Chapter 58: Longing is the feeling farthest from understanding

【god】

As the last stroke fell smoothly, Kira Yoshimitsu's slender fingers gently placed the brush next to the desk.

He sat quietly at his desk, took a deep breath, and tried to clear his mind, letting all his thoughts and distractions go with the wind, recalling his previous analysis of the ability seeds in the system.

There was no clear explanation for the conditions for the advancement of the system's ability seeds, but the initial breakthrough of Yamagami Tetsuya made Kira Yoshimitsu believe that the reason for the breakthrough was the high emotions.

Whether it is hatred, anger or despair, the emotions are driving the evolution of the seeds of ability, and the characteristics of the abilities acquired after evolution are also related to the will at that time.

The oppression from his family and the death of his sister pushed Tetsuya Yamagami's ability to break through.

The despair for the world and the desire to destroy everything at that time led to the emergence of [Emotion Fuel], creating the most powerful ability of pure destructive power in Kira Yoshimitsu's hands so far.

【mood】

At first, Kira Yoshimitsu firmly believed that the evolution of abilities was closely related to the arousal of emotions.

Even after Ryuji Takasaka gained [Bullet Time] under extreme inner tension, this belief did not waver in the slightest.

At most, he regarded Takasaka Ryuji's case as a special case, believing that his inner tension was unusually strong.

However, after learning about the process of Yamagami Tetsuya's breakthrough in martial arts recently, Kira Yoshimitsu questioned this speculation.

After all, Tetsuya Yamagami's hard training under the waterfall day after day seemed incompatible with his intense emotional fluctuations, but the facts overturned this conventional perception.

Not only did he successfully break through [Martial Arts], he also unlocked the feature of [Energy Activation], which undoubtedly provided Kira Yoshimitsu with a new direction for thinking.

The effect of [Energy Activation] is to increase the efficiency of energy flow in the body.

If [Emotion Fuel] was born out of Tetsuya Yamagami's pure desire for destruction, then the root cause of the [Energy Activation] effect can only be explained by Tetsuya Yamagami's insight into the inside of his own body.

Perhaps the real reason for the breakthrough lies not in the high emotions, but in the purity of will.

Yamagami Tetsuya's pure will to destroy everything and avenge everything prompted the [Anger] breakthrough.

Yamagami Tetsuya was calm and his pure will to become stronger promoted his breakthrough in [Martial Arts].

At least for Kira Yoshimitsu, this setting is undoubtedly good news. After all, for Kira Yoshimitsu who is used to remaining calm and controlling everything in the dark, the word "emotionally excited" is too far away from him.

On the contrary, the condition of pure will is more friendly to him.

[God... where are you...]

In fact, when the "Tengu Mountain Forest Sea" incident began, Kira Yoshimitsu hid the will of "individual advent" in Takasaka Ryuji and Spider respectively, and paid close attention to the changes in the situation throughout the whole process.

He also understood the Spider's inner changes.

But……

However, at this moment, Kira Yoshimitsu raised his arm slightly and reached into the void.

In an instant, the space distorted and a deep black hole quietly appeared. He calmly took out a notebook from the black hole.

This is a new effect he has recently developed for the ability of [Hole]. It can be considered a storage space, but the space is temporarily small and can only store some important items.

[Hole] This skill has great potential. After all, it is of the same type as space skills.

Perhaps in the future I would be able to upgrade the [Cave] to level three, thereby gaining a wider private space, or even turning it into a mythical [secret realm].

Kira Yoshimitsu slowly opened the notebook, and what came into his sight were a large number of incomprehensible words such as "Bathhouse", "Holy Lord", and "God of Disobedience", and these words were constantly connected by a large number of red lines.

Under these words, the red line spreads like a vine, leading to more unfamiliar words that have never been seen before, and they are intertwined with each other.

For example, under [Bathhouse], a red line is used to mark out the records of [Amber River] and other characters...

Turning the page of the notebook back, what comes into view is [Tokyo and Ryomen Sukuna]

[Main objective: ■■■■……]

[Phase goal 1: Create two fingers of Sukuna and give them to those with potential...]

[Phase 2: [Bathroom] [Amber River] appears and begins to mislead the government about the truth about the world. The real purpose is...]

[Stage Goal 3: [Monster] appears, and collects emotion points on a large scale...]

[Phase 4: …]

…

After some confirmation, Kira Yoshimitsu couldn't help but sigh. He had never expected that such pure admiration would grow in the spider's heart.

If this scene had been played out later in the plot design, or if he had other more special abilities in his hands, perhaps he could have guided this little life towards a different destiny.

However.

"Bang!"

There was a crisp sound of hinges, and Kira Yoshimitsu decisively closed the notebook tightly, then sent it back to the storage space through the [hole].

"Unfortunately, there are no ifs in the world!"

With this thought in mind, Kira Yoshimitsu once again projected his will onto the spider.

Looking at the hail of bullets coming at him, I couldn't help but sigh that the spider was growing too fast.

The moment you are exposed, your fate is inevitable.

Even if they help secretly, it is difficult for spiders to fight against modern weapons.

Thinking of this, Kira Yoshimitsu sighed slightly.

"As expected, admiration is the feeling farthest from understanding."

…

The spider felt the shell on the outside of its body being slowly destroyed, and it used its silk thread to fight back, but this only method of long-range attack was also neutralized.

Feelings of helplessness began to emerge from its heart.

it hurts……

God... where are you...

Suddenly, Spider seemed to hear the gentle voice of that day again, echoing in his mind.

【spider】

God... is that you... I finally see you again...

I have a lot to tell you...

【Let’s put an end to this! 】

Before the spider could utter a single word, a cold command echoed through his mind.

Then a strange power emerged from its mind, and it understood the meaning of this power without any instruction.

Its name is [Rage].

It felt as if an inexplicable energy began to spread out from its body, reshaping its body.

Energy gushed out from the heart like a raging flood, sweeping through the whole body.

Every cell is absorbing and expanding crazily under the irrigation of this power, as if trying to break free from its constraints and reach an unprecedented limit.

Finally, when this violent force reached its peak, the spider's vision was filled with endless blood red...

When a gun is shown in a movie, it is fired.

Therefore, the moment the spider appeared, the plot was already determined.

However, I never expected that there would be so many readers supporting Spider...

After thinking about it for a while, whether Spider is resurrected or not will not affect the subsequent plot design.

Let’s open a poll, I’ll put it in the comments section.

(End of this chapter)