In September, Liang Qiyun reported to Jiangnan University and became a freshman majoring in archives management.

Fortunately, after nearly three months of rehabilitation training during the summer vacation, she was able to walk again.

But the body still deteriorated a little.

Suppose you could walk 500 meters before, but now you can only walk 200 meters, you have to stop and rest.

She is now more likely to fall down due to sudden weakness in her legs, so she is more careful when walking.

The dormitory at Jiangda University is for six people, with three bunk beds. Liang Qiyun chose the lower bunk.

Her current condition is obvious to anyone with a discerning eye. Her roommates are very friendly and pay attention to details, but they never ask rashly.

Archives management is a major that she loved before and it is still her passion now. Liang Qiyun did not find it boring when studying related courses.

She quickly got used to her new life at Jiangda.

I go to school on weekdays. In the afternoons when I don’t have classes, I go to the library to read or go for a walk around the neighborhood with my roommates.

When she has no classes on weekends, she goes home to be with her mother, goes to the rehabilitation hospital together during the day, and has dinner together as a family in the evening.

Life seemed to be back on track, as calm as water, without any ripples.

But sometimes when Liang Qiyun was reading in the library, when she passed by the history books, she would always think of the boy who didn’t like reading but preferred history.

When she passed by the basketball court on her way to the cafeteria, she would inadvertently look over and see the crowd running for the ball, and she would also think of the boy who always went to play basketball after school.

It’s a pity that Zhou Mingzheng doesn’t like to post on WeChat Moments, and Liang Qiyun has never had any private contact with him.

As for the former messenger Huang Xiyun, she also went to study at a science and engineering university in the north.

Apart from being able to maintain online contact with a once good friend, she never heard from him again.

After entering university, Liang Qiyun did not join any school-level organizations or clubs. She was as quiet as a transparent person and only had slight communication with her roommates.

Every time she walked on campus, her slightly conspicuous walking posture attracted too much attention from others, but she was able to ignore it.

Life is good now, but Liang Qiyun still inevitably falls into confusion or self-destruction.

When she lay in bed late at night, she would often shed silent tears as she thought about it.

Because she was afraid of disturbing her roommates and also because she was afraid of being seen by them in such a vulnerable state, Liang Qiyun could only suppress her tears and shed them silently.

She couldn't talk to her family or friends about these things and could only suffer by herself.

Liang Qiyun seemed to be stuck in a dead end. She would often lie on her side facing the wall in the middle of the night and cry and ask herself:

Why me?

Why me?

She was able to stay strong and optimistic over the years because of the support of her parents.

But now she couldn't help but wonder, if she didn't have this disease, could she have gone to Beicheng as she wished and studied in the same university as Zhou Mingzheng?

Instead of being forced to come to Jiangda like now.

Jiangda is great, except for him.

Without him, no matter how good Jiang University is, it is not what she wants.

But she couldn't say these words.

I can only cry in the dark, and I can't even cry out loud.

Freshman year passed quickly, and Liang Qiyun lost a lot of weight. Her body was so thin that it seemed like she would fall down with the slightest breeze.

The most obvious thing is that she never laughed as easily as she did in high school. She even gave up on herself and thought that she might soon die of respiratory failure due to an unexpected illness.

It's not just because he missed out on meeting Zhou Mingzheng, but also because of the series of fears that this incident triggered.

When she suddenly couldn't walk because of a fall, she was actually very panicked. She was just relying on such a strong desire to hold on. She didn't want to be like that from now on. Her life shouldn't be like that.

She has to work hard on rehabilitation exercises to recover.

After entering university, the academic workload was not so heavy, and Liang Qiyun was exposed to a wider adult world.

At the same time, my personal thinking has matured, and I am no longer thinking about how to study as before, but about self-loathing when compared with other peers.

It was also during the summer vacation of her freshman year that she joined this patient group through QQ, where she gained a deeper understanding of the disease and met other patients of the same age.

It's a magical feeling to be together despite the distance between us through the Internet because we suffer from the same disease. Liang Qiyun is happy.

She found out that a specific drug for treating this disease was developed abroad in 2016 and some people have already used it.

It is said that the day the news was announced was Christmas.

On days when snow is falling all over the sky, the winter that patients fear the most has finally dawned.

The other person’s online name is Chen Chen, and she is a girl in her twenties.

Liang Qiyun communicated with her very freely. They had the same views on illness, and the little life experiences they shared were supported by each other.

Chen Chen's condition is more serious. She has not even finished high school. She is so weak that she can only lie in bed all day. She can only sit up to eat. She even gasps for breath after talking for a long time. She needs a suction machine to suction out the phlegm at night.

She once joked, "If my parents didn't react in time, I would have been blocked by a mouthful of phlegm and would have died."

Liang Qiyun knew that she was not joking, but was really worried.

Because she had had similar thoughts before.

Chen Chen is very optimistic, and her optimism has also infected Liang Qiyun to a certain extent.

She felt that since Chen Chen was working so hard to live, there was no reason for her to give up.

They want to be together!

The day she figured it out, Liang Qiyun went to a flower shop near the school and bought a small bunch of white gentian.

She took it back to the dormitory and placed it on her desk, leaning it casually against the wall.

Just looking up at it from time to time is enough to make you happy.

During her sophomore year, Liang Qiyun became much more cheerful. She cared less and less about their looks. She liked to go for walks with her roommates at night and enjoy the breeze by the Jiangda Lake during the day.

In the words of her roommate, it was as if an elderly person suddenly came back to life, and Yunyun became particularly good at taking care of her health.

As parents, Li Shufen and Liang Kangcheng naturally felt the changes in their daughter and were delighted. Although their daughter was smiling in the past year, they always felt that Yunyun was unhappy.

At night, Li Shufen once regretted asking, "Do you think Yunyun really likes Qingda that much?"

Liang Kangcheng couldn't figure it out at that time. He sighed and put his arm around his wife's shoulders, "Give her some more time."

They thought their daughter would figure it out on her own, after all, she was always so sensible.

Choosing Jiangda will be the best decision.

Life in college is very quiet, and my roommates are finding their partners one by one.

Liang Qiyun still had no idea at all. She just wanted to spend her four years in college peacefully with the man in her heart.

What next?

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