Chapter 8

I really asked that.

An Nuo himself found it incredible and admired himself.

How can people be so brave.

But there's no way.

Facing the completely unpredictable Lu Yunyan, An Nuo must be brave.

Because this matter is very important, if I let Lu Yunyan lead me again, I will have to take one step at a time. By the time he really eats me up, it will be too late.

Although there was no marking between them and Annuo had not yet reached a stable estrus period, even if something did happen, the probability of pregnancy would be very low as long as the reproductive cavity was not touched.

But a very low risk is still a risk, and it must be made clear in advance and must not be passed over in a muddled manner.

Lu Yunyan looked down at An Nuo, holding An Nuo's hand with one hand and pressing it on his pajamas.

Hearing An Nuo's question, he raised the corner of his eyebrow.

"If I wanted to do it, would you let me do it?"

“…”

An Nuo felt that Lu Yunyan should be detained for his mouth.

But he had heard too much tonight, and his ability to bear it was quickly catching up.

Being shy and silent would not stop Lu Yunyan from talking. An Nuo had to speak out what he was thinking in order to avoid being at a disadvantage.

——The agreement doesn’t say that I must cooperate with Lu Yunyan 100% in this regard. There is still room for negotiation.

An Nuo spoke nervously: "I want to cooperate with you... but I'm nervous. I think it's too fast..."

"Well, then we won't do it tonight."

Lu Yunyan didn't hesitate much and answered very straightforwardly.

When their eyes met, An Nuo breathed a sigh of relief.

After all, I still have to speak out.

You have to fight for opportunities for yourself.

Although Lu Yunyan should be detained for his mouth, he is still reasonable and can be negotiated with.

An Nuo recalled that Lu Yunyan had threatened her in the beginning when he was trying to convince her to get married, but in the end, he still tried his best to satisfy any request she made.

"You need time to adapt. I will give you time. I don't want to push you too hard."

But the friendly atmosphere didn't last more than three seconds.

"Although I really want to do it with you, I can still hold back for now."

“…”

"But other than not making it to the end, everything else should be fine, right?"

“…”

As if he was afraid that An Nuo would refuse, after saying this, Lu Yunyan didn't wait for An Nuo's answer. He grabbed An Nuo's hand more tightly and pulled it directly into his pants.

Anno:!!!

His fingers touched the smooth skin directly. Lu Yunyan had a good figure without a trace of excess fat on his body. Even the lines of this part were firm and smooth.

The temperature is the same as the palm of your hand, frighteningly hot.

"Your hands are so cold, is that because you're nervous?"

When my palm touches it, the temperature is acceptable, so I don't feel much.

But when it is applied near the gland, the sensitivity of the surrounding skin increases by several levels, and this temperature difference becomes a bit irritating.

An Nuo could clearly feel that Lu Yunyan's hot skin trembled slightly.

His eyelids twitched, and An Nuo suddenly felt a little happy.

It's like finding some weakness of alpha.

It turns out that no matter how tough and powerful an alpha is, he cannot escape this instinctive and true vulnerability.

An Nuo regained the courage he hadn't had before. He looked up at Lu Yunyan and asked, "Aren't you nervous? You look quite experienced."

Whether it was the words that started in the car or the actions in the bed, Lu Yunyan gave him a sense of ease and familiarity.

Although, although...

As such a gifted child, suffering from such an...unspeakable disease, it is normal for Lu Yunyan to have several exes.

But when An Nuo thought about the moves he used on himself, which might have been the experience accumulated from his predecessors, he still felt a little subtly unhappy.

"No."

"……Um?"

Lu Yunyan said seriously: "I didn't have any experience before. From kissing to going to bed, you are the first one."

“…”

An Nuo's eyes widened in shock, unable to believe it.

"Are you surprised?"

An Nuo nodded vigorously in shock.

Lu Yunyan chuckled: "My condition makes me very eager for omega pheromones, but at the same time I am extremely repulsed by other pheromones that are ineffective."

"So before I met you, I couldn't form an intimate relationship with any omega."

It sounded very real, but An Nuo was still a little skeptical.

"But you, look..."

He looks very relaxed and experienced.

Lu Yunyan's tone remained unchanged: "This is because I've been holding it in for too long."

“………………”

"From the first susceptible period of adolescence to now, a full ten years, anyone would be suffocated, right?"

Although the words are rough, the logic is sound, but they are too rough.

Who could say this so confidently?

"It's usually okay. After all, it only accounts for a small part of my life. Except for the susceptible period, it's a bit difficult, but other days can be spent in a busy manner."

"I had originally planned to hold it in for the rest of my life, but then you showed up."

Anno blinked.

"Are you the little angel sent by God to save me?"

Lu Yunyan looked at him affectionately and reached out to touch the tip of An Nuo's nose.

Pampering and intimacy.

"Maybe it's still my little Bodhisattva?"

"And the little moon and little stars that will light up my life from now on?"

The heart beats faster in the chest.

An Nuo felt that these were all love words full of temptation.

"So, did I satisfy my sweet baby?"

Pleasant and touching names come one after another.

"You will have everything of mine, all the firsts, and only you will have them."

An Nuo's original intention of asking was not to get any promise, but Lu Yunyan was too talkative and unknowingly led the topic away.

"What about me?" he would ask, "Does your first kiss also belong to me?"

Not including the part about adults can be considered as Lu Yunyan's restraint.

But if the kiss was all his, let alone the rest.

An Nuo felt like his whole face was about to burn.

I wouldn’t have asked if I had known.

The result was just that Lu Yunyan took advantage of the situation to make more noise.

An Nuo admitted that his brain was somewhat damaged by the sugar-coated bullets, and his thinking ability stagnated.

At that moment, he couldn't explain what he was thinking. He just hoped that Lu Yunyan would shut up. He subconsciously pulled his hand back and used his foot instead, pressing it near Lu Yunyan's gland.

Because Lu Yunyan said his hands were cold, and they were really trembling when he said that.

An Nuo thought that his feet were colder, so it would be more appropriate for him to freeze Lu Yunyan and teach him a lesson.

But Lu Yunyan was tall and strong, and even though An Nuo used a lot of force, he was unable to close the gap between them.

Instead, it made the atmosphere weird.

Lu Yunyan didn't understand the meaning of An Nuo's behavior, but he reached out and pinched his ankle, chuckled and asked, "Do you like using your feet?"

An Nuo realized belatedly that something was wrong and immediately tried to pull his foot back, but Lu Yunyan held it tightly and he couldn't break free.

"Wait, wait a minute!"

An Nuo said anxiously, "This move doesn't count, it doesn't count! I'm retreating! It hasn't even been two minutes! I'm retreating right now!"

"There's no way back, baby. You brought it up yourself."

Lu Yunyan pinched An Nuo's ankle and rubbed it against his glands.

The gland is in a bad position.

It was only about three fingers away from Lu Yunyan's most critical part.

It’s hard to say whether Lu Yunyan was severely frozen, but An Nuo was almost burned by Lu Yunyan’s temperature.

"Your hands are so small, you probably can't hold it, so using your feet is just right."

“…”

An Nuo just regretted that he had lost his mind just now.

Lu Yunyan said that he was so depressed, why would he fall into a trap and provoke a person who was so depressed?

…

That night, An Nuo stayed up all night, and finally fell asleep with sore hands and feet.

I slept pretty well.

It was a bad dream, a dream about the past.

In fact, An Nuo seldom dreams about the past. In the past, he felt that the days he was living in were hard enough, so the dream let him go and did not continue to torture him in the dark night.

It has been ten days since he moved out of the An family home. Although it is lonely to enjoy the large flat alone, An Nuo has never dreamed about the past.

I dreamed about it tonight.

I dreamed that when I was sixteen years old, my family held a dinner party and my father invited many friends to attend.

One of them was an uncle who was An's father's business partner. He kept his eyes on An Nuo the whole night, asking him about his well-being and showing great concern. He seemed like a very kind elder.

A lot of wine was drunk at the dinner, and when it was over, the uncle was already drunk. He booked a room in the hotel and said he would stay there overnight.

An's father asked An Nuo to help the uncle back to his room.

At that time, An Nuo did not think that this request was excessive or strange. He just felt a little uncomfortable and afraid instinctively, so he resisted silently and did not want to send it.

But he couldn't resist the majestic demands of An's father and had to send it.

In the elevator, half of the elder's weight was on him, and his terrifying body enveloped him. From time to time, he reached out to pinch his shoulders, patted his waist, and praised him for being so handsome now, saying that he had grown up completely and become an adult.

An Nuo was very scared and got goosebumps all over his body.

He was lucky that night as two waiters came in. An Nuo used the excuse that he had dropped something and threw the uncle to the waiters, then turned around and ran away.

When they returned to the hotel lobby, the family had not left yet, but An's father was not happy to see An Nuo back.

"Why are you back?"

An Nuo still remembers his father's expression and tone at that time. His furrowed brows seemed to be full of disgust and disdain for him.

Later I heard that the uncle was very angry and the cooperation that had been agreed upon with An's father fell through.

An's father was even more dissatisfied with this and put all the blame on An Nuo, accusing him of offending others.

So during that time, An Nuo was very confused and helpless.

Does that uncle really have no ill will towards him?

Did he really misunderstand something?

Maybe he really was just drunk and I just needed to take him to his room myself?

But he had been feeling genuinely uncomfortable that night and genuinely frightened.

He felt he was right.

But if he was really not wrong, why was An's father angry with him and why did he say that he had offended others?

…

Is it really his fault?

This incident became a knot in An Nuo's heart that he could not get over.

Even now I still feel nauseous when I dream about it.