Chapter 44: Doubt of Life

[How did the two of them get up from the ground? Is there something we don't know? ]

[Why does the atmosphere feel off? Wasn't this guy always harassing my wife before? Why did he go to the corner this time? Is he trying to avoid my wife?]

【! ! The sun rises from the west. 】

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Netizens in the live broadcast room noticed the situation here and posted different speculations one after another.

Chen Yu knew that the time was almost up, and remembered that he was still in prison. He was afraid of being seen and misunderstood, so he opened his mouth and got up. Who knew that as soon as he got up...

Hang Hui lowered his eyes and looked at the wet bite marks on his chest. The bite location was very ambiguous. Realizing that the scene was still being broadcast live, the shameless Hang Hui actually sat quietly in the corner, trying not to be discovered by others that he was bitten.

Seeing this, Shen Yu thought he was biting hard, and said smugly: "Now you see how powerful I am, right? If you mess with me again next time, I will bite you again."

After he finished speaking, he walked out of the cell arrogantly. As soon as he walked out, he saw Jiang Yu lying down again, but the corners of his lips were still lowered.

I don’t know if he was born with this expression or if he was just in a bad mood.

In short, after experiencing this incident, Hang Huian became much calmer.

Chen Yu's mood at work was much better. As for Jiang Yu, apart from the previous episode, he stayed in the cell all the time with his eyes closed, as if he was sleeping.

"Why does he sleep all day and all night?"

One time, Chen Yu was curious and happened to meet Supervisor Song on duty. She took his hand and asked him quietly.

Supervisor Song glanced at the obedient Jiang Yu and said with a smile, "Don't worry, that's just his personality. But it's also good this way. At least he won't cause any trouble. By the way, at three o'clock today, please help send a few prisoners to the infirmary for psychological treatment."

Chen Yu took the document handed over by Supervisor Song, flipped through it, and found information about Jiang Yu.

Supervisor Song stood in the corridor of the cell. Although he was being asked questions by Chen Yu, he still looked around vigilantly, fearing that the prisoners in the prison would do something strange.

However, the prisoners in their three groups are famous for being well-behaved.

As Supervisor Song was thinking, he caught a glimpse of Shen Yu standing still, seemingly facing some doubts. His frown distracted Supervisor Song and he asked, "What's wrong?"

"Why is he here too?"

Chen Yu pointed at Jiang Yu's information and looked up to ask him. Supervisor Song glanced down and said, "It's normal. He has to see a psychologist every month."

"Psychological counseling?"

"See how serious his suicidal tendencies are, and also see how dangerous he is psychologically."

Others went to receive psychological counseling, while Jiang Yu went to check the level of psychological danger.

In a sense, it was the first time that Jiang Yu saw a prisoner being treated like this.

As Shen Yu was thinking, Supervisor Song glanced at him and reminded him that there were still three minutes left.

"I see.."

Chen Yu nodded, and soon several robots and prison guards entered Jiang Yu's cell. Chen Yu followed in. As soon as he entered, he found that the prison guards helped him out very skillfully, and did not need Chen Yu's help at all. Jiang Yu had chains around his neck and ankles, but he could still sleep peacefully.

This made Shen Yu admire him, and then Shen Yu followed other prison guards to other cells and brought out other patients who needed psychological counseling.

During this time, Shen Yu discovered that Jiang Yu was not awake at all. He allowed the prison guards to drag him, with his shoulders shrugged and his head facing down. If it were not for the occasional breathing sound, Shen Yu would have suspected that Jiang Yu was dead.

Arriving at the infirmary, Shen Yu followed the other prison guards and sent the prisoners to the corresponding psychological rooms one by one, and then they were free.

Shen Yu and other prison guards stood outside, waiting for the prisoners to receive psychological counseling before escorting them back.

The other prison guards were a few years older than Shen Yu. It was not known whether it was due to age or other reasons, but the prison guards in Group 3 treated Shen Yu very caringly. Seeing Shen Yu standing with them waiting for the prisoners, a younger prison guard reminded him.

"The surveillance on the left is a blind spot. You can sit still. We'll alert you if someone comes."

The other prison guards did not react when they heard what he said, and it was obvious that they also agreed with this matter.

Shen Yu looked at the bench in the corridor and sat down without hesitation. The other prison guards began to gather around Shen Yu to help him block the surveillance in the infirmary corridor.

This psychological counseling session will take at least three hours.

Chen Yu was so bored sitting there that he just wanted to go to the bathroom. Seeing that there was still an hour left, Chen Yu took this opportunity to say hello to them and said he was going to the bathroom.

The bathroom in the infirmary was at the right end of the corridor, a three-minute walk away. Shen Yu finally reached the bathroom, and after entering, he randomly found a cubicle. Just as he was about to take off his belt, he heard the voices of several male doctors.

"I heard there's a new arrival at the prison. It's a supervisor sent by the federal government. They're supposedly coming for an inspection."

"What can we inspect in our prison?"

"Who knows? Anyway, the warden reportedly held several talks with people from the Federal Empire regarding this matter. In the end, no one knows what they came to, but they sent a supervisor."

"It's none of our doctors' business anyway. By the way, what's the name of the new supervisor?"

"My last name seems to be Cheng."

…

Shen Yu didn't expect to hear gossip while going to the toilet. Shen Yu pretended that he was not there, listened to it silently, and was about to go out, but it seemed that another doctor came outside.

"Doctor Qiu, you come to the bathroom too."

"I just stopped by to wash my hands. By the way, Kara, I heard that Jiang Yu in prison has been undergoing psychological examinations here."

The doctor named Kara sighed and said, "I've only taken over his care during this period."

Another doctor interrupted, "You're in dire straits. I heard his attending psychiatrist, in an attempt to help him, developed mental problems and started committing suicide repeatedly. Luckily, his wife noticed and came from the main galaxy to take him away."

"That doctor is my master."

"A moment of silence for you."

"It's okay. He hasn't done anything out of line recently. Look, I'm still alive and well now, aren't I?" Dr. Kara tried to find a way to cheer himself up.

Dr. Qiu complimented him, "Thank you for your hard work, Dr. Kara. By the way, I've been curious about some psychology questions lately. Can I make an appointment with Dr. Kara to discuss psychology when I have time?"

Being respected so highly by the popular doctor in the infirmary, Kara felt extremely proud and said excitedly, "Of course."

All Shen Yu heard afterwards were trivial matters. After waiting for a long time for the doctor outside to leave, Shen Yu finally came out and walked to the sink, wanting to wash his hands. But when he looked up, he was almost scared by the figure in the mirror.

"Doctor Qiu, why are you here?" Shen Yu patted his chest in fear and said dissatisfiedly.

Doctor Qiu was wearing a white coat, and the medal on his chest symbolized his position as a doctor. At this moment, he put his hands in his pockets, his eyes calm, and his gaze unconsciously saw Shen Yu washing his hands. Under the back of his snow-white hands were winding blue veins, and there were water droplets rolling on them. Shen Yu took the tissue from the sink and wiped it impatiently, with a bit of force, turning his snow-white skin pink.

"Why are you staring at my hand?" Shen Yu noticed that his gaze was not right and stared at him suspiciously, but Dr. Qiu withdrew his gaze and showed his previous gentle appearance.

"Didn't you get into trouble a while ago and even take a leave of absence? I want to know how you are doing now."

"I'm fine, and Dr. Qiu, you're meddling too much." Shen Yu finished using the tissue, threw it into the trash can, and walked away from him, but Dr. Qiu put his arm around his shoulders and said, "I just want to help you."

"No need." Shen Yu felt that Dr. Qiu's current condition was not right and wanted to leave him.

But Dr. Qiu’s strength was so great that Shen Yu glared at him and said, “Why don’t you let go.”

Doctor Qiu pursed her lips but still let go. "I heard you were very close to Zhou Chengxue from the Internal Affairs Department."

Speaking of Zhou Chengxue, Shen Yu thought that he hadn't seen Zhou Chengxue in the past few days, probably because he was too busy.

However, facing Dr. Qiu's questioning, Shen Yu felt confused.

"Doctor Qiu, who I'm close to is none of your business. But why did Doctor Qiu suddenly become interested in psychology?"

Shen Yu originally said it casually, but Dr. Qiu's expression seemed to freeze, just for a second, which was quickly caught by Shen Yu. He looked at Dr. Qiu in confusion.

"To be honest, I've always thought Dr. Qiu was weird. He's not like a normal doctor at all."

But if you ask for more details, Shen Yu couldn't say it, so he could only give a tentative answer. Doctor Qiu smiled, which was completely opposite to his previous depressed mood.

"You're wrong. Since Prison Officer Shen doesn't want me to help you, then forget it." Doctor Qiu took the initiative to let go this time, but his smile was gone.

“However, Prison Officer Shen, do you prefer Omgea?” Doctor Qiu stared at Shen Yu’s eyes, as if asking an important question.

"Who doesn't like omgea." Shen Yu was released, rubbed his arm, and said as a matter of course.

"Then what if I..." Doctor Qiu wanted to continue, but Shen Yu interrupted him, glanced at his whole body with a strange look on his face, and finally said arrogantly.

"Doctor Qiu, don't say anything if you're omgea. Anyway, I don't like Doctor Qiu."

Shen Yu was quite surprised to see his favorability rating rise to 70%, but since he was not the target of his strategy, it was useless to have a high favorability rating.

So he rejected him without any burden, pushed him away and pretended to push him away.

"Why can't I?" Doctor Qiu seemed to be irritated. He pinched his wrist with one hand and pulled Shen Yu to the last compartment, wanting to question Shen Yu.

Chen Yu was a little flustered by the oppressive aura he exuded, but he still stiffened his neck and said unconvincedly, "Why do you still want to attack me? Believe it or not, I will bite you to death."

He thought of the scene where Hang Hui was quiet for several days after being bitten by him, and Shen Yu felt that this trick was effective.

Doctor Qiu misunderstood something. The back of his hand bulged with bones, and his smile faded a lot. Finally, he could only murmur: "Am I really ugly?"

Shen Yu:? ?

Why does he feel inferior?

Doctor Qiu muttered to himself as if possessed by a demon, his voice so soft that it gave Shen Yu a creepy feeling.

"It's okay. Once I save enough money, I can have the surgery. I can do whatever look you like. Didn't you like mermaids before, Prison Officer Shen? I can also make him look like him. And Fu Wei from the North District, as long as you like me, I can do it."

Doctor Qiu looked pleadingly and tightly grasped Shen Yu's wrist. His pleading eyes revealed a certain paranoia as he stared at him intently.

Shen Yu felt that this kind of Dr. Qiu was a little strange and wanted to push him away, "Let go."

"Why don't you answer my question? That's right, you don't have any feelings for me, so you won't tell me anything."

"So all this is because of the scar on my face. It would be nice if I didn't have it, but I don't want to look this ugly."

Dr. Qiu pressed forward step by step. The narrow space made it impossible for Shen Yu to dodge. Shen Yu could only lean her back against the wall and use her arms to block his forward steps.

But this behavior was completely in vain, because after Shen Yu found that Dr. Qiu was whispering this sentence, he suddenly took off his mask.

A hideous scar covered the right side of his cheek, spreading out from the corner of his eye, but the other side was perfect, like a perfect masterpiece of God.

In this cramped space, Shen Yu inexplicably thought of the adjectives for angel and devil.

This was not the first time he saw Dr. Qiu's face, but he still saw it clearly in the true sense. Apart from his current madness, he also vaguely revealed a strong sense of inferiority. This inferiority complex made Dr. Qiu hold Shen Yu's hand and let him touch his face.

But when Shen Yu saw his hand, she thought he was going to hurt her and subconsciously dodged it. This behavior deeply hurt Dr. Qiu.

At the same time.

A psychology room.

Kara glanced at the drowsy man lying on the sofa. Perhaps he was too quiet at the moment, which made Kara mistakenly believe that Jiang Yu was not as scary as the rumors said. After all, he was still alive.

He was glad to be alive and didn't notice at all that Jiang Yu, who was lying on the sofa, had his lips corners slightly raised.

Bathroom cubicle.

Dr. Qiu's suppressed madness was ignited. He thought that Shen Yu's avoidance was because she hated his ugly appearance, which made him extremely uneasy.

But his brain felt that he was so unfamiliar with the way his nature was completely released that he felt a strong sense of separation. But when he saw Chen Yu, the abnormality in his heart was completely cut off, and he just wanted Chen Yu to look at him seriously.

Does Shen Yu think he is not good-looking?

I don't want to get close to him.

So, why should a useless person like him live?

Once this kind of world-weary thought arose, it was like a flood that could not be stopped, and the color in Dr. Qiu's eyes gradually disappeared.

Shen Yu noticed that he was not normal and asked, "What's wrong with you? Okay, I won't be mean to you anymore. I just don't like you. There's no other reason. Don't be in a daze. I have to go back to work."

After he said that, he wanted to push Dr. Qiu out, but Dr. Qiu actually took out a scalpel from his sleeve.

The knife light was silver and cold, causing Shen Yu to shrink his neck in fear and mutter loudly to attract the people outside to come in.

"You want to kill me? You're crazy. Do you believe me..."

Before Shen Yu could finish her words, Doctor Qiu smiled bitterly, "I won't hurt you, I'm just very sad."

The huge negative energy was like a surging river, making it hard for him to breathe, and it seemed as if someone was talking to him in his mind.

Only death can end everything in front of him, and also make the people in front of him remember him.

Dr. Qiu was so bewitched by the last words that he didn't hear Shen Yu's anxious voice.

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Shen Yu swallowed, feeling that the person in front of him was very strange. His voice lowered involuntarily, and he moved cautiously, his body tense.

"Doctor Qiu, why are you sad? I'm not being mean to you now." Shen Yu said as he tried to pull the scalpel out of his hand, but as soon as his arm moved, Doctor Qiu noticed it. Seeing the silver light of the scalpel, Shen Yu's nervous heart was hanging on the rope to his heart.

Shen Yu had forgotten how she mustered up the courage to rush over and snatch the scalpel from him.

Just when I was fighting with Dr. Qiu for the scalpel, the warden unexpectedly came over at this time.

Without saying a word, the warden used his mental power with a cold face and subdued Doctor Qiu to the ground. He immediately sent someone to deal with it and also asked someone to check Doctor Qiu's mental power.

Ryan handled these things in an orderly manner, but when he noticed the strangeness of Shen Yu being rescued and locked in a corner, Ryan still received some hint.

He strode up to Shen Yu and found that Shen Yu's face was pale and he was squatting in the corner, as if he had encountered some danger.

"I'll take you for a checkup."

Ryan didn't expect that according to the rules of the monthly inspection of the infirmary, this time when walking in the hospital corridor, he would sense the scent of Shen Yu and the two mental powers fighting chaotically.

He immediately walked into the bathroom, but he didn't expect to see Shen Yu snatching the scalpel from someone. After dealing with the matter, he noticed that something was wrong with Shen Yu.

When Shen Yu heard Ryan's voice, he was helped to stand up by him. But as soon as he stood up, Ryan noticed that Shen Yu was unusual, especially that Shen Yu hid his hands behind his back.

"Your hand is injured."

"It's okay." Chen Yu lowered his head guiltily. His hand felt so painful, but he didn't want to show it to Ryan.

"But judging from your appearance, it doesn't look like it's not serious."

Ryan was calm, but his tone became increasingly cold. Seeing that Shen Yu refused to speak, with his hands hidden behind his back, refusing to admit it, Ryan had no choice but to take Shen Yu into a treatment room and then asked the doctor to come over.

“Warden, I’m fine. Do you still have work to do? Otherwise, go back to work first.” Shen Yu sat on the sofa and urged him to leave quickly.

However, Ryan saw through his little thoughts and softened his tone a little.

"Are you afraid that I will say you are too courageous and scold you?"

Shen Yu snorted coldly, and this sound also opened up the subsequent topic. Lain En patiently half-knelt down, condescending to face Shen Yu's amber eyes.

"I won't scold you this time. After all, you are injured."

After getting Rhineen's assurance, Shen Yu took out his hands, only to see a long scratch on the back of each hand. The red blood was as dazzling as a swallow shot by a hunter in the snow. It was so bright red that Rhineen suddenly tightened his grip.

"How did you get injured like this?" The last time I saw Chen Yu jumping off the spaceship to find the mermaid, he was intact, but now he is in such a terrible state in order to grab a scalpel.

Ryan was in a bad mood, and this emotion caused the coldness that had dissipated from his brows to gather back at his brows.

Shen Yu's lips were pale. Thinking about the time when he was trying to grab the scalpel, he actually avoided it a little, but the scalpel was sharp after all, so it was normal for him to get hurt. However, it seemed that Ryan was in a bad mood.

He said nervously, "You're worried about me, so you won't lecture me. Besides, I didn't jump off a spaceship or do anything dangerous this time. This was self-defense. But, Warden, I think Dr. Qiu was acting strangely just now. He wasn't like that before."

The doctor came over quickly. After Shen Yu chattered on and on about what had just happened, the doctor had already opened the medicine box and helped him disinfect and treat his injuries.

After the doctor treated Shen Yu's injuries, Ryan said slowly, "I understand."

"You should take a rest first."

Rhine's emotions were calm. If he hadn't just lost his composure for a moment, revealing his true emotions, others would have thought that Rhine didn't care about Shen Yu.

"I want to go back to the apartment. My injuries have been treated anyway." Shen Yu held up the bandaged wound in his hand, and his indifferent attitude made Ryan feel even worse.

"Yeah." But he didn't show any emotion. His attitude was the same as before towards the younger generation. He calmly arranged for Chen Yu to take a few days off to recuperate.

Chen Yu's eyes lit up in surprise, have a good rest!

But when Chen Yu thought about the vacation she owed, her pretty face suddenly turned bitter and resentful, which made Lai Yinen feel less depressed.

"I'm going to go out and take care of something first. I'll be back soon and I'll take you back then."

Shen Yu wanted to say no, but Lai Yinen didn't give him a chance to refuse, and the tall figure disappeared from in front of him.

"How annoying." Shen Yu complained softly, but he also knew that Ryan was doing this for his own good, so he could only complain, his legs swinging. The white warm light in the air cast a shadow on Shen Yu's thick eyelashes.

【Do you really hate him?】

Chen Yu was awakened by the voice in his mind. He thought it was the system, but the voice was wrong, and it looked so familiar. Wasn't this the voice in his mind that had been telling him to kill people today?

Shen Yu stood up in panic, trying to get rid of the voice in his head.

[You like freedom, but he is overbearing and forcibly interferes with your life. Do you really hate such a person?]

"It's none of your business."

Shen Yu was upset by the noise, and he didn’t know if it was an illusion, but Shen Yu’s heart suddenly had some dark emotions, which made him feel angry.

[But he loves to educate you and arrange your life so much, can you really endure it? ]

"Could it be that you're afraid of him? That's right, you're a beta, and a hapless person kicked out of your family. You're definitely afraid of him."

He is not afraid of the warden.

Chen Yu covered his head, feeling that the voice in his head was very annoying. He urgently called out to the system, wanting to seek its help, but the system was charging, and the owner of the voice kept tempting him.

This made Shen Yu feel waves of anger rising in his chest.

[Yes, you are not afraid of him, so go kill him and let him see how powerful you are.] The owner of the voice was bewitching, tempting Shen Yu.

Chen Yu was struck by the anger in his heart, and proudly agreed with the owner of the voice.

"Yes, I'm going to kill him."

Just then, Ryan walked in from the door. He had just visited Dr. Qiu and learned from the doctor who examined him that his mental power was contaminated.

The person who is best at mental power in the prison is Jiang Yu, who is currently undergoing a psychological examination.

It was obvious that Jiang Yu had set his sights on Dr. Qiu.

Rhinen came to a conclusion in less than a few seconds. After having the doctor check and confirm that everything was correct, he arranged for the prison guards to send Jiang Yu to the interrogation room.

Later, he lets Mia handle the interrogation process.

He made the decision and went back to pick up Shen Yu, but when he opened the door, he found Shen Yu staring at him with murderous intent.

Ryan: "What are you doing?"

Shen Yu, full of arrogance, pushed the warden against the wall. Because he was not tall enough, he could only stand on tiptoe. He said arrogantly, "I will kill you."

Laine asked him calmly, "How are you going to kill me?"

Shen Yu was well prepared. He shook his head arrogantly and kissed her directly, muttering, "I'm going to kiss you to death."

“…”

Psychological room.

Jiang Yu sat up in a daze, the corner of his lip bleeding from biting it, as if he had encountered a century-old problem.

The prison guard outside had knocked on the door and walked in to take him away.