Chapter 150: Abuse, Abuse, Abuse

Chen Shuangli quickly sat up from the bed and looked over.

There was a brazier on the coffee table not far away, with a raging fire burning in it. The high flames seemed to be able to devour a person.

Xie Jinghe was sitting on a leather sofa, holding a stack of documents in his cold, bony hands.

It was her passport, ID card, study abroad information and the offer from the University of Verona.

Realizing what Xie Jinghe was going to do, Chen Shuangli's eyes widened instantly, and she could no longer remain calm and rational.

She couldn't help but raise her voice and ask, "Xie Jinghe, what are you doing!?"

Xie Jinghe said succinctly, "Burn it."

Chen Shuangli opened her eyes wide, shook her head in fear, and begged,

"No, Xie Jinghe, you can't do this... I beg you not to do this..."

"I'm going to hate you."

Xie Jinghe pulled his lower lip without any emotion, lowered his eyes, and stared at the brazier in front of him, "Then hate me for the rest of your life."

It's better than having no feelings at all.

After he finished speaking, he threw everything in his hand into the brazier.

A heart-wrenching scream came from the bed, "No!!"

Chen Shuangli rushed over and threw herself directly towards the brazier.

Just as she was about to put her hands into the brazier, a large white hand grabbed the girl's slender white arm.

Xie Jinghe forcibly dragged the person in front of him, and his strong and powerful arm came around from behind. He pinched Chen Shuangli's chin with his slender finger bones, forcing her to look at the brazier, and let her watch with her own eyes her offer and various certificates being burned to ashes.

The flames in the brazier burned higher.

The ferocious golden flames were clearly reflected in Shen Shuangli's suddenly shrunken and desperate pupils.

Chen Shuangli felt cold all over, as if she had fallen into an ice cellar. Her eyes were filled with mist, and big tears slid down from her eye sockets. She struggled violently, screaming and crying,

"Xie Jinghe, let me go! Let me go!"

But the man's arms held her tightly like iron. It was an absolute force that suppressed her. Although Chen Shuangli tried her best, she could not break free at all.

"No! Don't burn it! Xie Jinghe, I beg you!"

The girl's choked and hoarse voice revealed great pain.

Xie Jinghe looked at her expressionlessly, without even a hint of retreat.

The flames in the brazier gradually died down.

It means that her dream was burned.

It was destroyed by Xie Jinghe himself.

Chen Shuangli's body was shaking violently and uncontrollably, and she stared at the brazier in front of her with a numb and dazed expression.

Xie Jinghe leaned close to the girl's ear, his voice full of malice and teasing, "What should I do, sister?"

“It was all burned.”

All burned.

Intense pain ravaged the nerves of the brain, crystal tears slid down the cold cheeks, the chest heaved, the throat seemed to be strangled by someone, and Chen Shuangli couldn't even speak.

Xie Jinghe pushed away the brazier, pulled Chen Shuangli's cold arm and turned her around, then pushed her to sit on the coffee table.

A hot and passionate kiss came down, and Xie Jinghe pried open the girl's teeth and went deep into her.

The hand with bulging veins slowly slid down the thin and frail back, and the slender fingers lifted the clothes.

His kiss moved down and landed on the straight and delicate collarbone.

His hot breath sprayed on the delicate skin. Like a terminally ill patient, he said over and over again, "Sister, I love you so much."

"I can't live without you."

like?

Chen Shuangli laughed sarcastically.

Hearing the laughter, Xie Jinghe asked, "Sister, what are you laughing at?"

Chen Shuangli opened her lips and uttered two words, "Beast."

Chen Shuangli usually only calls people perverts, lunatics, and sick, but now she calls them beasts.

Xie Jinghe paused, lifted his cold white eyelids, and looked straight into Chen Shuangli’s red and moist eyes.

Chen Shuangli looked at him straight without blinking, "Why should I be with you."

"The thing I regret most in my life is being with you."

"I wish I had never met you."

"Xie Jinghe, I hate you."

Every word was like a sharp iron hoe hitting Xie Jinghe's heart fiercely, causing him to feel intense pain. He sneered,

"We slept together, we made love, and now you're telling me you regret it?"

"Leaving is impossible, and breaking up is out of the question. You must die with me."

He spoke each word with madness, "Forever. Together."

Chen Shuangli's pupils trembled.

Xie Jinghe smiled nonchalantly, his hands rubbing the girl's soft hair affectionately, but his words were cold, "Take off your clothes yourself, I want..."

Chen Shuangli's eyes were full of disgust and resistance, "Don't touch me."

"Just shut up, okay?" Xie Jinghe's voice was cold and harsh, and his tone was harsh. "You can only... cater to me. You have no choice."

A loud and crisp "pop" sound was heard.

Chen Shuangli raised her hand and slapped Xie Jinghe hard.

The white and tender palms turned red and felt numb.

Xie Jinghe's face was slapped to one side, and a blood-red slap mark appeared on the half of his fair face at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Chen Shuangli angrily shouted coldly, "Beast!"

Xie Jinghe chuckled, seemingly not caring, but the bulging veins on his arms revealed his true emotions at the moment.

The man's bony, slender fingers frivolously hooked the laces of Chen Shuangli's pajamas, and his voice was playful, "——, is that right?"

…

The sky was turning pale.

The irritability in his chest did not dissipate, so Xie Jinghe stood up with his cigarette box and prepared to go out for a smoke.

A hoarse voice sounded behind him, "Xie Jinghe, I will never forgive you in my life."

Xie Jinghe paused, a trace of pain flashed across his eyes, and two seconds later, he pulled his lips together and laughed.

"Oh, then I'll forgive you in my next life."

"Remember to come find me in your next life."

"And do it with you..."

“…”

The bedroom door opened and then closed, and Xie Jinghe went out.

He sat in the living room smoking.

In the misty smoke, the face looked extremely cold, world-weary and decadent.

He pretended not to care, but in fact his heart ached.

The pair of eyes filled with hatred kept appearing in his mind. Xie Jinghe smoked one cigarette after another, but still couldn't get rid of the irritability in his chest, and his brain was swollen and painful.

With a loud "bang", Xie Jinghe stretched out his leg and kicked over the coffee table in front of him.

His breathing was heavy and rapid. After realizing something, Xie Jinghe lowered his eyes in disbelief and looked at his hands.

My hands are shaking violently.

His bipolar disorder relapsed.

That year, he was in a car accident and his injuries were so serious that he was admitted to the ICU.

He stayed in the hospital for nearly a month before waking up.

Xie Jinghe remembers that day clearly.

There was a group of people in the VIP ward, but the person he wanted to see was not there.

After asking Lu Chuanze, I found out that during the time he was in a coma and undergoing rescue, Chen Shuangli never came to see him, not even once, and never even sent him a message.

The surging love is mixed with a hint of hatred.

From love to hate, this incident became a hurdle that Xie Jinghe could not get over.

No one knew how much he cared about Chen Shuangli not coming to see him, only his illness knew.

He suffered from bipolar disorder.

Somatic symptoms could even occur dozens of times a day, tormenting him so much that he wanted to die.

…

Meanwhile, in the bedroom.

Chen Shuangli's depression also relapsed.

Before Shen Shuangli realized that her depression had relapsed, tears began to flow.

During the dark time when she was lying in the hospital after slitting her wrists to commit suicide, Chen Shuangli cried almost every day. It had become muscle memory.

Chen Shuangli trembled and curled up her body.

Pain buried.

Nearly four hours later, the bedroom door was opened from the outside.

It was already ten o'clock in the morning, and Xie Jinghe planned to wake people up for breakfast.

I lifted my eyelids and looked at the bed, but the girl was gone...