After waiting online in front of the computer for a while, there was no reply from netizens yet. Zhang Moyan went to the kitchen like a wandering soul to find anything to fill her stomach.

There were still quite a few ingredients I brought back from Zhang's house, but they all needed to be processed, which was too much trouble. I found a bag of instant noodles, but I really didn't feel like putting it in the pot to cook, so I boiled a pot of water, soaked the noodles in a porcelain bowl, and returned to the table to stare blankly.

Breaking up is the most important thing for her now.

She had no intention of getting caught up in the whirlpool of the secret recipe of celadon glaze porcelain. Just to digest the fact that she was born without her father's blessing, she would need to spend a long time to rebuild her mentality.

Her father, who passed away after the incident, did not go into detail about those entanglements in his suicide letter, but the fragments he mentioned were enough to give people an insight into the complexity of the whole incident. Zhang Moyan knew with just a little thought that those things were beyond her intelligence to deal with.

Once you enter the game, you will inevitably destroy yourself.

But as the old saying goes: Cut the Gordian knot with a sharp knife. The most formidable person in any sport or gambling game is never the bravest, the most powerful, or the richest, but rather someone else: the scoundrel.

Just like at the mahjong table, no matter how smooth the previous player's hand is or how closely you watch the next player, it's not as powerful as the next player pushing his cards aside and standing up and saying "I don't want to play anymore" or "You take what you won, I won't play anymore."

In fact, from a certain perspective, Zhang Shunqing is a scoundrel.

It's incompetent to get rid of a scoundrel, even a hero would disdain to do so, but how many people in the world are heroes, let alone heroines?

Being a scoundrel is unkind, but it is much easier than being a heroine, and it is indeed the way to end everything at the lowest cost.

Do the opposite.

Don't those behind-the-scenes players want her to be associated with the Xiao family? Then she should cut ties now and end her relationship with Xiao Xingyu. See how they can continue?!

Zhang Moyan once fantasized that one day she would be able to share her secrets with Xiao Xingyu openly, because deep down, she hoped that there would be someone in this world who understood her as well as she did.

Because there are some things that only you know, and it's really lonely.

If there is someone in the world who knows her inside and out, she hopes that person is Xiao Xingyu.

But now Zhang Moyan feels that there is no need for this. When Xiao Guotao asked to meet her mother, her instinctive concealment and self-affirmation had made her see her own bad nature.

At that time, she almost without thinking chose to protect her identity as the daughter of Zhang Feng and Huang Qin. Yes, deep down she didn't want people to know that she was an adopted orphan!

Even the adopted son or daughter of the world's richest man would be sympathized by the world, not to mention that she is the child of Chen Yun and Zhang Shunqing.

The heroines in novels or TV shows are often strong and brave when facing thorns, and they draw their swords to fight against fate, but she won't do that, because there is no need, because the years have not been kind to her, and in fact have not been unfair to her.

She has a very warm and loving family. Her grandparents, parents have loved her very much since she was a child. She has had a wonderful student life in the past twenty years. Now she has a stable job, her boss has a good temper, and she has a very caring friend and colleague... All these are very precious.

This is not the first time that she has given up what she longs for for these existing beauties.

I remember that when she was in the second grade of elementary school, Huang Qin took her to the Children's Palace to sign up for interest classes. She was obviously envious of the children in the dance class wearing beautiful training clothes, but Huang Qin kept asking the teacher about the Taekwondo class. Finally, when Huang Qin asked her what she wanted to learn, she happily said, "I want to learn Taekwondo."

After all, an orphan like her should be content with having the chance to attend interest classes.

Although learning Taekwondo was very hard and she had to interrupt it in the sixth grade due to schoolwork, the sight of her family being so happy every time she advanced to a higher level as if it were a holiday made her feel very happy, so it was all worth it.

For example, Zhang Feng and Huang Qin wanted her to apply to the police academy to undergo laser surgery for myopia. She had heard that her eyelids would be stretched so hard on the operating table that she would cry, and she was scared to death, but she still went happily. Although she was not admitted in the end, her parents were very pleased and thought she was a good child.

There are many things like this. She has become accustomed to having a normal life and has only one attitude towards all her loves, which is "Okay".

Without Xiao Xingyu as her husband, there would always be other men to be her husband. As for Xiao Xingyu, she shouldn't have to worry about him at all. With his qualities, he would definitely find a woman who was a hundred times better than her to be his wife.

This way I feel like I've done a good thing!

Thinking of this, Zhang Moyan sniffed her sore nose hard and told herself not to be sad about the passing of time. Instead, she should think carefully about the question of when to break up with Xiao Xingyu!

Xiao Xingyu will be back tomorrow, but I definitely can't break up with him tomorrow, because tomorrow is Xiao Xingyu's birthday. It would be a bit too cruel to break up with him on his birthday.

Moreover, the entertainment team will be interviewing him the day after tomorrow. If she makes him angry tomorrow and he refuses to record the day after tomorrow, she cannot bear the consequences.

But it will be so hard to face him tomorrow!

They had previously agreed that she would wear a mini dress on her birthday so that he could repay her. It was really maddening!

Zhang Moyan made up her mind and simply asked her boss to help Jin Xueyang on the business trip!

Although the trip is not until the day after tomorrow, Friday, she can go a day in advance. This way, she will have a reason not to host a birthday party for Xiao Xingyu tomorrow, and then break up with him after he returns from the business trip. This seems to be smoother.

Zhang Moyan numbly picked up the noodles with a fork while she ate them while completing her sick leave application on the OA. She looked back and saw that two strangers on the Internet had already answered her question:

"If you love him, you will regret breaking up. If possible, please choose to be together forever!"

"Only being together forever is perfect."

Zhang Moyan's tears instantly burst out. The iron wall she had built in her heart the moment before immediately collapsed when she saw the netizens' kind words.

Zhang Moyan stared at the two replies for a long time, and suddenly she couldn't control herself. She almost sobbed like a sieve. Tears slid down the back of her hand like strings of beads, and fell heavily into the bowl of instant noodles one by one.

In the end, she could only cover her laptop, take a few tissues to clean her face, stand up, and find something to do to distract herself.

She opened a lively playlist, tidied up the sofa and table, and cleaned the floor with a sponge mop. It was obviously a very healing activity, but when the large swaths of sunlight shone through the glass windows of the living room, Zhang Moyan felt it was so dazzling that tears streamed down her face.

What a shame! I was the one who cruelly wanted to break up, but I feel as heartbroken as if I was the one who was dumped.

Zhang Moyan realized she'd probably cry all day if she stayed home any longer, so she decided to go out for a walk, seeing the bright sunshine outside. Jin Xueyang said she couldn't get sick leave without a registration certificate, so she could just go to the neighborhood hospital for a formality.