My name is Fu Chengru.

My name is Fu Chengjie.

We are twins and always appear in pairs, so you can think of us as one person.

To be honest, we have only done something bad once in our lives, and that was when we were kids, when we didn't like anyone.

My mother always complains at home that my grandparents are partial, that our family is poor, and that my father is a loser.

Why doesn't she talk about herself? There are so many things going on every day. My grandparents raised my brother and me, and I don't think they are partial to us.

We were just too poor and had too many children. There was nothing we could do. Of course, I only understood this truth when I grew up.

Later, my grandparents and my little sister were kicked out, but we didn’t take it seriously because someone bullied them every other day anyway.

Later we went out to play and saw the house where my grandparents lived. It was so pitiful.

My father and mother are such bastards, my third uncle and aunt are such bastards, and my brother and I are not good people either.

I'm not scolding myself, there is a reason.

We went to school with Zhaozhao. She had a beautiful schoolbag and brand new stationery. She was so enviable.

Heiwa would take her to school and pick her up after school every day, looking very majestic and impressive, and her classmates were all jealous of her.

We both wanted it, so we went back and made a scene to ask our mother to buy it for us, but we got scolded instead.

That night, I overheard my mother saying that she wanted to teach that stinky dog ​​Heiwa a lesson and beat him up to vent her anger.

The two of us volunteered and said we could lure Heiwa away.

My mother hesitated for a moment and agreed without asking how to divert the attention.

Then we became accomplices in the trafficking of Zhao Zhao. Whenever I think about this incident in the days that followed, I want to slap myself in the face.

We didn't do it on purpose, we were completely unaware, we just wanted to teach Heiwa a lesson.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

We thought we would never get their forgiveness in this lifetime, but Zhao Zhao said it didn't matter.

My grandparents didn’t scold us either.

Only my little sister threw a big pumpkin at us. I really don’t know how she, such a small person, could lift it.

That night, my brother and I hugged each other and cried all night long. It seemed like we had grown up in that instant.

From this moment on, we vowed to be good grandsons to our grandparents, good brothers to our sisters, and never act naughty again.

The two of us tried to approach our grandparents, and luckily, they didn't refuse or look down on us.

It was such a nostalgic holiday. I had never seen so many brothers and sisters at home.

The food is good, although it seems to be no different from what my parents cook, but it is delicious and filling.

Brother Yuanyou knows a lot and is more like a brother to us, but that eldest cousin is really annoying.

Oh, let’s not talk about them, these two people are also quite miserable.

From then on, we were able to play with my little sister and her friends every day. My little sister was really amazing and knew everything. We had planned to be their older brothers who could protect them, but ended up becoming their followers.

I can only say that I am convinced.

Later, when I grew up and understood a lot, I felt more and more that my parents were worthless.

But they were our own parents, so what could we do? We could only do our best to be nice to them, to our younger sisters, to do more work, and to bring honor to them when we grew up.

When we are young, we always have great wishes, but when we grow up, we realize that they are difficult to achieve.

My younger sisters at home are so outstanding, we can never compare to them.

Just then, someone came to recruit soldiers. It seemed like a great idea and suitable for both of us, so we signed up and were selected.

My mother has never been to jail, and it seems that no one will take action against those small matters unless someone reports them.

So I joined the army.

I know my family was reluctant to let me go and they all cried. My little sister also cried. This is really rare. I have never seen her cry before.

Before leaving, we solemnly told our parents not to make our grandparents unhappy and not to get close to them. We hoped they could learn their lesson. After all these years, couldn't they see why they were living such a miserable life? It was God's retribution for them.

My parents seemed to have listened to us, or maybe they wanted to comfort us because we were about to leave.

Before getting on the train, my younger sister told us that as long as my mother didn't cause trouble, she wouldn't care about anything.

We almost cried, it turned out that my little sister knew everything.

Alas, how could there be someone as insightful as my younger sister in this world?

Even before she left, we already started missing my little sister and our family.

In the eyes of outsiders, being a soldier is an honor, but I know that in the hearts of my family, they don’t ask us to succeed, as long as we live in peace.

With a wave of hand, the train started.

It had been more than ten years since we last met, and no one had expected that a war would actually break out.

War is cruel, even crueler than the open-air movies I saw in the threshing grounds when I was a child.

I saw my comrades' bodies being blown to pieces by artillery fire, and I saw that insidious enemy pretending to be dead and stabbing me in the back.

We were hurt too.

The elder brother became scarred and the younger brother became disabled.

We may not be able to go out together in the future because one of us has to go out on missions frequently and the other is about to retire from the army.

Returning to Qingshan Village which we had not seen for a long time, we smiled from the bottom of our hearts. There have been so many changes here.

We finally moved to a new house, and it’s not as shabby as before.

Walking in this wealthy village, we had an illusion that we had never left, otherwise why didn't we feel strange at all.

My brother and I received a warm welcome. After all, we had made contributions and were officers after all.

It's an honor to say it out loud.

They are still the same simple folks as before.

My parents are old, but still healthy. However, you can tell at a glance that they didn't use the money we asked others to send them.

My mother cried so much that her eyes were swollen. She felt heartbroken because her son lost his calf. We all understand.

But I'm still alive, so legs are nothing.

After staying at home for a few days, we decided to go to the capital to visit our grandparents and younger sisters.

Grandpa Chen said that my younger sister is now a nationally renowned boss, Zhao Zhao is a well-known surgeon, and Pan Pan is a well-known diplomat.

Wow, they’re a famous family, right? I must meet them.

In order to give it a surprise, we went there quietly.

What a coincidence, my younger sister is here with her child. It's really amazing that we are five years older than each other and neither of us has a partner, but my younger sister already has a child.

When we see Tangtang, we all seem to see our little sister when she was little, so clever, lively and cute.

My little sister started crying again and held us tightly.

Why weren’t you so close to your brother when you were a child? He only knew how to bully us.

When I entered the house and saw my grandparents, I felt relieved. They looked very strong.

You can tell at a glance that he lives to be over a hundred years old.

I wanted to be the most filial grandson, but I left for more than ten years. We are such bastards. We are forty years old and still a couple of bastards.

I can't give anything to my grandparents. My little sister is so amazing. We are ashamed of ourselves.

But everyone is fine, that's enough.

I am Fu Chengru and I am Fu Chengjie. We have no other wishes except that our family members are happy.

It’s great to be alive.