Chapter 70

In An Nuo's eyes, Lu Yunyan is the best of the best in terms of family background, appearance and ability.

Although he had an incurable genetic disease, it tormented him for more than ten years.

But God still favored him after all and sent me to his side to heal this problem for him.

Being so lucky is a miracle itself.

So from An Nuo's perspective, whether or not Lu Yunyan has children is not that important to him, because Lu Yunyan has already achieved too much in his life.

But for Lu Yunyan, he had everything he wanted, even miracles, but in the end he couldn't have his own offspring - perhaps the less he got, the more likely it would become a regret.

After hearing An Nuo's question, Lu Yunyan chuckled: "To be honest, I don't know either."

"Um?"

"Before I met you, it was hard for me to even get close to other omegas. I couldn't even establish a normal romantic relationship, let alone have children. I never thought about it."

So Lu Yunyan really has never dated other omegas?

An Nuo thought silently, just because they couldn't confirm their romantic relationship, it didn't mean that Lu Yunyan had never been attracted to other omegas, right?

Thinking that Lu Yunyan might have liked other omegas, An Nuo couldn't help but twist his mouth.

Lu Yunyan saw it and asked: "What's wrong?"

Suddenly imitating the emoticon of a kitten pouting?

"It's okay, it's okay." An Nuo quickly straightened his mouth. "Then, continue talking."

Lu Yunyan didn't know why Ann Nuo was pouting, but he was touched by his cute look and felt a little better.

She continued, "And then I met you... I didn't think about it when we first got married, but I started thinking about it recently. But it's not for the sake of having children. I just like you and want to have a child with you."

“…”

The love words came so unexpectedly that An Nuo didn't know how to respond.

It seems like it's not for the child, but for him.

"But after hearing what the doctor said today, I felt differently. The child suddenly became very precious, something I couldn't just get if I wanted it."

"I don't like this feeling, you know? It's not that I absolutely need it, but not needing it is different from not being able to have it."

An Nuo understood that it was pretty much what he had guessed.

The more you can't get something, the more you want it.

"My dad and the others were just like me. They hadn't thought about it at first and thought it was hopeless. But you showed up and made everything hopeful."

An Nuo felt that he was being overly praised again.

But she had heard Lu Xu urging them to have children, and he had told them to have two children in three years.

"Now I feel very sorry for them. I am going to let them down again."

Lu Yunyan sighed, "I feel so useless. God has clearly placed hope and opportunities before me, but I can't even grasp them."

It was the first time that An Nuo saw Lu Yunyan looking so lost.

Such a tall and strong alpha, almost nothing could knock him down, but now he was dejected, exuding a decadence that Anno had never seen before.

But An Nuo didn't think he was useless at all.

Instead, there is a strange and subtle feeling fluctuating in my heart.

"Sometimes I wonder if they regret not having another child, but only having me, a child with birth defects, and putting all their energy on me."

"If I had had one or two more children, at least I wouldn't have to face this kind of disappointment now."

An Nuo felt a pang of pain in his heart when he heard this.

Unable to hold back, she spoke up: "Don't say that. This kind of thing is not something you can control or change... Maybe if I have two more children, they will also be sick, and their condition will be worse than yours!"

Lu Yunyan was stunned, then laughed out loud.

Hearing Lu Yunyan's laughter, An Nuo was also stunned.

Anno:.

No, no, no.

That's probably not how you say comforting words... What is he talking about?!

"Anyway, don't be so pessimistic! Didn't the doctor say it's just that the probability is lower, it's not like you can't do it in this lifetime!"

Change your way of comforting immediately.

"Think about it, if you've cured impossible diseases, then you'll definitely be able to do things that were already possible!"

Lu Yunyan looked at him for a long time, as if he was thinking about something, or just watching quietly.

After a while, she chuckled softly, "Don't agree to have a baby just because you feel sorry for me... You can't comfort people in this way."

Anno:?

Who promised you?

I was just trying to comfort you, how can that be considered an agreement?

An Nuo felt as if his mind was spinning around for a few times, and suddenly he couldn't understand it - was it because his way of comforting others was wrong? Did he give Lu Yunyan such an illusion?

...Maybe?

He told Lu Yunyan not to give up hope and said he would definitely do it. Did he really seem to agree?

"I don't feel sorry for you." An Nuo whispered, "Why should you feel sorry for yourself... If you feel sad, go check your bank balance, look in the mirror, go to the company and be the emperor..."

Not to mention that Lu Yunyan has a stable and loving relationship with his parents who love him very much.

Just this alone made An Nuo so angry that he almost bit his teeth off.

"If you are pitiful, there will be no happy people in the world. Ninety-nine point nine ninety-nine percent of people are not living as well as you."

It's just that having a baby is a little harder.

It’s not that I can’t have children at all.

"Besides, I never said I refused... I just said that this is not a small matter, it's a big deal, I need to think it through..."

"Well, you should think carefully and seriously now."

“…”

There were a few moments when An Nuo couldn't help but doubt Lu Yunyan.

Are these his true words?

Is he really sad, or is he using this incident to pretend to be pitiful and deliberately gain my sympathy so that I will agree to have a child?

But after doubting, Annuo also condemned himself.

Although Lu Yunyan is often a bit unkind and his credibility is not high, he is indeed worthy of suspicion.

But Lu Yunyan looked really sad, and he said so many heartfelt words. How could I still doubt him?

An Nuo was wavering between trust and suspicion towards Lu Yunyan.

He also hesitated between condemning himself and being firm.

In the end, when he met Lu Yunyan's eyes, An Nuo still chose to believe him.

He couldn't judge Lu Yunyan's sincerity, but at this moment, he could hear his own sincerity.

——I don’t want to make Lu Yunyan sad.

Even if Lu Yunyan really pretended to set a trap for him, as long as there was a slight probability that it was true, he hoped that Lu Yunyan would be happy and not be sad about it anymore.

Annuo lowered his head.

Is this also an effect of the marking?

He doesn't know.

I don't want to be distracted and figure it out at this time.

At this moment, he simply hoped to make Lu Yunyan feel better.

“…Let’s try.”

He heard his own voice, speaking with little confidence: "If you really can't get pregnant, there's nothing I can do to help you... But if you do get pregnant, then, it means that it's God's will..."

An Nuo didn't dare to look at Lu Yunyan's face.

After I actually said it, I felt like I was crazy.

I thought I would get some excited reaction from Lu Yunyan, but when An Nuo calmed down, Lu Yunyan remained silent and did not respond.

An Nuo raised his head, his shyness turning into displeasure, and frowned slightly: "...What's your reaction?"

Lu Yunyan held the wine glass: "...Baby, you want to comfort me, this is enough to make me happy."

"But this isn't really a way to comfort people."

“…”

"I hope you are being prudent and not acting impulsively on impulse."

Lu Yunyan sighed softly, "Otherwise, if you regret it one day, even if you don't tell me and continue to force yourself to cooperate with me, I will be very uncomfortable. Because I don't want the existence of the 'child' to affect the relationship between us."

It seemed that everything An Nuo said was just to comfort Lu Yunyan. So no matter what An Nuo said, Lu Yunyan didn't believe it.

An Nuo didn't like this feeling either.

She was shy just now and couldn't say some words, but now her voice became louder: "...I am serious, I am very cautious, and I didn't agree to this just to comfort you!"

An Nuo was ready to argue with Lu Yunyan, but at this moment, Lu Yunyan simply put down his wine glass and reached out to hug him in his arms.

A very tight hug.

The strong and sturdy arms tightly grasped him with terrifying force, as if they wanted to press him into their bodies.

An Nuo struggled subconsciously, but when he found it was useless, he chose to give up.

never mind.

At least it shows that these words are effective and really comforted Lu Yunyan.

Reaching out and patting Lu Yunyan on the back, An Nuo said, "Okay, okay, you let go first..."

But before she could finish saying the word "let go", Lu Yunyan kissed her hard on the mouth.

While kissing him, he pushed An Nuo back continuously until he had nowhere to retreat and was pressed against the bay window. Lu Yunyan then picked him up and put him there.

Something is wrong.

An Nuo couldn't push Lu Yunyan away and was kissed so hard that she had no power to resist.

Something is really wrong.

Not only did Lu Yunyan kiss him vigorously, he continued to hold him tightly with one hand, and he even took the free hand with the other hand to start pulling off his clothes.

Finally regaining oxygen and being able to breathe, An Nuo heard Lu Yunyan whisper in her ear: "...Baby, thank you. Actually, I really like your way of comforting me like this."

“…”

An Nuo finally realized what was wrong.

Who on earth wants to comfort Lu Yunyan in this way?

ah?

Did he say that? Who said that?

Unfortunately, he didn't have time to express any objections and Lu Yunyan snatched away his chance to speak.

His lips were blocked again, and An Nuo was kissed so hard that he couldn't speak, and his body fell backwards.

But it is only natural that Lu Yunyan would take this as a way of comfort.

Because Lu Yunyan is just such a demanding person.

When he stepped into the study, An Nuo really didn't expect the ending to be like this.

He just saw that Lu Yunyan was in a bad mood, and he didn't want to look too cold, so he just wanted to comfort Lu Yunyan.

As a result, he actually regarded himself as a gift of comfort to Lu Yunyan.

Should I be thankful that at least my goal has been achieved?

Um?

I should have gone back to the company earlier.

I returned home two hours early while it was still daylight, but ended up not getting anything done. I ended up having some bay window play with Lu Yunyan.

In a daze, An Nuo was confused and thinking, is it really impossible to cure Lu Yunyan's addiction?

Isn't this an additional symptom brought about by his pheromone loss syndrome?

Why do the additional symptoms seem more serious than the main symptoms?

Today the doctor said that his condition has improved significantly and that pheromone loss syndrome can be cured... But why are the additional symptoms still so rampant and there is no sign of improvement at all?