The break was very sudden, it was very sudden for you and even for me.

I didn't have any deliberate plan, nor did I secretly open a small account to test the waters.

Tell me the reason.

It’s not about my grades, because the money I earn every month is enough for me to live on, which I can totally accept.

It’s about the performance again. The ratio of average orders, follow-up orders and high-end orders is very wrong, which means it’s “collapsed”.

It collapsed!!!

Someone talked about this topic before, and I just laughed it off. I didn’t feel like I was broken and I was able to pull myself together.

I am quite self-centered, or even confident.

This kind of self-confidence and ego became fatal when I realized I couldn't pull myself back.

It really collapsed.

After thinking again and again, should I continue writing?

I have also read some excellent novels, and the experience of forcing the content into a cliché or doing things in a forced manner in the later stages is unacceptable.

So, the cancellation was made.

Later I reflected that I had not done a good enough outline, lacked experience in writing long articles, and had some wrong ideas. I guess I did accumulate some experience.

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The new book will be published in February, but the date has not been decided yet. I am still collecting manuscripts. I will post it in the old book as a reminder when the time comes. Friends who are interested can keep an eye out for it.

ヾ(°°) New Year, new atmosphere, I wish you and me long-lasting prosperity