Chapter 411: Self-abandonment

Su Man appeared behind the door with a pale face.

"Why are you scaring her?" Su Man looked at Xiao Beisheng coldly.

Xiao Beisheng said, "If you had come out earlier, I wouldn't have to scare her."

Su Man didn't answer. It was difficult to say a word to her in this state.

Her eyelids drooped, and she spoke weakly:

"I'm not dead, are you satisfied? Go back after you've finished reading. I'm not in the mood to entertain guests right now."

She closed the door.

Xiao Beisheng raised his foot, and his expensive custom-made leather shoes got stuck in the crack of the door.

He reached out, pushed open the door, and stepped into the room.

Su Man had no strength to begin with, and Xiao Beisheng, an adult man with full strength, had an overwhelming advantage over her. Su Man had no room to resist at all.

She didn't want to resist either.

She glanced at Xiao Beisheng, and her look was so lifeless that Xiao Beisheng was stunned.

She turned around and walked straight to the bed in the room, regardless of whether Xiao Beisheng was still in the room.

Xiao Beisheng entered the room and was about to close the door.

Ye Ling said anxiously: "Hey, how dare you break into a woman's bedroom without permission!"

"It's okay, Sister Ling, go ahead and do your work."

Su Man's weak voice floated out from the depths of the room.

She didn't allow Xiao Beisheng to act tyrannically, but she was worried that Ye Ling would have a conflict with Xiao Beisheng.

If Xiao Beisheng wanted to do something to Ye Ling now, she probably wouldn't have the strength to stop him.

It would be better for her to deal with Xiao Beisheng personally.

With Su Man's words, Ye Ling couldn't stop anything anymore. She watched the door close in front of her, and her worry did not diminish.

She stood at the door and didn't dare leave.

She was just waiting to hear Suman's cry for help from the room, so she would call the police immediately and then rush into the room to fight with the man.

In the room.

Only Xiao Beisheng and Su Man were left.

A grown man suddenly appeared in Suman's boudoir, looking particularly abrupt and eye-catching.

Xiao Beisheng said, "The new nanny you hired is pretty good and quite loyal."

Su Man glanced at Xiao Beisheng.

What he said seemed to mean that he was helping Su Man test the credibility of the new nanny, and he was trying to take credit for it and ask Su Man to praise him.

Su Man was too lazy to pay attention to him.

She walked to the bed like a zombie, fell straight onto the bed, rolled over, wrapped the quilt around herself, and then there was no movement.

Xiao Beisheng walked over and said, "Tsk, it really looks like a dead fish."

He glanced around the room.

The curtains were tightly drawn, and although it was broad daylight outside, not a single ray of bright sunlight filtered through, leaving the room dimly lit;

The windows were also closed.

Because there has been no ventilation for a long time, the air in the room is stuffy and stagnant.

There was dust floating in the air, and there was no sign of human activity.

Xiao Beisheng walked to the bedside.

“Swish——”

He drew open the curtains.

The dazzling sunlight poured in from the window.

The scorching June sun hangs high in the sky, and everything outside is fresh and colorful.

Xiao Beisheng opened the window, and the chirping of insects, the hum of cars, and the rustling of wind through the treetops outside the window all came into the house.

The wind blew up the curtains, bringing a breath of fresh air.

"What are you doing in bed in broad daylight?" Xiao Beisheng glanced at Su Man who was lying on the bed.

While talking.

His eyes fell on Su Man's pair of white feet exposed.

His eyes darkened unconsciously.

Her feet are as white as milk, her ankles are slender and graceful, and the soles of her feet are covered with a thin layer of pink, making her look delicate and adorable.

He concealed the guilt that was rising in his heart, looked away, and fixed his gaze on the quilt that wrapped her tightly.

"Suman?"

No answer.

"say."

Still no answer.

Xiao Beisheng took a long step forward and went over to lift her quilt.

Before it was opened, Su Man took the lead in pulling back the quilt, revealing a disheveled face.

"I'm sleeping. Can't you see? You have to ask, you have to ask, aren't you annoying?!"

Xiao Beisheng stared at her for two seconds and smiled.

Angry.

"You are so capable now that you dare to talk to me like this."

Su Man said: "This is my home. You broke in and broke into the house. Now you shamelessly stay in my bedroom and stare at me while I sleep. I really can't be too civilized and polite with you."

It's a good thing he didn't stab him.

"How long do you plan to be decadent? You stay in your room, never leave the house, don't go to class, don't want to see your children, and even don't eat. You've starved yourself into a ghost. Suman, look at yourself now. I despise you."

Su Man knew that Xiao Beisheng might be secretly paying attention to her and every tree and blade of grass in the Man Garden.

But she didn't expect that Xiao Beisheng even knew that she had locked herself in the bedroom and given up on herself.

How much had he spied on her?

"It's none of your business." Su Man was barely breathing.

Xiao Bei was furious, and he scolded with his hands on his hips: "Even if you want to be decadent, you have to set a time for yourself. How long do you want to continue like this?"

"Why do you care about me?"

Su Man raised her eyelids and looked at him.

Those eyes that used to be full of spirit and energy were now like a pool of stagnant water.

Xiao Beisheng felt a slight stagnation in his heart.

Command: "Get up!"

Su Mandai frowned slightly, refusing to obey.

Xiao Beisheng came up and pulled Su Man up from the bed.

As soon as he met Su Man, he felt a little surprised.

She was originally thin because of dancing, controlling her diet and weight, and now she has lost even more weight.

Her bones were a little uncomfortable.

He couldn't bear to be rude to her.

I was afraid that I would accidentally break her arms and legs.

As soon as he let go of Su Man's hand after he put her on the ground, Su Man slid back onto the bed like a boneless loach.

Xiao Beisheng picked her up again, and this time he didn't let go, letting her stand so that she looked a little more human.

But Suman fell onto the bed again.

Xiao Beisheng was completely furious. He grabbed Su Man and dragged her to the full-length mirror. He pinched the back of her neck and lifted her up like a kitten. "Look at yourself in the mirror. Look at what you look like now."

Su Man slowly raised her dull eyes.

In the mirror, her hair was disheveled, her face was haggard, her lips were pale, and there was a deep dark blue under her lifeless eyes.

She was shocked by herself.

She did rest these days, but she didn't look at the time. She only judged whether it was day or night based on the dimness of the window.

Sometimes she couldn't sleep the whole night, but when she was extremely sleepy, she could fall asleep for a long time.

She slept through the day today and woke up to daytime again. She couldn't tell whether it was daytime today, the next day, or the third day.

In this way, my days and nights are reversed and my schedule is chaotic.

The whole person is in chaos.

But she doesn't care and she doesn't want to care.

She just wanted to indulge herself and exile herself to a realm of nothingness.

When I’m hungry, I go out and eat some food that Sister A Ling leaves at the door.

Sister A Ling is very considerate and the food outside the door is always warm.

She missed Doudou very much. She could walk a few steps outside and reach Doudou's baby room. She could see Doudou by turning on the surveillance camera, but she didn't dare to look at Doudou.

She didn't know what was wrong with her.

I no longer have the energy to fight with my aunt, nor do I have the energy to continue to be wary of Doudou's background.

Chen Ma, whom she trusted the most, betrayed her and told her that her care for her since she was a child was actually mixed with other things. She didn't really want to care about Su Man, but was just doing a favor.

She was also told that her mother might not be dead, but had simply abandoned her because she did not love her;

And her father, not only a gambler, but also a notorious bully, yet such a bad man secretly protected her for eighteen years...

Su Man felt that something in her world was collapsing and something was being reshaped, but it was difficult for her to accept it for a while.

"If you continue like this, you will get sick, not only physically but also mentally." Xiao Beisheng said behind her with a slightly deep voice.