Chapter 2082: There is no moderation in the dictionary of youth

"But this is the truth..." If you don't have the ability to raise a child, don't give birth to it.

This is what Wu Xinqing has been thinking about over and over again in his mind for more than ten years.

At the beginning, she thought raising a child was too simple. She thought that there was a nanny at home and her mother would help take care of the child, and that she could be a full-time mother instead of going to work and be fully capable of handling this task.

In addition, Chen Yuan was easy to take care of, which gave her the illusion that all children would be so well-behaved.

It was because of his carelessness and overestimation of his own abilities that he indirectly killed his own daughter...

Shi Guangyuan patted her back gently and said, "But I have never regretted it. I don't regret raising these three children with you, nor do I regret meeting you."

Wu Xinqing looked up at him through tearful eyes.

His eyes were so determined that they brought a little comfort to her broken and tired heart.

"Even though I've done so many things to hurt you, don't you regret it?"

He smiled and shook his head. "But if I were given another chance and let me go back to when we first got married, I would be a better husband and father."

He paused, a look of shame on his face, and said, "At least I won't let you become a mother at such a young age..."

As soon as he mentioned this, Wu Xinqing felt her face flushed and she broke free from his embrace. "Well...it's not all your fault. I'm also responsible..."

"After all, I'm a man, and I'm older than you. It's mainly because I was too impulsive, so blame me..."

Talking about what happened that year, the two began to compete to admit their mistakes, and then they both felt a little unnatural.

At the same time, some ambiguous emotions were revealed in his eyes.

The passion that seemed to have been lost in the desert of time is quietly reviving...

In fact, time is long and I have been distracted all the way.

It was just because of face and demeanor, and of course also because he wanted to whet her appetite, so he didn't show it.

But when he mentioned what happened back then, he felt like he was about to reveal his flaws. He really wanted to go home with her...

After a brief silence, Shi Guangyuan took the initiative to ask, "Um...what time do you usually go to bed at night?"

She glanced at him and said, "Don't you know exactly what time I go to bed?"

He cleared his throat. That's right.

He knew her biological clock too well, after all, they had been entangled for so many years...

She is the type of person who must lie in bed at 10:30 at night, without fail, saying that this is her magic weapon to maintain her youthful appearance.

Shi Guangyuan looked at his watch. It was already a quarter past ten...

I guess she'll go to bed after washing up when she gets home.

But after the two of them talked to this point, they held hands and hugged each other. She seemed to want to get back together, and Shi Guangyuan didn't want to miss the opportunity.

At least he should ask her what she thinks. If she really doesn't want to keep him, he can think of other ways.

"If you're not in a hurry to go to bed, and I'm not in a hurry to go back either, I could go to your place for another drink and catch up." Shi Guangyuan said this, feeling his skin thicken again. "Today, I suddenly want to catch up with you."

She nodded and said, "Let's go. I also have something to tell you."

She was so happy that Shi Guangyuan didn't even react for a moment. He was stunned for two seconds, then immediately walked into the community, fearing that she would change her mind.

As they walked and talked, Shi Guangyuan recalled the past and said, "If Bai Jingjing hadn't harmed you back then, Shen Yuan might not have been born."

She nodded and smiled, "But when you went on stage to save me, now that I think about it, I still think it was very handsome."

When talking about what happened in the past, the two smiled at each other and were filled with emotion.

Speaking of Chen Yuan's birth and his rescue on stage, the story begins when the two met...

At her cousin's birthday party, in order to avoid Bai Jingjing's entanglement, he accidentally broke into the small study, and from then on he fell in love with the little girl uncontrollably.

But when he asked her age, he felt a little melancholy.

She is only sixteen, in the prime of her life, not even an adult, and is busy preparing for the college entrance examination.

So I thought, why not wait until she goes to college before formally starting to pursue her, so that it won't interfere with her studies.

But it is easier said than done.

She is beautiful and many boys in school are pursuing her. In addition, she comes from a good family. After all, she is the daughter of a wealthy family. Many rich young men are eyeing her, and some even try to get engaged to her in advance.

Seeing this situation, Shi Guangyuan could no longer sit still, so he found various excuses to meet her and pick her up from school.

In this way, the two gradually became familiar with each other.

Half a year later, Guang Guang felt that the time was right and he confessed his love to her.

But the girl rejected him because she was not yet an adult, had a heavy workload, had no time, and should not have a relationship.

He then asked her if she would be willing to be his girlfriend when she became an adult and was no longer busy with her studies.

The little girl said proudly, "We'll know when the time comes."

"Then I'll wait for you for two years, but you have to promise me that you won't date anyone else during these two years."

She smiled brightly: "Okay."

In the next two years, Shi Guangyuan was also very busy. While preparing for graduation, he also began to participate in his father's business.

But every holiday he would still ask his future girlfriend out for a phone call and a meal.

The two of them had never even held hands.

The pure campus romance came to an end on her 18th birthday.

She ran to his apartment late at night and said, "Time is long. I'm 18 now. I can be your girlfriend."

He carried her straight into the house.

Skipping the usual sequence of love, they first tasted the forbidden fruit...

That same year, she went to college and had more free time.

Although he has started working, he always has time on weekends.

Every Friday afternoon, he would pick her up from school, and the two of them would spend the weekend in his small apartment, spending most of their time in bed.

But her parents heard rumors from somewhere and thought that she didn't come home on weekends because she had made friends with bad youths in society. She didn't dare to say that she had a boyfriend and that the two of them had already been in a fait accompli.

After all, in that conservative era, there was very little tolerance for premarital behavior.

So her parents began to strictly control her life, and their dating time was infinitely compressed, and finally they were forced to go to the library.

Others go to the library to read and study, but they go there for a date. The two of them choose the most remote bookshelves and hide behind the rows of books. Between the bookshelves filled with the fragrance of books, they hug and kiss, and even do more daring things to vent their excess hormones.

Xinqing always held his hand and followed him into the library, but when it was time to leave, she was so tired that she wanted him to carry her back to the dormitory.

After all, the library is not a long-term solution. During the days when they cannot go on dates, the two can only wait for the opportunity in agony.

Summer vacation is finally here and the opportunity has come.