When school started, my father finally came back.

He sent Yun Duo to school, but before he could even pay the tuition, he hurried back to work.

It was the first time that Yun Duo went to a place far away from home, and she was not afraid, but happy instead.

Because she finally got rid of her grandma.

Her father gave her 500 yuan per month for food.

She lived frugally and managed to make ends meet.

High school students need to buy study materials, but she doesn’t buy them because if she does, she will have no money to eat.

She borrowed some from her classmates, copied down the questions she thought were good, and looked at them over and over again.

If you ask her what is the most memorable thing about high school, it would probably be the winter and holidays.

The former, when winter came and her classmates changed into thick quilts, she was still covering herself with a summer quilt.

Sometimes she was so cold that the students around her couldn't bear it and folded their summer quilts on top of Yun Duo to cover her body.

Even now, Yun Duo can still remember how cold that winter night was!

How warm my roommate’s heart is!

In the latter case, during the holidays, many classmates went home, leaving Yun Duo with nowhere to go.

She didn't want to go back and face her grandmother, so she had to stay in the dormitory alone.

It was fine during the day, but at night, she was the only one in the building and it was really quiet.

Especially when you want to go to the toilet at night, it is really a test.

The toilet in high school is not inside the dormitory, but outside, and it is a super big room.

Yun Duo didn't dare to go out and could only hold it in.

That's why she hates holidays the most.

That gloomy dormitory building is really scary!

I don’t know what other schools are like, but in all the schools Yun Duo has attended, she always encounters people who look down on her.

In elementary school, there was a teacher who disliked her because she was dirty, in junior high school, there was a teacher who treated her differently, and in high school, there was still a teacher who disliked her because she was poor.

Those sentences: "Don't you wash your hair? You are too dirty."

"Compared to her, how come you are so bad? Don't your parents care about you?"

"Don't your family give you money? Why don't you even buy a school uniform?"

Yun Duo wasn't sure whether they said it carelessly or on purpose, but it hurt her deeply.

This made Yun Duo particularly afraid of the teachers. She didn't dare to look them in the eye or talk to them, for fear that there was something about her that the teachers didn't like.

She had already arrived in a new environment and thought she could start over again, but things went against her wishes.

She met another teacher who looked down on her!

But it doesn’t matter, as long as you don’t have any contact with her!

In their spare time, students would hang out together, discussing what their parents had done, where they were going to play during the holidays, and what new learning materials they had bought...

Yun Duo could only sit there and eavesdrop.

Only then did she realize that she was different from them.

She began to feel inferior!

Longing to be loved!

So much so that I later did something I deeply regretted.