All my hopes were crushed at this moment, and the carefree attitude I had anticipated turned into cowardice.

I once had countless doubts about Q. She could be Lu Zhiyuan's ex who was entangled with him again, or she could be Lu Zhiyuan's new love who he fell in love with at first sight. But she was Yuan Yaxin!

They were already in love before Lu Zhiyuan and I met each other.

At the beginning, for her, Lu Zhiyuan was willing to give up his shares in Xiguang Technology.

And now, for her, Lu Zhiyuan is willing to turn against his childhood friend.

When Xiguang Technology's reputation was damaged, he was the first to consider her emotions and came to comfort her.

From the beginning to the end, her weight in Lu Zhiyuan's heart has never diminished in the slightest.

What about me?

Who am I?

Tears of irony suddenly fell, and my heart seemed to be tightly squeezed by an invisible hand, suffocating me to the point of being unable to breathe.

The marriage I once boasted about being happy is nothing but a joke.

It turns out that Lu Zhiyuan has never loved me.

When Lu Zhiyuan kept saying he loved me, when he was making love with me, who was he really thinking about?!

I clutched the collar of my shirt tightly, and the stabbing pain became more intense as my tears washed over me.

I slumped over the steering wheel exhausted, the emotions that had been suppressed for so long bursting out completely at this moment, from silent sobbing to hysteria, all my rationality had collapsed.

I cried until my whole body was numb and my hands and feet were cold, and my emotions gradually calmed down.

Suddenly, a cell phone rang beside my ear, pulling my consciousness out of the chaos.

I glanced at the phone screen and saw that it was a call from Lu Zhiyuan.

Why was he calling? Did he come home and find I wasn't home, so he started asking about my whereabouts out of guilt?

I raised the corner of my lips sarcastically, turned off the silent mode on my phone without hesitation, stuffed it into my bag, and ignored it.

I don't want any of his hypocrisy!

I drove in a daze, wandering aimlessly on the streets.

I don’t want to go home, and I don’t want to face Lu Zhiyuan’s fake affectionate face.

But in this huge capital city, I can’t find a safe haven for me.

I accidentally saw a bar on the side of the road, and I felt like I had found an outlet to vent.

I drove over and parked in front of the bar, put on some makeup to make myself look less disheveled, then got out and walked in.

Sitting at the bar, I drank several drinks in one breath, just wanting to get myself drunk.

Even the bartender was shocked by the way I drank.

"Miss, you'll get drunk easily if you drink like this." The bartender tried to stop me, but I moved my hand away.

My vision was a little blurry, and I smiled sarcastically: "Being drunk is good! When you're drunk, you don't have to think about anything."

But why was I still so lucid? Everything about Lu Zhiyuan kept coming to my mind, and I couldn't suppress it.

How ridiculous! I know he doesn't love me, but I still act like a jerk!

After two more glasses of wine, my head started to feel dizzy.

"Beauty, are you alone?"

A man sat down next to me. I turned my head to look at him, and the frivolous smile on his lips made me feel disgusted.

I turned my head away, ignoring him.

"You get drunk easily with this kind of wine. Let me change a glass for you." The man reached out and snatched my glass, held my wrist, and stuffed another glass of wine into my palm.

"Get out of here!"

I struggled with disgust, but the man didn't let go.

He took my hand with his other, and rubbed the back of my hand restlessly. "Look, you've had too much to drink, haven't you? You can't even hold the glass steady."