"Eeeeeee..."

Not getting any meat, Er Laizi was very unhappy and started mocking Zhou Weijie: "Give me back your wife..."

I was Zhao Xiuyun's first man. I've touched every part of her body.

"It's only because I didn't want her to be seen naked by all the men in the village that I didn't fight you for her. Otherwise, according to seniority, you'd have to call me 'elder brother,' because I'm Zhao Xiuyun's man!"

"Aaaaaah!!! You bastard, shut the hell up!!"

Only after Erlaizi reminded him did Zhou Weijie realize how wretched Zhao Xiuyun had become.

Zhao Xiuyun, standing nearby, was so angry at Er Laizi that she burst into tears: "God, why did you let me be reborn? Even a scoundrel like Er Laizi dares to call himself my man."

Enraged, she wanted to pounce on Er Laizi and tear his face apart, but Er Laizi had already cleverly slipped away, swearing as he ran: "Oh, Zhao Xiuyun, you slutty bitch, trying to offer yourself up for me to fuck again? What, Zhou Weijie wasn't good enough for you, didn't he..."

At this point, Zhao Xiuyun was so heartbroken that she couldn't speak.

However, Zhou Weijie, who was standing next to her, did not squat down to comfort her. Instead, he stared blankly at Er Laizi's departing figure.

Why did he feel an emptiness in his heart as he watched Erlaizi leave?

Just now, there were many moments when he really wanted to rush up and hug Er Laizi tightly!

******

It was midnight at the educated youth settlement.

Shen Qingming woke up covered in sweat on a wooden plank bed covered with straw.

In the dim moonlight, he stared blankly at the spider web on the beam.

Just now, he had a dream, a very real dream.

In his dream, before he went to the countryside, not only was his house not burgled, but his thoughtful girlfriend Ruan Miaomiao also sent his family many gifts.

Because of the gifts, his family treated him kindly. His mother even thoughtfully prepared pickled vegetables and dry food for him. When he went to the train station, the whole family saw him off.

On the train, thanks to the Ruan family's connections, they got a sleeper berth and ate all sorts of high-end food brought by Ruan Miaomiao. They lay comfortably for two days before arriving in Qian Province.

It's nothing like the life I've lived where I was disgusted by everyone around me for eating soybeans and farting, and could only fill my stomach by drinking water.

After getting off the bus, Ruan Miaomiao took her directly to the guesthouse, where she took a nice, relaxing shower before going to sleep.

Unlike this life, when Zhao Xiuyun and I had nowhere to go, we could only go to the park in the middle of the night to feed the mosquitoes.

After being sent to the countryside, Ruan Miaomiao lived in the same house as Zhao Xiuyun, and the three of them shared any good food or useful items they had.

With the things Ruan Miaomiao had and the things that the Ruan family sent every now and then, they lived a very comfortable life in the countryside.

He and Zhao Xiuyun flaunted their wealth in the village by taking things from Ruan Miaomiao, successfully making everyone believe that they were also city kids from well-off families.

In his dream, all the female educated youths at the educated youth settlement, except for Zhou Weihong, liked him. Young girls from Jianshan Brigade and even several surrounding production teams also liked him. Often when he was out walking, he would encounter unfamiliar girls who would run over to look at him with a shy expression, and then leave with a shy expression.

In his dream, he was the most popular and successful young man in the surrounding villages.

Unlike in reality, he not only lost Ruan Miaomiao's support, but was also forced by Ruan Miaomiao to repay the money, and had to rely on his own hands to earn work points to support himself.

My reputation isn't as good as it was in my dream!

In his dream, after he got tired of staying in Jianshan Brigade, he hinted to Ruan Miaomiao, who immediately used her connections in the Ruan family to bring all three of them back to the city and even arranged a job for him.

Later, after the college entrance examination was reinstated, he and Ruan Miaomiao took the exam together and were admitted to Peking University.

After graduation, thanks to the Ruan family's connections, he successfully stayed on at the university and lived a life of luxury...

The dream was too beautiful, reality too cruel, leaving Shen Qingming lying in bed silently weeping...

He always felt that he was meant to live that kind of life.

He always felt that Ruan Miaomiao should take care of him and help him like in his dreams, obediently being a virtuous wife and loving mother waiting for him to love her.

He always felt that his life shouldn't be like this.

...

After much thought, Shen Qingming felt he had found the key to everything.

In the dream, although he had always taken care of Zhao Xiuyun, the two of them never confessed their feelings for each other. It was only later, when they were both older and had a long-awaited reunion, that he couldn't resist his loneliness and started a relationship with Zhao Xiuyun.

However, in this life, before he went to the countryside, when he went to find Zhao Xiuyun, Zhao Xiuyun confessed her feelings to him!

Since then, everything has been different from what I dreamed about!

Could it be that all of this is because of Zhao Xiuyun?

But why?

In my dream, Zhao Xiuyun clearly loved me very much!

No, even in reality, Zhao Xiuyun loves herself very much. She would rather give up her body to get eggs and such for herself.

Could it be that Zhao Xiuyun dreamt about her past life back then?

Yes, now Shen Qingming no longer feels that it was just a dream, but that it was his real past life.

Because Zhao Xiuyun confessed her feelings to him, he was happy, and as a result, his attitude towards Ruan Miaomiao was not as good as in the previous life, which made Ruan Miaomiao sad and unwilling to take care of him and Zhao Xiuyun as she did in the previous life.

Or perhaps even Ruan Miaomiao dreamt of her past life? Dreamt of dying of a stroke while having an affair with Zhao Xiuyun?

In an instant, Shen Qingming felt he had discovered the truth.

After all, although Ruan Miaomiao loved him so much that she was willing to give everything, the daughter of a military family valued honor above all else. If he and Zhao Xiuyun died like that, it would definitely bring shame to Ruan Miaomiao and the Ruan family.

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