It might not be available today...

A lot has happened recently, both in my state of mind and in other aspects.

I'm sure you can all tell that what I've been writing lately is like using Shift (without the 'f').

I've been trying to adjust my mindset, and I keep saying I'm adjusting my mindset, but I haven't actually succeeded.

Sometimes I feel quite guilty. I'm a Zaunian horse hunter who can type 200 words per minute, but it takes me a whole day to write just two chapters, and the plot isn't very interesting.

I had another unpleasant argument with my family today.

There are many reasons, but I won't go into detail. [Actually, it's just that the pay is low. If I could earn ten or twenty thousand a month, haha.]

Ultimately, it's because I'm useless.

There were many moments when I wanted to end my life and this book right away.

But I've already thought about the ending scene. Wouldn't it be painful not to write it down?

It will continue...

I typed these words while my eyes were completely blurry...

Forget it, I won't post any more negative energy.

Let us all strive together.

I'll try my best today, and if it doesn't work out, I'm very sorry.