Chapter 151: Mutual Growth, Companionship, and Dependence

Shao Shuxuan complained aggrievedly, and A Shu looked at her helplessly, and finally couldn't help but apologize to her.

She touched Shao Shuxuan's head and spoke with great determination.

"Yeah, how could it not hurt? You and I are the same person, so naturally we feel the pain together."

She was the one who took the lead, and the punishment was borne by both of them. They felt the pain for each other, and they kept each other warm and comforted each other.

She gently raised her hand, tucked the hair hanging from her temples behind her ears, and apologized a little uncomfortably.

"I'm sorry, I'll be more careful next time. Don't worry, when I become stronger, I'll kill everyone who bullies you!"

Her eyes became fierce. Shao Shuxuan blinked and looked at her with admiration.

In fact, Ashu shouldn't be the type to apologize, because she is overbearing and strong-willed, and thinks everything she does is right.

But Ah Shu apologized to her, which proved how much she meant to her.

The two people are the ones who understand each other best, so they naturally appreciate each other and achieve mutual success.

After Shao Shuxuan showed these changes, many people said that she was crazy and became abnormal.

Sometimes he cries, sometimes he acts strong and refuses to submit to anyone.

In fact, only she herself knew that she was not crazy, but rather she enjoyed it.

Ah Shu is the embodiment of all her darkness. Even though she is not a good person and has bad intentions, she accepts it calmly.

To love yourself, you must accept everything about yourself, including your shortcomings, darkness, and all imperfections.

Her Ah Shu naturally loves her unconditionally.

After Ashu proposed and firmly wanted to kill that group of people, she chose to support him without hesitation.

"Okay, just do what you want to do. I will always be by your side."

She only dared to think about killing them, but Ah Shu really dared to do it. She was her most powerful weapon, her biggest trump card and backing, and would accomplish what she wanted.

After all, Ashu knew best how to make her happy.

A Shu has been in her body for ten years, so she knows that A Shu needs demonic power to become stronger. She will go to the barren mountains, hand over the control of her body to A Shu, and let A Shu do things.

Ashu knew how to refine those things for her own use. With the blessing of demonic energy and devilish energy, her body was no longer so fragile.

Both of them are thinking about each other, in other words, both of them are thinking about themselves.

If you want to distinguish between two people, just look at the color of their pupils.

The turning point came after my mother passed away.

The cowardly man died, the person who had always made her tolerate him was gone, she didn't seem to be very sad... just very depressed.

But at night, her emotions came back and she had no desire to sleep at all.

Shao Shuxuan covered her chest and cried bitterly on the bed, but there was always a sense of relief in her heart.

I'm glad that she left and no longer has to suffer in this cannibalistic mansion, but I also feel sad for her. Her best years of youth were wasted here, and she never resisted once in her entire life.

She didn't want to be another her. She wanted to be like Ashu and have the courage and strength to resist.

She looked in the mirror, saw the familiar face in it, and gave a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Ashu, she's gone. I don't have a real mother anymore. When she was alive, I could only call her aunt, and call mother to those who bullied me. Now that she's gone, I don't seem to be sad..."

As she spoke, she could no longer control her tears.

Then she curled up in bed, hugging her legs and muttering to herself.

"But why am I still crying? It seems like I'm used to crying and only use this useless trick."

Ah Shu looked at her, knowing the contradictions and struggles in her heart, hugged her, controlled her body and wiped her tears.

A Shu felt distressed as well, but he also understood that what she needed most now was not sympathy, but encouragement.

"I can't hug you head-on, but I'm always by your side. Don't be afraid, get some sleep, Shuxuan. You're too tired. I'm always here. You still have me. I'll always be here. I'm already strong enough to protect you..."

She comforted her softly, showing her clumsy tenderness, like a pot of warm charcoal fire, accompanying her through the long dark night.

Ashu helped her to get out of the pain of losing her mother step by step.

After her mother left, she no longer had any worries or fears.

She has A Shu, and A Shu has her.

But before the three-year mourning period was over, her father began to look for a husband for her, hoping to make her a tool as soon as possible.

While comparing her with her elder sister and belittling her as worthless, they warned her that her greatest value was to help the Shao family and to repay the Shao family for raising her.

She just felt so sad in her heart.

For countless nights, she cried and searched for ways to resist.

"Ashu, I don't want to get married. I don't want to be a tool."

She complained to Ashu, and Ashu felt the same way.

Ashu comforted himself over and over again.

"Be good, then don't marry, don't get married. Living for yourself is the long-term solution. As for those who force us, just kill them."

Sometimes, she would ask her in confusion.

"Ashu, why are you so nice to me?"

Ashu answered this kind of question very seriously.

"Because, I am you. If I don't love you, who will? If I don't protect you, who can? Only you can accompany yourself forever, right?"

"Yes, I'll stay with you, and you stay with me!"

As the two of them got along better and better, they developed different feelings for each other.

The person who knows you best is always yourself, and the person who loves you the most is only yourself! This feeling is very novel, because you will never abandon yourself and have no secrets from yourself.

Be honest with each other, understand each other, know his broken past and state of mind, love his perseverance and preference for himself.

When Shao Shuxuan first learned about this relationship, he was confused and ashamed, but he also thought, Ah Shu is so beautiful and so capable, isn't it normal to like her?

But this kind of emotion will make people feel inferior and afraid of being despised by Ah Shu.

But how could she despise herself? Ah Shu and she both loved herself.

She didn't dare to tell Ashu before, but how could Ashu not know what was in her mind?

When Shao Shuxuan was sleeping at night, Ashu successfully controlled her body.

When she found her hands touching her delicate skin uncontrollably, she knew it was Ah Shu who was causing trouble.

Shao Shuxuan felt something, but he couldn't control his behavior and felt very embarrassed.

"Ashu...that's weird."

She wanted to escape, but no matter where she ran, Ah Shu would follow her like a shadow, and he would not let her go.

Moreover, her legs were very weak now. After Ah Shu's teasing, she was so weak that she couldn't even walk.

Ah Shu shared the same body with her, so he naturally understood his own body.

It's easy to give and make yourself happy.

She is happy, and Ashu is happy too.

This was something she had never experienced before. She had only thought about it before and didn't dare to put it into practice.