At this moment, the screen looked at Chen Fan, who was standing there in a daze, with a dull and disappointed look on his face.

Everyone's heart couldn't help but tremble violently.

"He...had chosen to become a Gray Man without hesitation! He knew the future was bleak, yet he still plunged headfirst into it without hesitation. Why? Simply to protect the peace of his motherland. However, his motherland wouldn't even accept his wife and daughter!"

"He took the torch from his fathers, stepped into the darkness, and shone our light, but his wife and daughter were shrouded in darkness."

"When they endured endless loneliness, he had never been so disappointed and afraid. When they were pointed at by thousands of people, he had never been so confused. But now, he began to feel confused!"

"He stepped into the darkness, wanting to burn himself to illuminate the light, but...some people selfishly pushed his loved ones out of the light he was burning!"

"He was still the bravest warrior at this time, but... he was able to save others, so why couldn't he save his own wife and daughter?"

"He turned his back to the light and faced the darkness. He unhesitatingly offered his back to his motherland and his compatriots. However, the darkness never hurt him in the slightest, while the light stabbed him twice in the back!"

"Some people, while enjoying the light under the sky held up by their own hands, cruelly hurt their loved ones."

"They hurt his daughter before, and now they've killed his son. Perhaps I understand why he became the way he did."

"If it were me, I wouldn't have been able to hold on until now!"

"Chen Fan...If you can, go ahead. Never mind the mission or the motherland. Some people just don't deserve it!"

"Wow, he risked his life for his country and his people, saving countless lives, but he couldn't save his own son."

"I feel so bad. When Chen Fan saw Erbao's body lying in the cold storage with his eyes closed and no breath, how desperate Chen Fan must have been!"

"Chen Fan, I don't hate you anymore, and I have no right to hate you. Go ahead. If the darkness doesn't hurt you, then abandon the light. I can't bear to see the light burn you again!"

“.......”

Seeing Chen Fan's desperate look, some of the audience outside the screen were immediately broken.

They even shouted, if the light has brought you so much harm, then you should step into the darkness, at least you can protect yourself.

After seeing this, many people no longer have any hatred towards Chen Fan.

even,

They felt indignant for Chen Fan in their hearts and spoke up for him in their hearts.

They suddenly felt that

Perhaps Chen Fan's choice to step into darkness was not a wrong one.

He is worthy of his country and his people.

Two generations of the Chen family,

He dedicated his life to his country, but what did he get in return? All he got was a few lonely graves and the harm done to him, his wife and daughter.

All he got in return was Erbao's cold body in the cold storage.

Chen Qingxuan looked at Chen Fan on the screen, and the memory hidden in the deepest part of her heart once again filled her mind.

Tears rolled down the corners of my eyes,

She hates

She hated the operator, but she also hated Chen Fan.

She hated him before, and she still hates him now. He has hated Chen Fan for decades.

Even though she now knew that Chen Fan was trying to save Sun Jun's wife and children, she still couldn't forgive him. She could even think that Chen Fan had exchanged his brother's life for Sun Aijun's life.

"How selfless are you? How generous are you? You're willing to sacrifice your own son's life for someone else's?"

"Yes, you are a hero. You exchanged your son's life for the life of another son. Others regard you as a hero and admire you.

Honor, sense of mission, comradeship,

You got everything you wanted, but my brother will never come back.

You are a hero to others, but to your brother you are a hateful executioner. You have your reasons and your reasons, but the result is that your brother is dead."

Chen Qingxuan clenched her fists tightly. She would never forget the look of her brother, his whole body purple, obviously dying from lack of oxygen.

She could not forget Bai Luo's heart-wrenching cry as he looked at Erbao's body.

Compared to Chen Fan,

Bai Cheng was much more rational. Following Chen Fan's memories until now, all the doubts in his heart were resolved.

to be honest,

Even though he knew that Erbao's death was related to Chen Fan, his heart was complicated.

He was thinking,

Does he really have the right to blame and hate Chen Fan?

He was even more suspicious.

Did Chen Fan really kill Bai Luo and Da Bao with his own hands? It seems that even if Chen Fan died, he would not harm his wife and children.

But,

What made Chen Fan become a ruthless executioner? What made him abandon his undying love for Bai Luo?

What made him able to put the knife into Bai Luo's chest with his own hands?

In the past, he only had hatred for Chen Fan in his heart. He only knew that Chen Fan was the murderer who killed Bai Luo. But now he saw so many things from Chen Fan's perspective.

He felt vaguely in his heart,

Perhaps, Chen Fan has a big secret.

In the jury box of the trial court,

Chen Fan's former college classmates and teachers all stared at this scene with wide eyes.

The two middle-aged men in Zhongshan suits looked at each other and saw the bitterness in each other's eyes.

They might also be able to understand why Chen Fan rebelled.

As he plunged into the darkness, they had one foot in the world of the living,

When one foot is on the ground protecting the motherland,

Someone hurt his wife and daughter and killed his son in the sun.

When their flesh and blood served as cement and their bones as steel, making our Great Xia peaceful and prosperous,

The vast motherland could not provide a piece of pure land for his wife and daughter.

So, should he be confused?

What's the point of him protecting this motherland and these so-called compatriots? What's the meaning?

Many people are thinking about it, and many people are confused like Chen Fan.

At this time, in a small courtyard in the suburbs of M County,

A white-haired old man watched the scene on the screen.

He lowered his head in shame.

He leaned on a cane, tears of turbidity and regret flowing down his face.

"If I knew everything... If I knew you, Chen Fan, were protecting the motherland, if I knew... I would definitely not do this."

"I am ashamed, the director of the People's Hospital. This is the shame of my life."

P.S. My brother came to play with me today, so I have to accompany him. I will update more chapters tomorrow~~ I hope all readers will forgive me~