Chapter 344 Finale 3

When these words came out of Qin Sheng's mouth, it was inevitable that people would feel sad.

Chu Yian stared at him for a long time. Seeing the smile on his lips and the tenderness in his eyes, he realized at this moment that he would never see this person again.

Coming to this world seems like a dream.

There are joys and sorrows in dreams, but most of the time, the person in front of you is always by your side.

But when you wake up from the dream, everyone you meet here will disappear, and Qin Sheng will also disappear, as if he had never appeared.

Chu Yian's eyes turned red and tears fell. She stood up and hugged him again.

Qin Sheng touched the back of her head, and raised the corner of his lips: "Why, you can't bear to leave me?"

Chu Yian nodded, his voice muffled: "I can't bear to..."

Qin Sheng's heartbeat quickened, his eyes reddened, and he suppressed the words that were about to come out of his mouth, and coaxed softly: "Didn't you say that we would see each other again in the future? If you miss me when you go back, just write me a letter."

"How about giving it to me when we meet again?"

Chu Yian's nose felt even more sore. These words sounded like words to coax a child, so why was he using them to coax her?

After hugging for a while, neither of them spoke, and Chu Yian withdrew from Qin Sheng's arms.

Once again, he reminded her worriedly, "Xiao Shengzi, after I leave, you have to live a good life, okay?"

Qin Sheng lowered his eyes and looked at her, nodding softly.

Chu Yian exhaled, as if remembering something, and hurriedly took off the pendant he had been wearing around his neck and put it in Qin Sheng's hand: "This, help me return it to Nian Yao."

When Sheng Nianyao was in love, he gave her this pendant that could allow her to withdraw money at will from the Sheng family bank.

But when she was most short of money in recent years, she didn't use it. She just took a sheep from Qi Ze, and Sheng Nian Yao scolded her for this several times.

Now that I'm leaving, I should return the things to them. I can't bury them with her.

Qin Sheng took the pendant, which still retained Chu Yian's body temperature. He held it tightly, his hands trembling slightly.

He looked up at Chu Yian: "Okay, do you... have anything else to leave?"

Chu Yian thought about it and thought of Hua Chen who was far away in Ningguo.

However, she quickly threw this person out of her mind. She and Hua Chen were not very familiar with each other, and it would be too presumptuous for her to leave something for him before leaving.

He is so happy being the emperor now that he might have forgotten about her a long time ago.

Otherwise, why did he say before that he would come to Dashun to find her after the Ningguo matter was settled, but he still hasn't come after such a long time?

However, the emperor was busy, and Ningguo was in chaos for a while before he came to power. He had a lot of things to deal with, so he probably didn't have time.

Chu Yian withdrew his thoughts, shook his head, lay down and closed his eyes.

Qin Sheng's eyes turned red instantly. He opened his mouth, but didn't dare to speak or make a sound.

There was only one candle lit in the room. When the candle burned out, the surroundings became completely dark.

Qin Sheng reached out to grab Chu Yian's hand with trembling hands. Feeling the coolness of her fingertips, he could no longer control his tears and they fell onto her hand.

Chu Yian's hand trembled as if it was burned, and Qin Sheng was slightly stunned.

She opened her eyes and looked at him through the darkness, her voice hoarse: "Qin Sheng, how can I leave with peace of mind when you are like this?"

Qin Sheng lowered his eyelashes: "I'm sorry, I thought you were gone..."

Chu Yian held his hand and curled his lips: "I really have to leave. The person I am most worried about in this world is you..."

Qin Sheng quickly wiped the tears from his face and forced a smile: "Go away, I... will be able to adjust soon. But I can't help but feel sad when I think about not being able to see you in the future."

"Just wait a few days. After all, you're not really dead."

Chu Yian looked at him: "Really?"

Qin Sheng raised his finger and was about to swear when she interrupted him: "I believe you, my little Shengzi has always been the strongest and bravest child in the world."

Qin Sheng wanted to say that he was not a child, but he couldn't say it.

Chu Yian lowered his eyelashes: "I'm really leaving this time. Please don't think about me all the time, okay?"

Qin Sheng's eyes became more and more sore, and he forced himself to nod: "Okay."

Chu Yian looked at him again and said softly, "Then...goodbye."

Qin Sheng nodded and watched Chu Yian close his eyes and clench his hands little by little.

I could feel her breathing and pulse becoming weaker and weaker, and her body growing colder and colder.

He knew that this time, she was really gone and would never open her eyes again.

Qin Sheng could no longer hold back his tears. He held Chu Yian's hand tightly, covered his eyes, and didn't want to cry.

Her spirit might have left her body and was watching him from somewhere in the room.

She was about to leave, and he couldn't let her leave in peace.

I promised her that she could only be sad for a few days, not for too long...

However, he really couldn't control himself, and tears fell like a dam bursting.

Qin Sheng let go of his hand and looked at the person lying on the bed who had no breath left. He bent down and hugged her in his arms, hugging her tighter and tighter. His rationality was like a taut string, completely breaking.

Somewhere in my heart was so painful that it was numb, and even my brain's reactions became slow.

If possible, he wanted to ask her if she could stay for a few more days, even just one or two days.

But he also knew clearly that even if she stayed for another day or two, when the day came for her to leave, he would still be reluctant to let her go. He hoped that she could stay longer, preferably to stay with him forever.

There is no end to human greed. Although he had decided to be just friends a long time ago, he still couldn't control himself from getting closer to her again and again, and falling in love with her again and again.

Qin Sheng held Chu Yian's body, tears falling on her face.

Qin Sheng lowered his eyes to look at her, trembling, and carefully kissed her forehead, his voice extremely hoarse: "Yi An..."

The person in my arms did not respond.

He knew clearly that she would not wake up. No, it was precisely because he knew that she would not wake up that the name he had not dared to say out loud, after passing through his lips and teeth for several times, finally came out from his throat awkwardly: "Madam..."

He married his wife in a formal ceremony with a sedan chair carried by eight people, but he never dared to call her "Madam" like ordinary couples.

At this moment, knowing that she couldn't hear him, he dared to shout out.

But the person in his arms would not look at him in surprise, nor would he ask what was wrong with him.

She leaned quietly on his shoulder, even the last bit of warmth in her body turned cold, and her hands fell limply.

Qin Sheng's remaining sanity completely collapsed. He hugged her tightly, tears falling one by one.

His tears fell silently, and the vitality in his body seemed to be drained away with Chu Yian's departure.

Live a good life... Without her, he didn't know how to live a good life, nor did he have the courage.

Before he met her, he was a bastard and couldn't live a good life back then. Now that she's gone, how can he do it?