Chapter 220: Yuli is accused of being happy

Her words were cold and heartless. Bai Yunshu suddenly grabbed her wrist and shook his head frantically.

Bai Yunshu did not accept this reason, and his eyes were full of sadness.

The sea of ​​suffering cannot be cleared, regrets always wither away the spring, how could such a happy journey end up like this? She won't accept it!

She wanted to say something, but for a moment, many words were stuck in her throat.

It felt like a thorn was stuck in her heart, making her bleed profusely, but she didn't dare pull it out forcefully for fear of causing further damage.

She was too timid to face it back then, and now that all the roads have been paved, the result is still the same... How can she not be in pain?

Xiao Ningzhu...has she really never liked me?

Really?

Bai Yunshu thought of the days and nights they spent together, her proactive kiss, and the day she came looking for him in the snow.

So…was all this just wishful thinking? Did she just want revenge? And then leave? Did she never think of a future with me?

But, Qi Ningzhu, there is still a poisonous insect I planted in your body. Do you think you can get away if you want to?

Feeling Bai Yunshu's hand pulling her wrist harder and harder, Qi Ningzhu didn't dare to look into her eyes. She just turned her head away to hide the panic in her heart.

What should I do? I don’t dare to look at Bai Yunshu’s expression. I just thought of a lot of cruel words and just said one of them.

It feels like... Bai Yunshu is going crazy.

Bai Yunshu was expelled from the sect, and half of the reason was definitely because of herself. But it’s okay. She is no longer a sect elder, and her responsibilities are reduced. She can be herself.

Although Bai Yunshu extracted the demonic energy and Fu Sheng from his body and restored his meridians, Qi Ningzhu felt that there was too much distance between them.

It is already an unbridgeable gap, and liking someone simply doesn't seem to be enough to make up for it.

Even if we make peace, it is just patchwork, and sooner or later, it will become the source of quarrels.

Qi Ningzhu didn't dare to face her own feelings, thinking that it was the insect's fault, and she didn't dare to believe that Bai Yunshu really wouldn't blame her.

After being hurt too many times, I subconsciously built up a defense mechanism. I would not trust anyone easily and would think of all the outcomes in the worst possible way.

When she was in the sect before, she always wanted the best result and wanted to follow her forever and be her lifelong disciple.

After a trip to the Demonic Abyss, she discovered that most things in the world go against one's wishes.

Bai Yunshu would never forgive herself. Even if she didn't blame her, she could clearly see the sadness in her eyes.

"I'm serious. I'm serious. What I said is true. Bai Yunshu, we're even..."

She stabbed her in the heart again and again, and if it didn't work the first time, she would say it a second time, with the intention of making Bai Yunshu see clearly.

Bai Yunshu suddenly sneered.

"Heh, what did you call me? My little disciple..."

Qi Ningzhu no longer called her Master, but lowered his head and called her name, rubbing salt into her heart.

She stared at Qi Ningzhu, and for some reason, Qi Ningzhu felt that everything around her had become colder.

But she comforted herself in her heart that it was already deep winter and it was normal to get cold.

"Bai...Bai Yunshu, let me go."

When faced with her questioning, Qi Ningzhu began to stutter.

She tried to break free from her bonds, but was unsuccessful.

Bai Yunshu held her hand too tightly, and her wrist was already aching.

I don’t know why, but calling Bai Yunshu’s name actually gives me a very subtle feeling.

When she was in the Demon Abyss before, she often called Bai Yunshu's name, but she basically swallowed the blood while cursing viciously.

"Bai Yunshu, when I get out, I will make you pay for your blood debt with blood."

"Bai Yunshu... You are unworthy of being my master and an elder of the sect. You are a liar! I will definitely seek revenge in my lifetime."

"Bai Yunshu...you lied to me, you lied to me! Bai Yunshu!"

She often murmured sadly, simply because she was afraid that time would pass too long and she would forget her hatred, and she also wanted to vent her resentment.

Remind yourself over and over again at all times and don’t forget.

Hearing that she was serious and said it more than once, Bai Yunshu knew that she really thought so in her heart.

She called her own name directly...

Bai Yunshu stammered, his face was pale, and he tried hard to suppress himself. It took him a long time to speak.

"You're lying! No, no! My little disciple! You... No, I didn't control the Gu at that time! Why don't you call me Master anymore? Why?"

Her eyes were slightly red, and Qi Ningzhu remained silent, unwilling to admit the affection she felt as they spent more and more time together.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Bai Yunshu suddenly hugged her, his voice choked with sobs.

"Did Master do something wrong? Did Master do something wrong? Little disciple, can you tell Master?"

She thought that she had not done something well enough and that something had made her unhappy again.

When Qi Ningzhu saw her blaming herself, she felt a little sad in her heart and patted Bai Yunshu on the back.

Bai Yunshu hugged her too tightly, almost making her unable to breathe.

As for why she didn't call him "Master", it was because she felt it was inappropriate, but she couldn't explain why.

"Neither you nor I are wrong, and no one is wrong...it's just inappropriate."

Qi Ningzhu's voice was indifferent and Bai Yunshu asked her in a hoarse voice.

"What's wrong?"

Who has the final say on whether something is appropriate or not? What is the definition of appropriate? Why should we say it is inappropriate?

Qi Ningzhu thought about it.

"You and I were once master and disciple... but now it seems we are more like enemies. Please grant me the apprenticeship tea."

She begged, and suddenly met Bai Yunshu's murderous eyes.

"I'll leave right away."

When she said this, she was somewhat unsure.

Bai Yunshu didn't say anything, just stared at her.

It was like an abyss that wanted to swallow her up completely, including her bones, flesh, blood, and soul, all of which were hers. Every part of her was hers!

Qi Ningzhu felt an oppression different from before.

She knew that Bai Yunshu was angry

Qi Ningzhu swallowed and was about to say something when Bai Yunshu's eyes dimmed, losing their previous concern and brightness.

She smiled and pushed her down on the bed, using herself as a cage, controlling her hands and actively letting her climb onto her neck.

Qi Ningzhu found that her behavior was out of her control and she immediately became angry, but Bai Yunshu's hand slowly touched the back of her neck and gently pinched it.

"My little disciple, please don't say anything that your master doesn't want to hear. Your current cultivation level and even your spiritual power are all given to you by your master."

There was fear in Qi Ningzhu's eyes.

Even if he opened his mouth, he couldn't utter a word. He could only stare at her blankly, feeling her movements and the look in her eyes that seemed to want to eat him up.