Chapter 175 Both Choices Are Dead Ends

Huazhe was completely focused on finding a way to save the situation.

Even though many people don't understand, she will have a better way out if she leaves this monster, and this monster's cultivation is not as good as hers, so why be so stubborn.

But Hua Zhe just wanted to stay by Yu Caixing's side, to win her eye and become someone she could trust.

It was her wishful thinking that she wanted to replace the person in Yu Caixing's heart, but when her master blocked the palm for her, she felt that her master had her in his heart.

Of course there is, but the master has never been willing to admit it, nor would he listen to what he said.

Hua Zhe's mind is now full of that bastard Ji Chimo.

Having deceived my master's feelings for so many years, I must find her! I must avenge my master's broken elixir.

However, fate was such that Ji Chimo fled after injuring her master, and naturally she did not get the demon pill she wanted.

She really only has her master. If her master leaves...what should she do then?

Has she turned back into the Hua Zhe who was abandoned and unloved?

Hua Zhe's words were filled with infinite pain, and these few words actually infected Qi Ningzhu with her emotions, making her inexplicably sad.

Two people who rely on each other now have to face such a choice, which is painful for both of them.

"Even if you want to use a fake demon pill, implanting it requires the consent of the person who implanted it. When your master wakes up, you can discuss it with her..."

Bai Yunshu reminded her at the right time.

Hua Zhe is very conflicted now. She is reluctant to let go and let her disappear, but she also doesn't want Yu Caixing to be implanted with a fake demon pill and suffer for the rest of her life.

No matter which choice I make, it’s not good, but if I don’t make any choice, the master will die too.

If you choose the first path of the fake demon pill, Master can at least stay alive... If you choose the second path, Master can be free and no longer suffer.

She was unsure of what to do and didn't know what Yu Caixing would choose.

"I really feel sorry for my master. If I could, I would love to feel the pain for her. I want all her suffering to be transferred to me. I want all her pain to be in me."

Near dusk, Yu Caixing finally woke up again.

After hearing these two options, she chose the second one without hesitation.

This choice was expected by everyone.

Bai Yunshu put away the fake demon pill, expressing his respect for her choice, while Qi Ningzhu was wondering what would happen to Hua Zhe after her master left.

Will he be obsessed with waiting for someone to return, or will he listen to his master and achieve enlightenment?

This was someone else's choice and had nothing to do with her, but she still couldn't help but be curious.

After all, people are different, and their views on people and things are naturally different.

Only Yu Caixing can feel the pain she is feeling now.

It was like thousands of arrows piercing her heart. The pain and burning sensation at the place where the demon pill was located felt like something was gnawing at her. Every second was stimulating her flesh and bones, making her want to die.

Only after fainting can you feel the pain less clearly, but you will be woken up by the pain again soon.

She wanted to live without pain... rather than live in pain all her life, which seemed to be more painful than death.

However, my little disciple wanted me to stay alive and accompany her for a long time, but it seems that it is impossible.

After hearing her choice, Huazhe held her hand and cried silently with his head down.

The tears fell on the back of Yu Caixing's hand and also on Yu Caixing's heart.

She wanted to comfort her little disciple, but she felt that no matter how much she said, it would be useless.

In fact, I rarely see Hua Zhe cry. The only few times were when she was hurt and she cried out of heartache.

Seeing Huazhe crying pitifully, Yu Caixing suddenly thought of something.

She hesitated to speak.

"My little disciple...please don't cry, okay? I won't kick you out of the sect anymore. You will always be my disciple."

Yu Caixing raised her other hand tremblingly to wipe her tears, but due to the pain and exhaustion, her hand fell down again before she could wipe it.

Hua Zhe bit her lip and suddenly spoke in a low voice.

"Master, you chose the second path. Do you not want me anymore?"

When Yu Caixing heard this, she was stunned and shook her head slightly.

"No, but as a master, I can't find a better choice. My little disciple, I have never thought of giving up on you."

After she said this, blood appeared at the corner of her lips.

The fish scales on Yu Caixing's face and body had begun to fade and turn white, and the golden demonic power slowly dissipated.

When Hua Zhe heard her answer, he didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

Yu Caixing forced herself to speak to Bai Yunshu and the others.

"Please, both immortals, please step aside for a moment. I have something to say to my apprentice."

She had a bright smile on her lips. Bai Yunshu nodded and took Qi Ningzhu out.

When Qi Ningzhu went out, he took a special look at Yu Caixing's condition.

It looks like I won’t survive this night... It would be nice to end the pain here.

After Bai Yunshu and the others left, Yu Caixing let out a long sigh.

"Hey... my little disciple, why are you so stubborn? I've treated you so well, but why do you still refuse to hate me?"

She was very confused.

He was usually cold towards his disciples, and even showed no concern in words.

The flowers are broken and the eyes are drooping.

"Master, I can see through many of the things you did on purpose... Although I'm angry, I understand your good intentions. You want me to give up on you and focus on cultivating the Dao, but I can't do that."

"People have seven emotions and six desires. That's what makes them alive. I once thought that even if you like Ji Chimo, if you are happy, I can simply watch you silently from behind and not disturb you..."

She expressed the feelings hidden in her heart. Yu Caixing glanced sideways at the thick night outside and confessed to her disciple.

"I have never liked her. I have always liked you, but I know that humans and demons are different, so I am particularly cold to you."

Thinking about the past days, Yu Caixing never regretted it.

You shouldn't regret what you've done.

"In my heart, she's just a friend. She saved me, so I'm very grateful to her. But her goal is actually the same as those mortals who want immortality."

"For a moment, I didn't know what to say. My little disciple, I'm truly in pain... I'm afraid of pain. I've thought about it, and it seems like I've never been kind to you since you came of age..."

Suddenly, Yu Caixing seemed to have made some kind of decision.

"I plan to use that fake demon pill to enter your body, endure the pain for a few days, stay with you for a few days, calm down, and enjoy these last moments."

"Let's spend a few days as a teacher and disciple. After five days, you can end my life with your own hands, okay?"

Yu Caixing's eyes were shining as she looked at her with a hint of sadness. She was also discussing with her, but also with the expectation of dying.

Huazhe was stunned.

There is sadness mixed with joy.

The master said that she had always loved herself...but how could she possibly do such a thing as killing her own master with her own hands?