"Dear Mr. Xiao:

It's like seeing you in person.

I am very sorry to address you in such a strange way, because today, I really don’t have the face to call you my teacher or leader anymore.

I am an absolute sinner. Because I failed to recognize people, I directly caused the misfortune of Mr. Guoxi. I cannot escape the blame for this consequence and I will never be able to atone for it!

Recently, I learned that the murderer of Senior Guoxi was executed, and I was filled with grief and anger. That man was not the murderer at all, but just a scapegoat. Only Chen Yun knew who the real murderer was, because she and her traitorous father were the masterminds behind the whole thing.

We were all deceived by Chen Yun's innocent appearance. She was not an ordinary returned college student. She was from the Chen family of Tongchuan. She approached us with a purpose from the beginning. Her purpose was to help the traitor find the descendants of Wang Wei and to plunder the Wang family's legendary secret recipe for celadon porcelain!

Unfortunately, we never knew that there was a branch of the Chen family in Japan, so even though we knew her surname was Chen, we were not alert and were bewitched and instigated by her. If she had not instigated us to find the Wang family, Senior Guoxi would not have been killed!

I was destined to die, but because I still held what they wanted, I was spared. Chen Yun pretended to fight the vicious criminals with me and even suggested we go south to hide our identities and avoid the danger temporarily, waiting until the police brought the criminals to justice before returning. I agreed.

During this period, I developed a good impression of her. I felt happy to have such a lover who was on the run from home, and I even regarded her as a comrade who shared the same hardships... But I was wrong, very wrong!

It turns out she came to the South on a mission! All that talk of temporarily avoiding risk was just an excuse! I've caught her in the act here, and she's speechless in the face of the truth. I've finally seen her true colors, but the mistake has been made. Senior Guoxi can't come back.

I never imagined that the person I was sleeping with was such a conspirator who was good at disguising himself. If it weren't for saving her, I might have been able to save Guoxi's life a year ago!

I grew up without a father or mother and was raised by the Xiao family. I am now so blind and heartless that no words can describe the regret in my heart.

I broke up with Chen Yun and urged her to surrender to law enforcement, but then she told me she was pregnant. This was devastating news! Given our current relationship, how could we possibly raise a child together?

I discussed giving up the child with Chen Yun, but she objected, accusing me of being heartless. Was I really? This child was a mistake in the first place, the result of a lie, and should never have been brought into this world! Can a child born without a father's approval be happy?

Chen Yun clearly knew that I resisted any further involvement with her, but she still insisted on having this child. Because of this, I hit a woman for the first time in my life. I know hitting women is wrong, but it made me hate myself even more. I don't know why I became like this today. I am extremely disappointed in myself!

Now Chen Yun has run away. I've searched for her for three days and three nights but haven't found her. I know she's in hiding, and I'm afraid she won't reappear until she gives birth. Then I'll have no choice but to accept the outcome.

The thought of her using the child as a bargaining chip to force me to do something in the future makes me shudder. I will never accept her manipulation. I have decided that since she can use "life" to force me to be involved with her, then I can also use "death" to draw a clear line between us!

So, Mr. Xiao, by the time you read this letter, I've already ended this foolish life. Don't feel sorry for me; this is the best possible ending. I've never felt so fortunate to be alone and free from all ties, to be able to die without hesitation. Only by disappearing forever, carrying all my secrets with me, can I avoid this slide into the abyss and bring peace to everyone.

I don't want to elaborate on Chen Yun's actions. A night of love brings a hundred nights of love. Let me take all that to hell! I'm just worried that she'll bother you or your family again in the future. I'm even 100% sure that she will, because they haven't achieved their goal yet and will definitely not give up.

If that day comes, please be on guard, on guard, on guard! Stay away from her!

When a person is about to die, this is my heartfelt advice, and it is also the reason why I have to write this letter to you no matter what. Please take it to heart.

Now, I can personally go to atone for my sins to Senior Guo Tao. If there is an afterlife, I hope I will have the honor to become your disciple.

obeisance.

Zhang Shunqing's last work

March 31, 1997

A total of four photos were taken of this letter. After Zhang Moyan read the last word, she could already hear the throbbing sound in her temples. She was paralyzed for at least a minute, and the shock in her heart was like waves, one higher than the other.

The hypnosis session not long ago had touched a chord in her memory, causing her to recall some things. Although those things were vague, they had already made her feel vaguely uneasy. But even so, even if she had a hundred brains, she would never have imagined that her life story would be so horrific!

Her mother deceived the Xiao family and her father, and was the mastermind behind Xiao Guoxi's death. She was the result of her father preventing her from being born. Her father even chose to commit suicide to avoid facing the reality of her birth...

Zhang Moyan's hands and feet were cold, her heart was beating wildly, and her entire consciousness was shaking.

When she slowly recovered from the shock, she felt Xiao Guotao's eyes fixed on her. Fortunately, she was known as the "successor of the Tomb School" and she never showed her emotions. Fortunately, no one could tell the temperature of her hands and feet and her heart rate from her appearance.

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