Chapter 2269 "I won't suffer any loss in this matter, you should think it through"

Ah Fei didn't know what Ling Ying was doing when he got up. He only knew that when people are drunk, their behavior is uncontrollable and they are likely to get hurt, so he concentrated on listening to the noise outside.

After a while, A Fei heard her enter the bathroom outside. Because the bathroom had a sliding door, there was a slight sound from the sliding rail when the door was opened.

There is no bathroom in the second bedroom, so it seems she just got up to go to the toilet.

A few minutes later, Ling Ying came out of the bathroom.

Ah Fei knew that she was fine, so he continued to sleep peacefully.

However, just as he closed his eyes, the door of the master bedroom was pushed open. He turned around and looked at the girl walking towards him in surprise.

He couldn't see anything clearly in the dim room, he could only see the girl's blurry figure coming to his bedside.

Just as he was about to ask her what was wrong, before he could say anything, she had already climbed onto the bed, crawled into his quilt, and rested her head on his arm very rudely.

Ah Fei was stunned for a moment, then realized that she was probably drunk and confused, and after going to the toilet, she naturally returned to her usual sleeping place.

He quickly pulled his arm out from under her neck, but Ling Ying turned around and hugged his waist.

Ling Ying was only wearing two small pieces of underwear. He himself had just finished taking a shower and was only wearing a pair of underwear.

Hugging her like this made Ah Fei's body stiffen instantly, and then it started burning hot.

For a moment, I didn't even know where to put my hands.

But he absolutely couldn't keep hugging her like this. He tried to push the girl's shoulders away, but she murmured in his arms: "Hold me... I'm cold..."

She was actually shaking.

Ah Fei sighed, slowly lowered his hand, placed it on her back, and held the girl in his arms.

She rubbed her head against his chest like a kitten acting coquettishly in someone's arms. Ah Fei lowered his head and glanced at her.

At this time, my eyes have adapted to the darkness and I can see the outlines of her facial features. She has her eyes closed and her brows furrowed, looking very aggrieved.

So Ah Fei gently placed his hand on the back of her head and held her more tenderly in his arms.

I know she is feeling sad and wants a warm hug.

Doesn't he want to too?

Just think of it as warming her up and borrowing some warmth from her.

The alcohol was coursing through his body, numbing his moral sense and preventing him from considering that his actions were actually taking advantage of someone in distress.

Hold me for five minutes, just five minutes.

Ah Fei comforted and excused himself in this way, continuing to hug the soft girl in his arms, and many thoughts rushed to his mind.

After so many years of wandering alone, he has already turned himself into a cold and unconscious piece of wood.

But every night, when he lay in bed facing the long night, that feeling of loneliness would surge over him like a tide.

There is no family to talk to, no hometown to return to, and no one to keep warm. It can be said that I am alone and have no ties, but this feeling is not good at all.

It feels like there is a gap in my heart that cannot be filled.

Aying is one of his few female friends. Although they almost always contact each other because of construction work, A Fei has already regarded her as a friend.

After I met her, the gap in my heart began to heal.

She is cute, gentle, cunning, and kind, and she has no family.

Ah Fei wanted to have her very much, and longed to have a small home with her. He wanted to watch her cooking with an apron on. He also wanted to carry her to bed when she fell asleep from working at her desk, and then quietly help her finish the work, and then do this three times a day and all year round.

But that's impossible.

She is someone else's wife, and in her heart, there is a man who cannot be replaced by Ah Fei.

Disillusioned with love and with the sudden increase in work pressure, he finally began to suffer from insomnia.

But he was Gu Hanye's security assistant and had responsibilities, so he could not indulge himself in drinking. He chose to take sleeping pills to fall asleep.

The medicine also has side effects. When you wake up the next day, you will feel dizzy, which is also undesirable.

So I go exercise, do boxing, exhaust myself by hitting the heavy sandbag, and fall asleep exhausted.

Ah Fei has never told anyone about these things and these feelings, and there is no one he can tell. If he says such things too much, it will inevitably become hypocritical. He would rather live in a dull way.

But when he held the girl in his arms, all the feelings he had hidden came out.

He began to crave this softness and fell deeper and deeper into it.

Thinking of the kiss she offered me last night, it felt like countless soft feathers caressing my heart...

At this moment, she buried her face in his chest, and her hot breath with a slight smell of alcohol sprayed on his skin, and he seemed to be infected with the drunkenness.

All the senses belong to her.

He could smell the warm aroma emanating from her body, he could hear her heartbeat, he could feel the rise and fall of her body with her breathing, he even had the taste of her lips on his lips.

He found that his mind was full of situations that were not suitable for children.

This can't go on.

Something is bound to happen.

And he had been holding her for more than five minutes, far exceeding the time limit he set for himself.

"Lingying." He called her softly, his voice hoarse.

She didn't respond.

"I'm not him."

So such a hug is like drinking poison to quench thirst, it is useless, no matter for her or him.

But Ling Ying still didn't speak, perhaps he had fallen asleep.

Ah Fei sighed, and with great self-control, he took her hand off his waist and sat up sideways.

But she suddenly put her arms around his neck, opened her eyes, and stared at him with her charming black eyes.

"It's so hypocritical of you to be a gentleman after hugging me for so long."

"You're not asleep."

And it was obvious that the alcohol had worn off.

She smiled at him, and in the dim light, her smile had a special magic that attracted him.

"If I fall asleep, can you hug me without any psychological burden?"

"No..." Ah Fei felt very embarrassed.

It felt like she had seen everything he didn't want anyone to see.

Ling Ying stood up slightly, kissed the corner of his lips, and then kissed his Adam's apple, her intention obvious.

Ah Fei pressed her shoulders, pushed her away, and asked in a low, hoarse voice, "Do you know what you are doing?"

She looked at his lips, smiled faintly and said, "Just think of me as drunk now."

Ah Fei knew exactly what she wanted to do, but he still had some sense and knew that he couldn't accompany her to sink into depravity.

"Doing this with me won't make you feel better, it will only make you feel worse."

"Don't you want it?"

Ah Fei looked at her silently.

"If you want it, don't think too much." She hugged his neck and pulled his body down.

Ah Fei supported his elbows on either side of her body and looked closely at the girl under him. "I won't suffer any loss in this matter. Think it over carefully."