Chapter 63 The little girl held back her tears, while the boy burst into tears

In no time, he put on his clothes.

Su Zhaoxin immediately pulled his sister and ran towards Yimeiyuan.

However, along the way, he saw many servants and maids busy at work, especially near Yimei Courtyard, where he saw many people carrying large and small boxes and walking towards the gate of the mansion.

See this scene.

The little thing naturally quickened its pace again.

Su Wan'er on the side was also trying hard to keep up.

But when the two little ones ran to the gate of the courtyard, they heard Su Linhan's voice: "So the eldest sister dragged her sick body to make those delicious dishes for us, right? And the eldest sister also knew that she had to return to the palace to recuperate, so she spent so much effort in preparing gifts for each of us in recent days."

"Linhan really doesn't know what my elder sister is thinking. Although we haven't met since childhood, she has exhausted herself in order to improve her relationship with us. Now she has to return to the palace to continue recuperating."

"Eldest sister, you are kind-hearted, unconventional, and open-minded. You are well-read and have great literary talent. These are the qualities that we, your younger brothers and sisters, admire. Is it worth it for you to tire yourself out for us?"

"Although there were some misunderstandings between you and me at first, I am very happy to have a new sister, especially since you are so amazing. Although I am not good at expressing myself, I am always very happy, especially when you teach me poetry and books, I feel very happy. But you didn't tell us about your body and only thought about our own good. This is wrong!"

"Now she has to go back to the palace to recuperate. It is us who have harmed her. Your elder sister said it was nothing and just needed a rest. She has to go back to the palace. Can she just have a normal rest?"

Speaking of which

Su Linhan looked at Su Changan's expression and continued angrily, "Linhan was so rude today, please forgive me, but I am not angry that you hid things from us, but I am angry that you don't take good care of yourself. Mother said that your condition has worsened and you must return to the palace to recuperate. Staying at home may delay the doctor's treatment. Although I don't know the reason, I can imagine how serious your health is right now."

"Especially if you think about it carefully, Maomao usually took so many herbs, I think she must have made some medicine for you when no one knew about it. You are so stubborn and trying to hold on, I'm afraid you don't treat us as family members."

Su Changan was helpless.

He didn't know why everyone started making a fuss so early in the morning.

He knew that his reputation in this courtyard was getting better and better. After all, he would always meet people when he went in and out and strolled around, and those people treated him differently.

As for the matter of his serious illness, it was Su Liu who told him in the morning, saying that it was the old man's idea.

After all, I had used the excuse that I had been recuperating in the palace before, so I could just use the same excuse this time when I went back. As for why I had to go back, I could just say that my condition had worsened.

After hearing this, Su Changan felt that it was reasonable and didn't think much of it.

only

I never expected that there would be a commotion in the yard early in the morning.

Many maids came to give various small items. Although they were not valuable, they were very thoughtful. One of them even brought the amulets that she had worn since childhood to ward off diseases and prevent disasters.

And from these people, Su Changan also learned what the big guys thought was because of them.

So, even though he was sick, he still cooked delicious food and brought honor to the Su family.

The more he listened, the more outrageous it seemed to Su Changan.

But it’s hard to explain.

But what he never expected was that Su Linhan also came to do this.

so.

When I heard what Su Linhan said, I didn't know what to say.

Just listening to Su Linhan's words, I didn't expect that I had such a high status in the heart of this second sister!

Especially those words that praise yourself.

Listen

Su Changan felt embarrassed.

"What's wrong with you, big sister?" Su Zhaoxin was listening to Su Linhan's words at the door. He heard it clearly, especially the parts about dragging her body and her worsening condition. The little guy was completely stunned.

Although he didn't understand much, he realized that his elder sister fell ill because of them, and was leaving now because of her illness.

He immediately ran to Su Changan, looking anxious, not knowing what to say. After a long pause, he said, "You are sick, why are you still practicing martial arts instead of lying down?"

Hearing this, Su Changan saw that Su Zhaoxin was unkempt, with messy hair and eye boogers hanging from the corners of his eyes.

Then he looked over and saw Su Wan'er grabbing her clothes.

Su Wan'er usually gets up very early, because she remembers what her teacher taught: a good start to the day lies in the morning, so she gets up early to read and tidy up.

But the traces of tears on her face were clearly visible, her big eyes were full of tears. She raised her head, bit her lips, and looked at Su Changan with great concern.

Su Changan looked at Su Wan'er's expression, then at Su Zhaoxin's anxious expression, and Su Linhan's angry and worried expression.

Su Changan didn't know what to say. After all, this matter could not be explained directly.

But I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

I just watched my sister and brothers, whom I had only been with for a month, treating me like this.

Speaking of this at this time and place, it is inevitable that I feel happy and joyful in my heart.

So after thinking for a while, he squatted down, helped Su Wan'er wipe her face and said, "What a pretty little girl, it would be bad if she cried, so don't cry. It's not like we can't meet again, and if you cry like this, I'll be sad, what if my condition gets worse?"

Su Wan'er had been trying to hold back her tears, but when she heard her elder sister talking, the tears couldn't stop flowing down her face.

But when she heard the last sentence, she immediately wiped away her tears with her hands, then nodded with a sob: "I won't cry, I won't cry."

Su Changan smiled and continued, "That's right."

After that, Su Changan stood up and looked at Su Linhan, then smiled helplessly and said, "Sister, remember the saying that all good things must come to an end."

Su Linhan nodded: "Remember."

After saying that, Su Linhan frowned and was about to say something.

Su Changan smiled and said, "Have you forgotten what the book says, that we will meet again and again? After all, you call me elder sister and I call you younger sister, and this is something that will never be broken. As for your anger, I understand, but now that I have said it and you know it, what can it do? It will just make one more person worry about me. When I see you all look worried, I will naturally feel bad. If I feel bad, how can I get better?"

"It is better to see people smiling than to see them feel sad. So, don't worry about my illness. My illness, which allows me to eat and drink, is easier to cure than those that make me lie in bed and not eat or drink. This illness will eventually be cured if I keep treating it."

Su Linhan frowned slightly, feeling that what Su Changan said made sense, but she was still worried.

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin, who was frowning and looking very anxious.

But before Su Changan could speak, Su Zhaoxin, who thought it was finally his turn, said, "How much money will it take to cure your illness, big sister? I'll go get the money. I'll sell the horse too. I know someone who's willing to pay a high price. Then I can sell all my treasures. If it's not enough, I'll copy books to exchange for money from my third uncle. If it's still not enough, I'll go to my third brother and beg him to give me money. I can also ask my parents. No, my parents earned all the money by risking their lives. But you... I..."

The more he talked, the more anxious Su Zhaoxin became.

Su Changan rubbed Su Zhaoxin's head and said, "My disease can be cured, and it won't cost much. Keep the money for yourself, don't spend it recklessly, and use it where it should be used. It doesn't matter if you don't like reading, just read it and understand some principles. It's important to find what you want to do. Others say that you look the most mischievous, far inferior to Wan'er, but I think you're pretty good."

"Because there are delicious food and fun things, the first people you think of are Wan'er, me and Linhan. You are always the first to come out to protect Wan'er no matter what happens. You also protected Linhan and me at the last poetry gathering. This is right. Just for this reason, you are better than many people. But in the future, you should think more and think twice before you act. Don't say everything and do everything. What if you make trouble and cause trouble for your family? What should you do?"

Su Zhaoxin pursed his lips and nodded vigorously, but looked at Su Changan: "Then can you really recover from your illness by going to the palace?"

Su Changan nodded: "Yes, your sister Maomao is here."

Su Zhaoxin wanted to ask why he had to go to the palace, but he didn't ask in the end.

Because Su Changan had already stood up and looked at Su Linhan and the others and said, "There are many rules in the palace, so I can't ask you to go in, but I should be able to come out, so don't make it like a life-and-death separation now. When I leave the palace, I will definitely go back home, and then we can eat hot pot together."

After saying that, Su Changan bowed slightly to Su Linhan, Su Zhaoxin and Su Wan'er.

Su Wan'er had read more books and had learned the Confucian bowing and etiquette very well. She saw Su Chang'an bowing to them.

Naturally, I hurried to return the gift.

There is no need to say much about Su Linhan.

Although Su Zhaoxin was not good at studying, he still knew etiquette. After all, he had seen it a lot, so he also performed the etiquette.

Su Changan looked at the three people and said with a smile: "We'll see each other some other day. Just think of me as going on a long journey."

Although Su Linhan and the other two still had a lot to say, they finally held it in.

I only heard Su Linhan say: "I wish you a speedy recovery, elder sister."

Wan'er followed Su Zhaoxin's lead and said, "I wish you a speedy recovery, elder sister."

Su Changan smiled and walked towards the door.

But after walking a few steps, he found that Su Linhan and the others were watching him, and immediately said with a smile: "Let's go, I'm not going to disappear after leaving the yard, aren't you going to see me to the door?"

The three of them were stunned.

Su Wan'er immediately ran forward and grabbed Su Chang'an's hand.

Su Zhaoxin naturally rushed forward and grabbed the other side.

Su Linhan stood there, smiling helplessly. She felt that even at this time, her elder sister was still acting like a fool.

Even though she thought so, Su Linhan still hurriedly followed.

…

When Su Changan arrived at the gate of the Su Mansion, he saw many maids and servants there, some of whom were hiding in the dark and watching quietly.

He knew that these were all gifts to him.

I just looked at the worried looks on their faces and felt a little apologetic, but thinking that there was really no way to explain this matter, I could only swallow my anger and apology. However, I naturally accepted all the kindness from everyone.

The door location.

Old Master Su, Su Zimu and others are all here.

Even my third aunt, who usually only liked to fiddle with flowers and plants, was there.

See Su Changan.

Su Liushi came up quickly, looking reluctant, and just held Su Changan's hand and walked towards the door step by step, repeating what Su Changan had said earlier in the morning, such as the palace is different from the outside, the expenses are accounted for, the family has prepared a lot, but if there is anything missing, they can ask someone to send it to her.

Although Su Changan had heard these words in the morning, he acted as if he had not heard them and listened carefully.

These words are not profound truths.

But every word is thoughtful and more comfortable to listen to than those big truths.

only

Su Changan thought that Su Liu had prepared a lot of things for him, and Su Zifeng also said that he would prepare some things for him.

So Su Changan thought that there would be at most two cars, and three cars at most.

But he hadn't even walked out the door yet.

But I saw a total of sixteen carriages!

Every carriage was filled to the brim with boxes, large and small, and large and small packages.

and

There are some places with a hint of red, which looks quite festive.

At first glance.

With so many things, it is actually no different from a dowry, except for those red "囍" decorations and the gong and drum team.

Seeing so many things, Su Changan was speechless and turned to look at Su Liushi.

Su Liushi didn't say anything.

The person over there also saw Su Changan so he came over. Su Zimu said helplessly, "This is still not enough. Originally, your mother wanted to prepare a few more quilts for you, saying that it is humid in winter and you need to change them frequently. There are also many other things."

When Su Liu heard this, she immediately scolded him, "What do you know? It's winter now and the air in the palace is already very humid. And they are all needed, how can they be missing?"

After hearing this, Su Zimu shook his head and said nothing more.

Su Liu rolled her eyes at Su Zimu, then looked at Su Changan and was about to say something, but when she thought of the old master who was still there, she said, "Your grandfather has been waiting for you."

Su Changan smiled slightly and bowed to Su Liushi.

Su Liu's face was full of worry, but after sighing, she looked back at the prepared things, wondering if there was anything left behind.

but

When Su Changan walked out of the gate and arrived at the steps at the entrance, he saw that the front of the entire convoy was already full of people watching the fun.

And these people also saw Su Changan from afar.

"Miss Chang'an, that's Miss Chang'an. Oh, she's so pretty, like a fairy."

"Yes, it is really beautiful. Those scholars really didn't lie this time. But what is going on with this scene?"

"I heard that Miss Chang'an's illness has worsened, so she has to return to the palace to recuperate."

"I heard that this Shui Lingling'er didn't recover from her illness, so she left the palace and returned to the Su Mansion to recuperate?"

"I heard from the servants of the Su Mansion that he was tired, so his illness got worse."

"Don't talk nonsense if you don't understand. It is said that Miss Chang'an is kind-hearted and very kind to the servants. She often makes food for the servants. She knows that some people can't eat, so she makes it despite her sick body. And it's not just that. She is obviously sick, but she heard that Master Su Zimu couldn't sleep, so she made soup overnight and prepared a sachet to help him sleep."

"I heard that Miss Chang'an dragged her sick body to cook and play for her mother, uncle, aunt, and brothers and sisters. She was exhausted and relied on medicine to keep going every day. And look at the strange crutch in the hand of the old master Su. I heard that it can be used as a stool when it is opened. Miss Chang'an stayed up all night to make it because the old master's legs and feet are not good."

"Oh, filial piety, and being so kind to servants, there are so many good people, what's wrong with him?"

"I don't know. You said she is so beautiful, and her heart is so kind. Her filial piety surpasses so many people. She is so good to her brothers and sisters. She is also so talented. Many scholars admire her. But... Hey! It's God who is blind. Those evildoers are fine. Such a beautiful girl got a serious disease for no reason."

"That's right."

…

The people watching the fun were all those who worked or lived nearby. Seeing the Su family busying around in the early morning, they naturally came out of curiosity to join in the fun.

Everyone was looking at Su Changan in surprise, and listening to what the people around them said, everyone had a look of regret.

I just wonder how such a beautiful person could get sick.

Moreover, even the Su family couldn't take good care of him, so he had to be taken care of in the palace.

It must be a serious illness!

Thinking of this, I felt even more sad when I looked at Su Changan on the steps.

…

When Old Master Su saw Su Changan coming over, he glanced at Su Wan'er who was standing at the door and didn't come over: "How did you coax her into doing that?"

After Su Changan bowed to the old master Su, he smiled and said, "If you cry, I will be sad, and then my illness will get worse."

Old Master Su smiled and said, "That's a good idea."

As he spoke, he looked at the carriage doors that were ready to depart at any time and said, "It looks like there are a lot of things, but it may not be enough to use. If there is something missing, ask the people of the Chixia Army to come out and tell your mother."

While speaking, Old Master Su looked at Su Changan, thought for a moment and said, "You don't look like a sick person. Now, not only in our house, but also outsiders are saying that you are sick because of us, so you have to return to the palace."

Su Changan smiled helplessly: "I'm a little ashamed. Lin Han looked really anxious this morning. I feel embarrassed."

Old Master Su shook his head: "It is true that he treated us well. That is enough. There is nothing to be ashamed of. Whatever outsiders think, let them think whatever they want. Besides, if you do this in a muddled way, your reputation will be even worse. I guess there will be more trouble. After all, those scholars who admire you don't know about it yet."

Su Changan was at a loss for words when he heard this.

But Old Master Su didn't waste any time and said directly, "Go ahead. After what we said last night, I thought we would be far apart, but I didn't expect you to say those words. I really don't want to leave."

"Now that I see you, I can't bear to leave you. Go quickly, or I'll miss you staying."

Su Changan said, "At least it's not house arrest. I can come back often."

Old Master Su smiled and nodded.

After Su Chang'an bowed to the old Grand Tutor Su, he bowed to Su Zimu, Su Liushi, Su Zifeng and others.

Then, he said, "Grandpa, father, mother, third uncle and third aunt, please take care of your health. Brothers and sisters, please study hard and be filial to your parents."

Su Changan looked at everyone and wanted to say something, but seeing everyone's sad and depressed faces, he said nothing.

It's so sad that it makes me a little sad too.

After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the carriage where Yan Ruyu and Maomao had just walked past in the front.

The people behind him looked at Su Changan's stern back.

Su Liu gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Last night Su Zimu told her what Su Changan said, which made her cry. Even after she calmed down and tried not to cry anymore.

But I still can't help it now.

Because she thought of Su Changan's life experience.

Thinking of Su Changan's daily life of fear.

Thinking that Su Changan now has to go back to the palace, that dangerous place.

Thinking of Su Changan’s cheerful mood and smiling face every day.

Seeing Su Liushi's expression, Su Wan'er said, "Aunt, don't cry. If you cry, Big Sister will be sad, and if she is sad, her illness will get worse."

Hearing this, everyone looked down.

But I saw that the little girl's eyes were wet, but she was trying hard not to cry.

It was as if the words she said were also telling herself in her heart, "Don't cry, don't cry. If my elder sister sees you, she will be sad and your illness will get worse."

…

The Noda convoy set off in a mighty procession

The common people around looked at the carts full of stuff and were all impressed by the Su family's wealth, but at the same time, they felt sorry for Su Changan.

but

Until the convoy disappeared from everyone's sight, and everyone thought there was nothing to see and planned to disperse.

Everyone saw a young man shouting "Big Sister" rushing out from the Su Mansion, and even fell down the stairs, rushing over while shouting.

But in the end, I didn't see the convoy, and I could only stand there and yell something like "What will I do without you!" or "Big sister!"

Someone who knows me can take a look.

My goodness, isn’t this Su Liheng, the fourth young master of the Su family!

Seeing how grief-stricken he was, everyone felt even more sorry for Su Changan.

Because that's why I cry

How could it be fake!

Especially with the way the Su family members were just now, how could it be fake?

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PS: I’m too lazy to separate the 6,000-word chapters because they will be put on the shelves tomorrow.

PS: It will be on the shelves at noon tomorrow. The remarks on the release will be sent tonight or tomorrow, and the 10,000-word update will start tomorrow.

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