Chapter 168 Apology and Guilt

Qi Ningzhu questioned directly, and Bai Yunshu's hand covering her eyes trembled even more.

Memories were ruthlessly torn apart, and Bai Yunshu felt uncomfortable in his heart.

Of course, she could also see the scenes just now.

If I were to do it again, I would still be infected by the emotions and feel sad. I felt like something was pressing down on me and I couldn't breathe.

If the little disciple knew everything, with her stubborn personality, she would definitely seek revenge on her senior sister...

What would she do if the people most important to her turned against her?

Forget it, she has left a way out. The only person she feels sorry for in this life is her disciple. As for Xuanying's kindness, she has already repaid it.

She will bear all the consequences, whether it is karma or sin.

Qi Ningzhu suddenly grabbed her wrist, his voice heavy and choked, thinking of the promise Bai Yunshu had made to him at that time.

"You liar! You lied to me after all. You told me there was no danger, you said you would come out to find me, but you wanted to stay in there forever..."

When she was outside, she was still thinking that after her master came back, they would go to Bantingyue again, so that her master could recuperate well and she would just accompany her.

But Bai Yunshu was planning to write her a farewell letter. How could she not be angry?

Although I know her original intention was to prevent her from worrying and being sad, I still felt bad after knowing everything!

Back then, she regarded Bai Yunshu as the bright moon in her heart, and even said childishly that she wanted to be with her master forever, but Bai Yunshu never seemed to take it seriously.

Until now, Bai Yunshu has always said that he likes her, but he never seems to have said anything like they want to be together forever.

Just said that he would pester her for the rest of his life

This sentence seems to be a kind of alternative promise.

Qi Ningzhu blamed Bai Yunshu for hiding everything and for wanting to abandon her.

Although what happened later was completely beyond everyone's expectations, even she blamed Bai Yunshu, putting all the hatred of the past five hundred years on her.

I hated him for so many years... but ended up hating the wrong person. Judging from his appearance, if Bai Yunshu hadn't forced me to ask, he seemed to be planning to protect Tao Yiye.

Qi Ningzhu even began to doubt Bai Yunshu's love for her.

She couldn't help but feel shaken in her heart, and Fusheng took this opportunity to stand up and create a mirror image in her mind.

Fu Sheng changed into her appearance again.

But unlike the previous face-to-face conversation with her, she restored the scene of that year.

The scene of being tied up in the abyss with iron chains.

She was in a terrible state, with a huge wound on her stomach, from which blood was flowing profusely, and her internal organs were vaguely visible.

The blood soaked the already tattered robe even more, and his hair was tangled and covered his face, making it impossible to tell what he looked like.

Fusheng suddenly looked up, smiled at her with her face, and slowly uttered a word.

"You're always so stupid."

These words were like thunder exploding in her ears. Qi Ningzhu suddenly closed her eyes, her head feeling dizzy.

She wanted to drive Fusheng out, but Fusheng had merged too much with her... and was beginning to get out of control.

Her smile was creepy, and her usually bright and cheerful face was filled with hostility and dissatisfaction.

"If she could lie to you the first time, she could certainly lie to you the second time. Look, between her senior sister and her disciple, didn't she choose her? Even though she knew Tao Yiye was your murderer, she didn't do anything about it. She just ruined her relationship with her."

"Don't you understand? In her heart, the lives of the people of the world are above all else. Her senior sisters in the sect come second, and you come third. If she really wanted to, with her level of cultivation, how could she not have been able to break free from the Demon Abyss back then..."

"You've suffered for five hundred years. Why should they be reunited and happy while you're lonely and in pain? This is so unfair. Her love for you is also unfair. She used Gu to control you. From beginning to end, you had no right to make your own choices."

She said a lot, and Qi Ningzhu had a severe headache and wanted to refute her, but he didn't know what to refute.

What Fusheng said was what she was thinking in her heart.

When she saw everything just now, she really wanted to kill Tao Yiye.

But now I don’t have any ability, only Fusheng can help me.

"You can help me kill her, right? Even if she's a cultivator in the Creation Stage..."

Qi Ningzhu asked Fusheng, and Fusheng curled his lips and smiled.

"Don't worry, of course. In the near future, you will inherit all my abilities. Even if you can't kill her, you can at least injure her severely and make her unable to recover..."

"You should think like this. Return all the grievances you've suffered. The people of the world have nothing to do with you. That's the responsibility of all the immortal cultivators. How can it be placed on just one person..."

Qi Ningzhu lowered her eyes, feeling a lot of grievances in her heart, and felt that what she said was particularly reasonable.

She didn't want to see her previous miserable appearance again, so she opened her eyes and looked into Bai Yunshu's eyes.

Bai Yunshu looked at her blaming eyes and rarely apologized.

"I'm sorry, Master didn't mean to lie to you, but actually, knowing it wouldn't change anything. Master must go. Ningzhu, please forgive Master..."

Just as Qi Ningzhu said, she did think so back then.

She did not do it voluntarily, but had to do it, so the best way was to stay in there forever in exchange for eternal peace and prosperity. In this way, she would be the only one to sacrifice and she would be the only one to bear the pain.

She didn't intend to deceive Qi Ningzhu and then give her a promise that she couldn't get.

But a white lie is still a lie after all. When too many lies are woven, they will easily begin to collapse.

Listening to her apology, Qi Ningzhu was in a state of absent-mindedness.

She didn't know how to respond to this apology. Should she say it was okay and let it go?

If you can't do it, you get angry.

The Rebirth Formation... That formation was clearly prepared by Bai Yunshu for himself, but it was used on her, making her endure it for five hundred years.

But if Bai Yunshu had to endure all this, she would also feel distressed...

So contradictory, so helpless, so painful.

Qi Ningzhu remained silent, then slowly let go of her hand and closed the window.

The cold wind finally stopped blowing into the house, but she still spoke in a cold voice.

"I won't easily forgive someone who deceived me. Of course, if you want to persuade me to forgive Tao Yiye, that's impossible. When I have the ability, I will kill her."

Her words were much colder than today's cold wind. They all blew into Bai Yunshu's heart, leaving it covered with a thin layer of frost.

It was extremely prickly and cold, making it difficult for her to make a decision for a moment.

"Ningzhu, she did it for me. In fact, I'm the one who should be blamed the most. Can I repay you for those five hundred years? I'll repay you with everything I have, anything..."