

Xu Mingzhe knew that no matter how much he asked, he would not get any results. It was rare for this person to admit it generously today.

If he hadn't been so full in his heart, he probably wouldn't have told me.

…

Su Li lay in bed, feeling uncomfortable. Although the sheets and mat had been changed, she still felt sick at the thought.

I was thinking that maybe inviting Fu Jinzhou to dinner the day after tomorrow would be an opportunity. School would start next Monday, and it would be great if I could move into the dorms.

As she was thinking, she heard a knock on the door.